Ah-Yul Blogspot; Serial Confessionist

Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to Ayeen~
Happy Birthday to you~....
(Now sing ala Michael Buble)

Another year added to the age, u're 18. Well, soo i did went to her bdae chalet/party, it was great.. minus the part i gt a splitting headache and gt to go home. darn~ Serious babe, it wasnt abt u-noe-wad that i went home, ive even innitially wanna overnite with you guys, but noone to take my shift tmrw morning, and this splitting headache will make me vomit, which i did aftr alighting from the bus at tamp int. gerrrr~

Ayeen, finally 18.. she look pretty, should i say.. babe you were gorgeous in that candy.. pop colored candy dress. I was in awe. I mean, how rare is it to see you in such wonderful dress?
Niwae, its great.. love the food, love the company..

It was nice, i'm going to miss you while i'm away.. well at least what that had to be done, had been done. Whatever that i had done, been doin for you is ikhlas, from my heart. I never once lied to you, and yes, the reason i went home is not coz of us.. its coz of the headache, and i dunwan to spoil ur party by having me vomitting everywhere.. heh! serious ok. And thanks for everything.. the pics.. the 5mins..

lastly, wait is no longer the option,
never feel guilty for you had done nothing wrong, i won't wanna hear that word from you again, whatever it is babe, i will be there whenever you need me aite..
for now, study hard.. don't always go home late..
prove to yourself and your parents you can do it..
you have my prayers and support in whatever you do..

i had my say, and i hve no regrets..
first girl who acknowledged me..
take care of urself and Baby Starr.. yes that bear.. lol!!!
thanks babe..
Thank You Ayeen,
EinstarR, the star that truly shines..

Fuuuhhh~ pics will be up once i gt it from Alif Bibir.. lol!!!
ok and im done here..
and i leave this post with a smile.. a true smile tht ive been hiding for a year, yes babe, im smiling.. coz i finally had said to you in person wadever tht ive kept to myself..
Im proud to had done what i did.. yeay!!!
and lemme see, tht alone takes 139.786% of my courage.. lol!!!!!

Tata.. bloppers!!! more pics click here

Labels: Amerie

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Less Than 5 Months 12:59 AM

Hush hush~ to those who knows about the "less den 5mths thingy". I jus tell my close frens or ppl tht are close to me. Im not ready to tell evryone yet. Even i myself can't digest the fact.
ccb.. peh puki ninabei peh anjing~

Ohk.. wadever.. im off to do special surprise..

and im bored.. Saza's bdae later..
Ayeen's bdae tmrw.. =)

crazy la.. crazy.. need go smoke sia..
im soo .. ahhh~!!!!

p/s: never had a dream come true. you came into the dream again, wishd it was real.. i really wishd.. miss you babe.. i really do tho i dun show it..
malu lerrr....

Labels: Amerie

Friday, April 25, 2008

A Comeback 12:10 AM

Hello yellow.. sorry for the lack of posts. I've been very very busy.. i noe neglect my siblings all.. i dunnoe la.. bro Arfy is like in dunno whre,, Sis contact me bt im owaes busy to reply to her, i feel soo bad. Niwae, ive been busy with work in the mornin till late aftrnoon, den rush off to dance at wdlands aftr wrk. n guess my amnt of slp per typical day? Bus rides and esp train rides. Fcuk!

Ohh i soo hate my hiar now coz its not str8. Cibai larh.. hmm..
summore wad? ohh DYK is nw 5members strength with the addition of Ryna. Wooots~~~

Niwae, Saza's bdae is this Saturday.. n Ayeen's bdae as well as Yenny's is this Sunday. Bnyk nyer bdae!!!

lol!!! When's my turn? lol!

kk.. i bored now.. wanna go mandi den do some spa on myself.. wakakakak!

p/s: babe, what if i say i miss you? What if i say the feelings never changed? well.. i dunnoe, sometimes i just wishd you noe hw i feel for u.. sometimes i jus wish u wld talk to me.. sometimes i jus wished things nvr had to be this way.. sometimes.. i just wish..
wishes come treu at times.. well do they???

2days to ur bdae babe.. 2days.. =)

Labels: Amerie, Dance, Starbucks

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Thousand Apologies 12:04 AM

Eylo guys, ferst things ferst.. thousand apologies for not blogging for the past week. I literally have no time, wads with lotsa things happening soo fast arnd me, i barely can recount things.

Before anything, Arfy bro is still angry with me, and i miss this bro of mine lots.. i jus met sis jaja jus now... and to tht other friend, wtf?! u deleted me off frenster and msn.. n i all i did was nothing.. giler?

So it comes to, i dun understand dis kinda people, they're frens.. den all of a sudden dis kinda actions, very the merepek la.. ohh ure oni 19.. wth?

Next band comp, guys.. as much as im proud of you guys, im disappointed tht this year you guys lost the "with honors" title dat had been with Bowen since the past decade. Dun u guys feel it? i felt it.. alot, maybe u guys dun see the need to fight for it no more, for these ex-members are the very ones tht uphold the school name for a decade, and what more the sweat and tears the generation before us did, just to be there.. and also.. to our late instructor, who treated us like a father for the band. Dun you guys feel it???

Now now, im not blaming you guys, coz i know the cracks tht leads to these, all i can say, its not too late yet to change n bring it up bck in the next 2 years. Other bands ares catching up very fast. To me, BP an PY band deserves the gold.. and BMB, please.. your seniors dun wanna see the band fall.. not yet.. for my side, i'll promise i'll help out soon.. mark my words..

K, im done here.. and im kinda bothered by tht fren who suddenly de-friend.. haha.. hw funny..

Monday, April 07, 2008

It Was Bliss 11:13 PM

tho it was jus a few days..

Mass dance is finally over.. no, its not i din like it.. i loved it.. it was bliss..
The hilarious crazy merepek nonsensical practise.. gt to admit guys; we did great. Wad more its like collaborating with ppl we never thot will collaborate with. hahaha!! and having Britney to last minute dance with us; crazy i tell you!

The last minute plans, Plan A and Bs.. the sleeping over.. and the tons of CO2 we gave out to the environment.
Thanks DYK, thanks Ayeen, Dada, Zu, Fie, Andreas, Sidek, Ryna.. love you guys loads.. lorry loads in fact filled with construction workers. hehe!

We practised like crazy till 4am.. before washing up.. supper-ing fr sme of us.. watch movie.. drink for me and mas.. lol!!! crazy crazy..

click for video.
click for pics.

heres us.. im too tired to blog.. serious..

oh niwae guys, i gt bck my new SIM card, feel free to call ok..
and to my bro Arfy, im soo sorry i din went to ur club thingy.. but u didnt need to have said wad u said.. i dunno lah bro.. im jus soo sorry ok.. jus all the best for ur NS..

p/s: it was bliss all these while, wad more all e past few days. Thanx for being there, just being there babe. =)

Thursday, April 03, 2008

This Is Wicked 11:02 PM

Sumpah aku tak tau whats with the title..
First things first, pple hu reads this blog, my phone had been stolen.. yes not lost.. coz i'm nt stupid. Ppl hu noes wad i mean just shut up. Anyway, to the person who stole the phone, tke the phone by all means, but if youre kind enough return the memory card. You wouldnt wanna noe how much tht card meant to me. Return it with all its contents untouched. I will gladly reward you with the warranty card to servicett fcukd up phone. Yes, the phone is fucked up, ur efforts are wasted. Its a highly scratchd phone, with slowly "bleeding" LCD display; ohh i dropped it.. slept on it countless times. And it jams often and it offs by itself too.

Warranty valid till this november, soo hand the memoryard over and the warranty is yours.. =))
I noe dis is stupid, dah orang curik takkan nak bagi balik kan? lol! and fcuk most prolly dier jual tu hp kat Batam ker.. hahahahaha!

So guys, i'll only resume having a phone Sunday evening. Aftr i settled my phone bills.. Handphone wise.. hehe.. hey sucker who stole my hp, my hp no matter old or new will owaes b better den urs.. say touch screen hp?? c'mon i dun need to steal coz i cn jus gt one anytime. Fcuk. All i need to do is WORK FOR IT. Yuppz.. i'll be using my E680i phone.. thanx to Claudie who have the spare batt.. hopefully its still workable.. i think it still is.. den im off.. to touch touch weeee!!!!!!

ooohhh, im looking forward to buy this phone.. hehe.. its not launched yet, but once it is.. i'm getting it!!! suckasss!!!!

Next, someone stop me from going crazeeeee!!!!!!
I might be going over to SB-LC!!!! ler.. for training oni.. hahaha!! LC = Liang Court = near M.O.S = near to partayyy!!!! Macam giler kan.. hopefully its finalised soon.. and and..
Blueberry Yum Yum Yummy is back!! Shimmy B is bck in SB-MW.. yesh!! she joined back!!! for the love of kopi.. oh tak eh??? hahahahahaha!!!!

We're soo gonna rock this coffee stand like older days, and trust me, when ayuL hav his Blueberry Gang.. its crazy!!!!! hahahahha!!!!
Damn, i missed my crew, i missed my siblings.. if im not wrong chucky is sick.. aiyo.. small boy..
and and and.. weeeee!!!!

k i wanna go slp.. 4 hours to rest to opening..
Dua, Tiga Kucing Berlari..
Kucing Gayboy!

wtf?! sungguh aku tak paham..

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Another Day, Andrika Day 11:26 PM

Well well.. i came bck home at like 7.am?? alongside rotten smelly school children, i wonder whether dey took a shower or not.. or maybe i gt this problem with Punggol Sec KIDS? Omf! can't dey fuggin see i wanna alight?? soo uncool school bags.. ohh and they think its nice, and what with the heavy sacks man?? i remembr during my school days, my bag never weigh heavier den 3 books. Lol!! well.. i snugged dem at the most dangerous place evr as dangerous place is the safest place. Example, i used the teacher's drawer. kwang3! fuck! ain't i smart or wad?

Next, why??? why must darn bus drivers need to on their air-con full blast in the early COLD morning? Now dun blame me for i cant tke air-con.. AIR-CON just suck!!! if that you-know-who reads this, i think she really noes that i really cant be in cold places for a long period. lol! wtf?! ayul.. noone reads your blog, cant u see the tagboard is fuckin.. err...er... tagless for the past few days??? haha!! i'm no celebrty or top bloggers.. soo that explains? Maybe i need to put up raunchy sex vids.. eh?? porn pics tht ppl will look? lol!!! too bad, i think dat day will never come..

Work.. lol!! i wke up like in a rsh for work.. i realise tht Starbucks had been calling me.. soo i called bck, cant gt thru.. well tht means one thing.. they need my fuggin help. But.. ayul oready like nice nice.. will reach at 6pm. BUt ohk la.. i gt in.. check my prep works n did my closing stuffs.. i prefer to wrk alone at night.. at times la.. Intan n Claudie babies will know wad i mean.

Aftr work.. off to meet my siblings.. fcuk.. i love them truckloads.. both of dem. I wonder wen Chuckyboy go NS, its just me n sis. Aiyo.. no bitching shopping partner.. but haha!!i still have the eating partner. soo ohkla.. haha.. Chuckyboy in love lar seyy.. lol!!! how i wish im like in his position.. i mean.. not with a guy for sure, but.. i mean to be special for someone. My instincts are telling me shes waiting for some guy. haiz... im sucha loser..

Niwae, dance prac tmrw..
ohh n we're gonna watch my favorite movie with ChaCha and BooBoo.
i know i watch it countless times, but "Ada Cinta" never fails to touch my heart. Klah, gtg shower now.. i hate the aftr-work icky body feeling. Chalo..

p/s: Babe, i still feel you; but if u choose to not share your thots, its hard for me. And if its really true wad my instincts are telling me, den its ok.. for if you oready feel someone else, i can't stop you.. define is the key.

Things to Catch Up On 7:42 AM

Well ehhlo guys, its bck to dance. Work just now was fun since its just us. with Ida frm Tanglin. Cracks me up since 7am in da mornin. hahaha! Dance was a total whack! The routine was fucking dope shit. lol! ihate to use the word "dope".. fcukin posers la.. lol! ok so just put it in MY simple terms. It was a nice one. D.Y.K and Karma? simply loved. =))

Cik (Kak) Hasnah treated us to KFC. hahah! KFC aftr seriously looong mths.. or issit years? can't remember bt, i noe its the ferst KFC fr this year. lol! i noe, sadistic chicken life story.

Prac at RP turn out great too. I'm beginning to slowly wake up. Love myself for that. tapi aku macam ade rase, dier tak sayang aku lagi. tapi takper la.

anyway, i wanna go slp now.. hohoho!!! wrking lata sia.. n i jus gt bck home..
chalo betehx!! ohh, i miss my siblings of diff parents like very much. Ryna and Arfy, we gt to meet up soon.. love you guys!!!

p/s: my heart skips a beat whenever i see you.. eh no two beats.. eh three.. ok.. you get the picture. but.. does your heart beats the same reaction?

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