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    original: detonatedlove♥
    pictures: owner's own
    Wednesday, December 31, 2008
    Hopes 2:45 PM

    Its just funny, that.. when u just try to put hopes on people or things; they backed out on you. Thats how im feeling now. I know, i saw the signs coming, gosh! these premonitions thingy, the ability to read body language, and guess wad, it has upgraded!!! haha, i'm level 5 on this ability i guess. Able to read body language thru phone conversation.

    Darn, niwae, idk why u made that decision, i still din get any answer.. and im kinda depressed but as always, ill find a way to make up for it; i mean c'mon, its new years' eve people!!!

    Ohh, went to home club the other day... lotsa of things happen, lotsa things lost... fcuk shit.. anyway.. thts all fr home club, im soo lazy to blog.. (coz mayb im just outside homeclub with falah). The rest got soo seleleh!!! eeewe! hahaha!!!
    Anyway, anyway. anyway.. i just realised theres this new supermarket in Punggol that sells cheap liquor!!!!
    ok, a small bott of Jim Beam white for $11..
    Oh Mas, ure fav Long Island Tea oni for $4.95..
    Original Baileys for $46...

    in words.. I THINK ITS FCUKING CHEAP AND IM GETTING SOME SOON!!!
    too the rest..
    HAPPY 2009!!!

    and lastly, this sibling sang a song for her lost phone.. i seriously think its nice..

    Saturday, December 27, 2008
    Fcuked Up Depression 5:46 PM

    And so what? SISPEC? Big Deal.. i'm still a National Slave,
    going thru hills, mud.. shit as.. scorching sun.. wadsoever nonsense food over at the cookhouse and dealing with this thing called "area-cleaning" which is kinda a pain in the ass.
    soo i do this for 5days a week.. or maybe 6.. n comes book out day.. the only time im free to go "civilian"; BUT here i am, stuck at home.. yes. home.

    What with all the plans.. plans tht are cancelled. i wun be mentioning names la eh.. lazy. Den, people that well.. idk la.. im having thots abt posting all these (coz at least i care abt the my "friends" feelings). i'm seeing deja vu.. gosh! maybe its just me, maybe its just the humans., they come to you only when they need you.. ohh the words "i miss you", dun seem to have its effect oready; jus like quoted frm another blog of a fren of mine, he said "when you're busy training, stuck in camp.. the messages and thousand and one calls about hanging out, catching up.. yes, but when youre outta camp, these people seemed to have vanished"..

    Seriously, you guys need to underdstand how NS man feels about their Saturday (and maybe their Sundays).
    Korang senang lar sak.. ckp busy la.. inilah, but at least you guys have weekday nites to spend oso with your loved ones n friends.. while NS men, stuck in camp..

    Enough la, im totally moody now, fcuk la!!!
    serious shit fcuk!!! dun say u missed people when you dont mean it..
    fuck!!!

    and to you; i'm not talking about you, =)..

    Saturday, December 20, 2008
    Mood-less 11:55 PM

    Things had been kinda crazy lately.. thank God i'm single.. hehe!
    the 1 and a half week of hiatus from the "GREEN" life.. I CALL IT SEX baybehx! ok, i got my posting. just-so-you-know.. yes, imma going to SISPEC. Biggie? nahx.. i think its common. Anyway.. the problem now is..
    location of camp. PASIR LABA CAMP = Boon Lay
    ------> (denotes distance)

    eg:
    Clementi ---> Boon Lay.

    BUT;
    Punggol ---------------------------------------> Boon Lay

    Very retarded. Ohk! the aiyoyo! ferst day, must report by 8am or latest by 8.30am. hmm.. travel time 1hr 32mins. to play safe i gt to mke it like 1hr 45mins. soo u see..
    frm my place, gt to tke a bus to khatib, den take train to J.E, den chnge to green line to Boon Lay den finally tke bus frm dere. omg! ok soo lemme take 8am. 8 am minus 1hr 45mins.. i need to leave my place roughly arnd 5.45am the best. wtf?! soo i need to wke up by? 5am!
    shits! ok enough abt this complain. gt it done n over with la..

    Oh, i watched Twilight the other day.
    Fcuking nice.. (except the part where Mas go fanatic upon seeing the Cullens)
    haha i love the plot, i love how the vampires are.. (not ur ordinary vampire eh).
    OK this kinda movies always gt me hooked up lar seyy!
    same like harry potter and all sia!
    im soo looking forward for its next movie..
    and soo.. i rate it




    9.3/10 CUMSHOTS

    And and.. im soo getting "Honey" colored lenses very soon.
    imma have a vampire name.. and im calling myself Andri Cullen.
    n yeah, im not a vegan yet.. i love human blood. hohooohooo!!!
    and wads my power? the ability to sense the level of sex drive a person has.
    wakakakakakakakakakakka!!!

    ok i soo wanna have a date on a tree or play baseball.. vampire style..
    nuff said baybehx.. im off to eat again (tho i jus cme bck frm simpang with bro Elfy)


    Monday, December 15, 2008
    Self Love 11:41 PM

    Hmm.. i was looking, gazing in the mirror.. only underwear clad (in camp cannot do mahx), n i realised i gained weight. Took out the scale and i'm weighing at a line btwn 64 n 65kg.
    Impressed? very much i am with myself.
    I'm aiming for 70kg. haha! dun laugh la.. i really want tht number for my weight. hahaha!
    Soo wad i did today..
    EAT.. EAT.. play comp.. Xbox.. EAT EAT... shit.. workout.. EAT EAT.. play Xbox again and EAT..

    yes, i ain't joking.. i was up since 8am today. lol!
    oh ya, im watcing wad im eating.. had bread n sme crackers fr breakfast.
    Noodles for lunch.. Pasta for dinner.. pasta again for supper..
    ahahah!!!

    soo my workout routine.. very simple and easy to follow.
    2 exercises oni..
    150 push ups. 100 crunches.
    when i wake up n before i slp or when i think i ate too much. hahahhaa!

    i was thinking abt the pull up bars, but lazy to go down u see..
    i did thot abt jogging/running.. but well.. lazy..
    soo here i am.. patiently waiting for the 70kg to appear..
    and and.. im re-eating GNC shits again.. lol!!!

    just pray ok...
    till den toodles.. bitchass!

    Partays.. And A Whole String Of It. 1:38 AM



    Ohh Happy Birthday(s) to Lil Sis, Claudie Baby, Fizah "Pantat" and Massytura Spears. And also to the upcoming 23rd for slightly bigger bro (as big bro refers to the eldest one). K anyway apprt from tht i guess u guys noe hw old u guys are already. Very lazy wanna elaborate lah..

    I POP-ed a few days back, yes soo i gt the whole week to party.. NOT!
    apparenly money is not on my side.. ZoukOut and im broke..
    yeah i noe $48 isnt alot.. but tht din include the things i bought prior to ZoukOut.. pre-ZoukOut party and all.. n tell m which moron goes out n never spend on other things? food, transportation etc. Bedek eh kalau tak!

    So now, just like the emancipation of mimi.. dis is anticipation of Andri, eagerly waiting for ZoukOut pic from Dorothy's womb. Yeah, she got a whole lot to give birth to. A real whole lot...
    Now we just have to wait for Mas to be nice enough and upload for the whole world to see hwo sexy we can be..

    Ohh about ZoukOut, the event is nice la.. ok if ure new or virgin to it (like me) ferst few hours you'll be like wow-ing evrywhre.. but soon its jus like some carnival soo ok la.. but kinda wrth ur money.. the crowd.. hmm.. S'pore crowd aren't tht open.. we need to work on this issue man.. i think everyone should be like the people over at Gay pubs/clubs.. they're fcuking frenly.. haha.. and speaking abt gays.. we set our eyes on the J and F.. let me refrain frm their names lah.. they very sensitive ppl.. and the sight of them is soo fcuking eeewe. to J, ure nt hot at all.. din u feel very low compared to those other better built/gdlooking/an hot gay boys.. while u look closer to a drag? eeewe! to F, man stop criticising the entire world in ur blog n hw u think ure very atas kinda boy but oh well.. Frankie Muniz is still more atas-er den u.

    Ohh i dun have issues with Gayboys or these two here..
    likewise i love to bitch too.. im bored la, n those are just my personal thots, jus like how u guys have personal thots abt having ure McSpicy burger dipped in rotten curry sauce.

    Okokok!!! i'm freagin broke!!!!
    HomeClub on 17th.. i wonder.. i seriously wonder..
    read: Andri hates going out when he's left with less den $100 in bank and lesser den $50 on hand.. minus transportation fees..
    sad ar!!!!

    no money no party!

    last but not least;
    you're just like any other candy, sweet at first; yet it doesn't last. soo goodbye! =)

    Thursday, December 11, 2008
    It Was Indeed A Love Hate Relationship 8:06 AM

    THIS IS LOVE

    3 months passed... POP loh!
    yes i had my pass out parade yest, yea alone.. it sucks but bite it girl!! i'm still here n kicking.. n i thot of shopping later. so it wldnt kill ryte?niwae yes about army life in BMT. It sucked initially but as times pass by, u mke frens.. even sme retarded ones, BMT appears to be rather fun.. to a point tht u do crazy shits without thinkin abt punishments.. hahaha!!! i'm loving it..
    gonna miss my Platoon4; Sect 1 of Jaguar Coy 04/08.

    Oh yea, kept forgetting to blog abt my "gayest" Saturday nite fever.
    yeah, apart frm im recovering frm my fever.. and aftr the whole dance comp thingy which honestly i find it kinda boring... its time for my ever first virgin hang out at Tantric and PLAY. hhahaha!!!
    it was fun.. getting tipsy and all soo happy.. for once i din need to think about the problems i hve. hahha!!! even if i think it wldnt help, soo y bother. soo like i say its fun talking to phil, ian n pppl like them, but i swear it hink they frgt my name oready.. drunk/semi-drunk ppl dun usually remember names.. ohh ya.. someone waterfalled.. and still going crazy..

    Nick was dere, such a nice fella.. hahaha!!!
    PLAY-ing with them homies n Nick turned out to b a crazy dance nite. With Mas INITIALLY slping.. haha!!!i had good time guys.. n i had a good time with u.

    more pics..

    Monday, December 08, 2008
    I Want Candy 4:08 AM

    In Trust You Believe.

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