Ah-Yul Blogspot; Serial Confessionist

I'm feeling quite down lately, but thank god im in camp. I soo can feel it, ever since i went NS, things werent the same anymore. Yeah i noe im kinda outdated with things happenin around me, bt tht doesnt mean u gt to ignore me. I noe ur body languages man. This isnt the ferst time this kinda shits happen. Omg! well im trying not to be bothered by it. Since u guys want me to be invisible then i'll be.

Sorry i'm not a celebrity or sme importnt public figure or mayb im just not cool enuff to b hanging out with u guys like we used to. I cant be bothered much oready, Hey, tell me hw many times ive been duped aside man. Looking at our current jus wanna make me puke. gosh, i feel soo detached. Hahaha! im having mix feelings uh people. Part of me just wanna cry and not think about it. Part of me is soo filled with hatred. Mayb coz of people like you guys, i just cant start trustin.

Haha,, yeah mayb im nt prominent enuff, wad to do. I have a boring life. I dun have JUICY gossips to share to excite a crowd. All i have is myself. Im losing this soo called definitation of "friends". Its soo hard to please evryone eh. This NS 5days a week is putting problems behind. Sometimes i have mixed feelings whenever i book out. Coz i noe im bound to be lonely.

Gone are the times, heads are turning big. But i cant blame u guys, to start off, i was never in this circle. Ive gt my own circle n u guys have urs. Sorry fr entering tht circle 2yrs ago. Nw its owaes i gt to noe myself whenever u guys r out. But nahx, i will no longer jus hang around. I dun hve a thick skin to join up with u guys whenever u guys go out. Very uninvited soo i dun wan la. Summore the faces n body language u guys give; think i stupid or wad.

I GLADLY KNOW IM UNWANTED IN THE VICINITY.

hhahaha!! happy enjoying uhh.. i dun care anymore. Wheres the smses, wheres the replies. None. Not even calls. Im just 1 of the other friends u guys have in Facebook and msn. Brothers n sisters? i got to think deep bout that. First its Arif, now you guys.. I'm hurt all right, thnks for making me once put u guys as top priority.

Monday, October 05, 2009

Another Hiatus 1:04 AM

K.. so new intake is coming soon this Tuesday, scripts prepared lol!! masked on! can't wait or should i say, actually i cant b bothered.

So here it is guys, i'll be gone frm Monday, 12.30pm onwards.. all the ways to 17th October aite.

Anything text me on my hp aite ppl.. lovelies..

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