Ah-Yul Blogspot; Serial Confessionist

I hope after i wrote this entry you wun give me any msgs tht would like surprise me fr the wrong reasons again. I hate whatever im feeling now. One moment you wun be msging but when the least i expect it, there comes ure name on my inbox screen. Babe im getting fragile over this. Im not supposed to get emotionally attached to you man. I hope n pray man.

I understand you're bz but it kinda seem ure kinda distancing oso.
I need to get my hands off my phone man. I dun wanna msg u. It hurts. Someti
mes it feels soo good to be in an illusion but sometimes when reality strikes, it hurts...

I may not be perfect but i noe ure just good enough for me.
Forver hoping and praying about this friendship between me n u. To make a count, yest we had like 25 msgs.. today 1...

im getting tired. idk why im staring at this screen. You wun be online to begin with. Youre like slping now.. waking up at 5.30 tmrw mornin.. n im here..
and im here wondering...

wondering whats next..
to move on or not to give up.. i noe i dun usually give up.. but u had me tied up.

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