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  • credits
    original: detonatedlove♥
    pictures: owner's own
    Wednesday, May 31, 2006
    wad did we do eh? 12:08 AM

    well... nuting much todae.. hmm.. wad did i do.. oh yeah, during my break, i wen to mit wani, to chill.. but todae, we nv go PTK.. coz we damn tired. de we saw an empty pondok n we jus sat la. well, it kinda belongs to sum grp of ppl.. but hu cres... NOT private property mahx.. den we met Mastura.. n we chill wif her grp.. for 1 thing, we dunno her frens, den in less den 10mins.. we like toking n luffing non stop.. power dah!!! hahaha.. lol.. we all soo SOCIAL man.. hahaha.. kool la.. den hmm.. as usual, dey start asking me lame qns.. example.. a new fren called Mai, askd me if i'm really gay or wad coz my nick is gayboy.. like hell no la.. haha.. n she say, my face make a perfect gay.. yeah! dis part i noe.. sick of it as well.. i wanna GROW UP!!! man, i'm gonna be 18 soon n i still look kiddy.. haha..

    den ya.. dat whle day kinda boring, nuting much la.. lessons n slping oni.. ok soo ya continue is.. at nyt 1 gerl chat wif me. den i ask hw old she is.. she say she 16.. wow kinda young.. lol.. den i ask her, hw old u think i am.. n she said 14 lol!!! freaky man! i look soo kiddy mehx? hmm.. dunno.. hmm ok.. den ya.. basically, todae iss soo dead la.. at hme chatting on msn wif wani n miza can make me go nuts..nuting much to tok abt.. serys.. n ya, miza ask we all to go watch soxxer match.. like 8pm!!! i finish class at 6pm! i dun think i gt energy la.. duhh..

    serys sa.. i gt nuting to sae todae.. owh ya.. todae for e ferst tym, me n my twin brother hang out together, coz we wear exact evrything.. well.. my twin doesnt smokes.. haha..

    twins

    my twin is in design skool la.. apparel design to be exact.. me? IND.. warta fark la.. okok.. haha.. hmm.. ya ..i took pics of myself again as usual..

    next pic is taken in a study room in the library at 4pm liddat.. crap man.. i was bored.. n my cam-whore attitude cme abt.. soo SNAP! narcicist! luving myself!! woohoo!

    cam-whore

    oh ya! n u guys! hav u seen the decent me? well dis pic looks abit feminine to me.. i dunno y.. mayb bcoz too innocent lols! warta fuck man! me? feminine? kalau metrosexual aderla! .. lol.. haha.. wahh! i'm inflicted wif the luffing disease.. haha.. lol.. ubber funny man..
    haha.. ok heres a decent pic of me.. u decide.. issit really decent?

    if yes, pls call
    1800-yul-is-decent orsend ur SMS to 74223 at dis format:
    ayuldecent

    please send before u finish reading this entry.. lines will be closed once u're dne readung this crappiest entry ever.. did i mention the lamest oso? okokok
    DECIDE.. NOW.. LOOK AT THE PIC CAREFULLY..

    HAHAHA!

    lol.. its me alright.. though i noe i look different.. wakakaka! ok.. vote hor.. hmm.. nuting much to sae oready la.. v bored n sleepy, having class at 8am later..

    n erm.. did i mention i dun hav a twin brother? haha.. lol.. its me hu wans to be i APD but nvr made it dere.. stuck i IND nw.. but since gt design elements in it, i'll stay.. hah.. lol.. may god bless me.. haha.. woohoo! crap!
    LAME AR AYUL.. VERY THE LAME..

    Tuesday, May 30, 2006
    a dae of fun, crap & luffter 2:37 AM

    well.. the day started of at 9.20am whre i mit wani at the bus stop b4headin to PTK to hav our morning smoke. haha.. well.. she gt a new LAPPIE!!! soo jealous of me.. well .. haha.. gt camera too man.. so well, i sang to her the berbulu song.. haha n ya, let her listen to Arabic Remix of "BEEP" by PCD.. which was ubber cool la.. aha.. yeap.. den went to class..

    CMSY class test i got 7/10.. ok la.. well kinda wrote an essay, whist sme of my frens jus barely wrote anything n dey gt 9/10.. JUDY!!! u lucky shit!! haha! well.. nuting much to do in class la.. was basically revision.. hhaa, yeap.. i was paying attention. aha.. kool ryt.. well, nuting much oso.. morning started out VERY BORING..

    it was aftr dis pathetic class, me n my Ayu met up.. den cmes along Fiza wif her strnge English accent todae.. wads wrong wif u gurl? well.. i jus entertain her by doing the same too.. hahah.. well.. she was soo hyped up n was like crazy.. well, we bought RED BULL at the design sch canteen b4 going to PTK.. well.. it was oni the 3 of us.. soon. it was filled up.. wen niki, arep, nixon, wani n verm & ket joined.. well b4 dey cme.. me n fiza were singing n dancing.. well wad to do.. its our very own stage.. whre we perform to joggers.. guess dey luv our voices.. ahakz!

    we were like dancing, the constant huffing n puffing n ya nt frgtting sining n taking pics wif HP n wani's lappie.. ehehe.. still haven gt the pics frm her.. well ALOT LA.. we were like nuts.. ahah.. but all fun n joy will end.. soo arnd 2.30 liddat, we made our way bck to campus whre we play comp n eat.. haha.. i was craving for my Teh Peng as usual.. so dis wad i told dem..
    "whre u guys going? i wan teh peng.. n i duwan to go mensa or bis sch canteen!! coz only ITAS n Design sch serves good teh peng".. haha.. soo fussy of me.. WELL.. ITS ME WAD!.. hmm.. den we desided to go ITAS, easier for us to go to the comp labs. haha.. all labs were full (lessons duhh) soo we jus used our lappies.. or shld i sae, wani's n nixon's coz me, ayu n niki hav no lapies YET.. haha.. was slping den.. tired mahx.. oh ya.. i frgt to mention dat erm.. ppl made love at BEDOK RESERVOIR! kns ccb la! we FOUND dis..
    the lost condom

    wtf.. haha.. might be from sme lecturers haha.. wadde or sme bangla students coz i saw dem hangingarnd e area whre dis thing is found.. quite near to PTK oso.. but i dun wanna noe if any1 made luv in our pondok.. haha.. ubber disgusting la.. hm.. well aftr dat, i went to mit arif.. den me n arif went to mit mini min, fidot n their fren nas.. well.. chill for awhile b4 going our separate ways..AND DID I MENTION WE SAW SUM1 DAT ACT ASIF HE NEVER SAW US! ACT KOOL EHX? WADEVER LA HOR.. U'RE JUS A DISGRACE TO US! me n arif going to mediacorp studio.. haha.. anugerah SKRIN.. woo hoo! haha.. den in the farking bus, my iPOD let me dwn.. haha.. it needs to b reformatted n stuff.. ubber NOT cool at all.. soo, i sketch in the bus.. haha.. hmm.. well, we den chnge bus to Bishan.. b4 taking a cab to the studio.. was lost over dere, coz gt sme ppl giv us WRONG directions abt e studio rm.. angry man.. arif was impatient n i was like, chill ar, later the usher will cme n fetch us.. which he did la..

    dun belive i went dere? ok.. heres sme pics.. nt clear la, coz my hp wen zoom in is retarded..
    i'm supposed to be in dere! on the stage!

    haha.. to sme dat noe me n min, well we nearly took part in this comp.. very the nearly, but we bcked out, coz we nt prepared yet.. soo, er mto fulfill my camera desires, i made dis..
    topless contestant

    haha.. cra.. i noe.. well.. e bckgrnd is the wrd "SKRIN" haha.. ubber lame la.. haha.. LOL.. den aftr dat we went hme.. me, arif, meow n an.. n guess hu we met Id!! haha.. Id wif no Yanto? weird.. haha.. ya.. we took the same bus la.. den me n arif drop at bowen dere, n we clash wif SL n BH.. our current band members.. haha.. dey just finish sme full dress rehearsal.. haha.. ok den we chnge bus n made our way to mit min for the 2nd tym of the day to chill.. n erm.. on the way dere.. deres a DOG!

    normally i'll freak out la, but dis dog soo cute n looks like cotton wool, soaked in oil as it is super black.. arif was freaked la.. he grab my hands n pull me along.. GRAB MY HANDS?! WTF! MY HAIR STOOD ON ENDS LA! HAHA.. N WEN HE REALISE DAT HE'S HOLDING MY HANDS, HE WAS LIKE "eh yul, sorry la.. i nv realised i hold ur hands!" wtf! he trying to act gay wif me! damn u la.. i noe my nickname in PTK is gayboy.. but dat doesnt mean i'm a real gay (no offence).. ppl are walking all arnd us la! nabz, we oready use same type of side bags.. kns.. luckily it lasted less den 3seconds.. if nt, my REPUTATION down man.. haiz.. ok den we mit min.. chill for awhile n 11.45pm.. we went hme.. guess, dats e entry for todae.. i noe, its soo boring entry.. but wad to do, wen deres nuting much to tok abt.. fotos? well.. haha.. i do hve sme pics of myself, but.. lets jus sae, dey nt posting standard.. haha.. well.. i jus like spending tym in PTK!!! the dancing n singing.. haha.. hav fun ppl..

    Monday, May 29, 2006
    no means no 12:32 AM

    well.. firstly again... its abt the SAME irritating girl.
    wen a guy says no.. jus remember the answer, especially frm a guy called ayuL. wen ayuL says no.. dats wad he really meant. he's nt like other despo guys out dere hu will see girls to fulfill their inner desires. no offence to u.. coz serysly i had enuff.. u spoilt my mood for blogging.. but niwaes.. i can restore my memory on wad to blog abt. here it goes..

    SUNDAY is kinda a boring day. woke up by the sounds of the keyboard. bro eezad jus luvs to use computer in the morning. haiz.. ok.. ferst thing i did was singing sme crap rubbish song called "berbulu".. haha.. its crap la.. heres sme part of the lyrics..

    semasa, berjalan-jalan
    kotek ku berasa gatal
    aku check seluar dalam
    rupanya berhutan tebal
    kerana, kotek berbulu
    di dalam banyak kutu...

    in english will be..

    wen i was walking
    my penis was itching
    so i check my underpants
    there was a forest bush
    because the penis is hairy
    inside there's alot of fleas..

    hahaha.. i noe its a lame song and eezad jus keep on luffing.. ok aftr dat i str8 go to toilet to shower.. haha.. shower n shower. dry the hair and ya.. todae was soo bored dat i decided to str8n my hair.. n u noe wad i will do wen i see the results.. haha.. PHOTOS!!

    totally narcicistic

    haha.. dats abt it la.. n ya.. i was half naked.. haha.. only clinging on to my favourite "PORNSTAR" boxers.. haha.. took quite alot before i decided to stop n do my NMM proposal.. haha.. damn.. y must proposal man??? why? well.. while i was doing tt, i chatted on msn, watched teebee and den stopped frm NMM n went to play XBOX wif my bro.. n guess wad, i won again.. i owaes do.. played 1 game before decided to continue doing the proposal thingy.. 90% completed by 6pm... haha.. n hell NO i nevr typed rubbish.. its all hard work ok!!!

    oh ya! did i mention.. daddy made for me a home-made ice-blended mango youghurt!!! YUMMY.. serys.. den ya.. mama nv cooked again.. so i mus cook myself.. damn.. i cooked dunno wadever i can find la.. n chomp dwn 2 plates of it.. its not tt i'm hungry or wad.. its jus a must for me to do so so that i can gain weight.. heheh.. aftr dat was s'pore idol.. haha.. tym to critic again.. damn la.. gt 2 fat mly boys.. the brothers.. gudness! u 2 aint idol material la.. kns ccb lor.. haha.. den went to chat on msn while watching.. arnd 10pm liddat.. i feel soo tight, soo i tell mama i want go out and take sme fresh air.. soo i went dwn to the multi-purpose hall.. (actually intended to go to the rooftop garden but lazy).. called up my fren SkiN and we chatted while i smoke till mama called me on my hp.. asking me wad i doing dwnstairs n whether i'm wif frens or alone.. den i sae i alone la.. but toking to skin on my hp.. den she say smoking ryt? den i was like ya.. since i cant smoke in da house.. n she was like.. be back hme fast.. n i jus sae ok or..

    around 10.47pm i reach hme.. continue chatting on MSN n i went blog-hopping till i read Niki's blog abt PTK.. haha.. she actually cme out wif a logo and a motto.. the part i like best is the motto, very the rhyming.. hehe.. heres hw it goes..

    tak kisah apa orang kata, tak kisah apa orang fikir
    kita hidup kita, hidup PTK

    translation will be..

    dun cre wad ppl say, dun cre wad ppl think
    we live by our way, the way of PTK

    haha.. ubber cool ryt.. well hmm.. nuting much to blog today.. haha.. feel like singing/shopping/drawing now.. haha.. many wishes, nt many time.. n i jus realise dat my exams are cming up very the soon n GOODNESS!!! I DUN NOE A THING ABT CMATHS2! NUTING!!!!

    Hahahaa.. i noe.. i need to study fast.. luckily my NMM proposal is dne.. so erm.. ya.. must study.. well.. nuting to blog oready.. will be meeting wani a.k.a 'r' kawat later at PTK at 9.20am to have our morning smoke b4 going to class.. haha.. chao chin chao! adios!

    Sunday, May 28, 2006
    a series of bloggable events. 1:32 AM

    BLOGGABLE? ya ryt..

    great s'pore SALE is on.. wanna go shopping soon. soo far those hu is on to go shopping wif me is watson, niki n wani i think the rest i haven ask.. well i think i'm going to bring along oni 2 ppl. too mny is hard for me to shop. n dese ppl mus b commited coz i tke a long time to decide on stuff. date of shopping 16 or 17 June. 3 wks frm now.. hehe..

    was bored the whole day.. hmm.. lets tok abt dis early morning stuff. to e girl hu is involved in this story a BIG sorry to u. i jus find u funny. ok dis girl.. hmm.. dunno hw she noe me in frenster.. wans to add me in msn.. well, why not.. hmm.. ok so she added me. i accept. den i nv tok la.. i dunno her mahx. den she will nudge me.. once or twice ok la.. but u noe.. SHE NUDGED ME DUNNO HW MANY TIMES!!!.. AND STILL GT THE CHEEKS TO ASK ME IF I'M ANGRY.. but as a good guy, i obviously sae no.. n she kept sending msgs in my frenster. dese msgs r lame la. she can jus tok to me via msn.. despo n lame gerl wadde. is dere more of dese types of girls?

    ok heres wad she wrote..
    msg numero uno: are u single?
    ayuL says: wad do u think
    she says: ya
    ayuL says: i'm half single
    ayuL says: why u added me up on frenstr?
    she says: coz i think u cute
    ayuL says: but i dunnoe u..
    *silence*
    den she nudged again.. ask me for picture, i gave her one of coz la.. niwae, its a dumb picture.. u can gt my picture frm frenster n blog.. so nxt tym ppl. D.I.Y.. thx.. e irritatingpart is i'm having a conference wif my frens.. fana & radzi n here she goes nudging.. n i ask yeah? n she say y i nv tok.. like HELLO i dunnoe u at all.. so wad to tok abt?! lame ryt!den she ask me chchk my frenster inbox again.. damn.. she ask me dis qn..
    can u be my bf? yes/no?

    LMAO.. haha! wadde.. haha.. den i cnfrnt fana.. tell her abt the girl n she told me to tell her to fuck off. haha.. okok.. she was joking abt dat.. so i ask fana to choose dese 3 options of mine..

    1. tell her i'm attached
    2. tell her i feel like being single
    3. i'm gay

    haha! fana was luffing and she said, jus tell her in the most courteous way.. ok. so dis wad i say:
    "sorry la, i jus wanna remain single.. no offence la.. i dun even noe u n u dun even noe me.. i may nt be wad u think i am.. lets jus remain JUST frens ok".. haha for sme girls dey are sure to PAISEHX like hell.. but nt her! she still keep msning me n nudging till i lazy.. i nv layan.. irrinoying of her!

    n forthose other girls out dere hu finds me interesting.. please

    i hate it wen girls ask me whether i can be their BF.. for ur info ryt, i'd rather be the one asking the girl the qn. if a gerl ask me dis, i'll 100% think shes a bloody despo bitch, therefore.. will nt even bother about u.

    and guess wad.. i told my mum abt her the next morning.. n my mum luffed.. she supported me.. haha! yesh mama! u rule! i mean i did the right thing ryt? haha..

    ok.. dats e most hottest n funny story.. aftr dat.. i'm bored.. FULLY awake at 1.47pm according to my hp.. haha.. b4 dat, gt constant msgs frm arep asking if going the meeting.. like hell yeah NO!.. for wad help ppl hu dun treasure our help.. dun bother la.. bribe us wif $ oso we wun cme bck unlessu pay ALL of us $50 per hr.. stndrd price fo instructors..

    hmm.. soo wad did i do todae.. numero uno.. I changed mama's toilet lightbulb.. haha.. coz the rest of my siblings too short to do the job? hahaha..

    always use osram

    ok.. dat was quite an easy job for me.. ermm, aftr dat i went to shower the longest shower ever.. i think i spend a whopping 45mins hahha!.. wanna noe y? long story.. lets jus sae.. did quite a few things in dere.. haha.. let ur imagination run wild.. those hu noe me best will noe wad i might do.. haha.. ask me to noe..

    hmm.. aftr dat mama ask me to cook.. he reason was she's lazy to cook.. i'm like wadde!! cook? den i shout across the whole hse.. saying.. "i'm cooking todae, soo appreciate it n eat".. well my siblings dun mind me cooking la.. coz ultimately i can cook.. but jus nw i lazy soo i cook the usual chili sausages. sme of my frens noe the recipe to this wonderful yet simple dish.. ryt rachel? i cooked it once at ur hse n the other tym i went dere u cooked it.. yeah! haha.. lets cook it at our chalet sumwhre nxt mth k.. the recipe is..

    this will serve 3 pax
    7 sausages
    1 green chilli
    abit of black pepper
    abit of salt
    2 eggs
    4 large slice button mushrooms
    n finally chilli sauce.. (jus add but nt too much)

    dne! its nice wif rice and sweet chilli sauce.. haha.. as soon as its cooked, my bro eezad n lil sis yana dash n eat it.. haha! i noe ppl its nice.. e smell of it is enuff.. haha n i dun even managed to snap a pic of it la.. haha.. angry man..i presented it soo nicely.. hmm..
    ok soo i join dem n it..

    aftr dat.. is me multi taskin like crazy.. was doin my NMM proposal.. sme webby creating stuff.. i luv NMM but ms cherry blamed me for being late in 1 of her class 1 fateful day n i kinda lost sme respect to her coz e fact is TRAFFIC WAS BAD! haha.. n ya.. watching the ring n editing photos.. haha.. n ya skin asking me on wad to buy for Han.. her BF.. haha.. y me ? n she said coz i noe her taste best n fashion is sumting i can sae.. hehe.. well i look slack in sch.. but i think she noes me best coz wenever gt special occasions, i'll be dashing.. haha..

    ok heres e mess i made while researching..

    researching duhh!

    basically all my research items are from PLAYtime mags from razee.. haha.. it helps bro.. it really does alot.. no joke.. was glad dat i borrowed it frm him..

    n ya.. i gt stuck halfway frm the proposal.. called sharon, but i think she bz coz she nv picked up my kol. soo i was bored n i drew me in cartoon.. haha

    me on the noticeboard

    i cut it up n pinned it up on the noticeboard.. haha.. haha.. soo wen sharon finally replied to me via msn.. i continue doing tt proposal thing whilst watching the RING which was damn boring!! sick.. den i read the toy mags n guess wad

    CAN SOMEONE BUY ME A D.I.Y MUNNY!!! COST ONLY $24.95.. PLEASE.. BUY IT FOR MY B'DAE CAN? WILL BE BETTER IF U BUY ME SME OF THE ACRYLIC PAINTS COZ MY PAINTS ARE SHRT OF COLORS DUE TO SM PL USING DEM N MISPLACING DEM!

    5 mre mths n i'm 18.. gosh.. fasting mth sia.. i asked my mama whether can we go Tepak Sireh Restaurant to celebrate n she said duwan coz she rather stay at hme coz fasting mth.. wadde.. ok fark.. soo i'm telling evry1 out dere! dose hu feel like going dere. hmm.. for my b'dae pls tell me.. haha.. we go break our fast dere as well.. duhh.. n for the non-muslims.. oso invited.. but pls dun eat b4 tt tym or eat in secrecy.. like i mind.. hahaha..

    well.. i guess deres nuting much to sae oready.. did half of my proposal liao.. which is due dis thursdae.. haha..

    dis is getting ubber lame.. n ppl!!! esp MIZA.. i'm not going for ur dare.. i wore boxers todae, but still ntnude n i nv take pic of myself todae coz i dun feeli like it.

    n dun ask me whether i'll pose nude or nt.. coz the answer is NO! siao.. ppl will cme find me in tp n label me as stripper..

    Friday, May 26, 2006
    its a 2days write up! enjoy! 8:00 PM

    FIRST OF ALL..
    the official opening of pondok PTK (Puki Tiang Kite) 25/05/06

    dun ask me on hw we gt tt name.. its jus out of sudden, we luv it n yeah.. total members living under dat roof wld be 12.. but the frequent ones will be, ms buntot.. gayboy.. ms matrep.. sissyboy.. buluman.. kucing.. n sex bomb.. dis nicks are only used in PTK.. other den dat we hav our original nicks. hmm.. the complete list of members.. orig. nicks n PTK nicks..

    Ayu - Ms Matrep/Man (She look slike 1 wen she wears a cap) .::. Niki - Sexbomb (da bomb!)
    AyuL - Gayboy (wore pink like twice in the particular wk) .::. Botak - Buluman (obvious reason)
    Arep - Sissyboy (he walks like one) .::. Miza - Kucing (look at her eyes)
    Fiza - Ms Buntot (big ass.. nuff said) .::. KeL - Cinapiang (the chinese hu sings mly songs)
    Fizah - Mak (looks like a mother duhh) .::. Nixon - Ah Beng (looks like one)
    Ayeb - Bapak (husband of fizah thus bapak) .::. Wani - R Kawat (she can't say 'R' porperly)

    haha.. well..
    for nw i can sae dat PTK is located jus bside e reservoir bhind Temasek Poly Tennis Court. Pics frm PTK.

    the sunset view.. superb, taken by me..

    PPTK view

    the swearing in.. hahah..

    PTK ok

    and finally, the scribbles..

    lepakerz unite!


    the real nicks

    PTK nicks

    hmm.. well.. its boring la on thursday. i was made to stay back JUST for dikir. but ok la. was wif miza aftr skool. sialah; TP-ians! issit wrng for a guy to wear pink shirt?! bloody tudong gerl at outside the libarry look at me like want to eat me like dat! ccb! even if i'm gay soo wad? which i'm nt.. den wen she saw me fetching Miza.. she gave me the look of "owh.. he's nt gay aftrall".. fuck u la bitch.. hmm.. mayb i understand y.. she still living in the stone age..

    dis me taken by ayu outside the printing lab at IT school.

    geek in the pink

    hmm.. den went to eat at IT canteen.. flavours b4 heading out to PTK whre we danced.. skank-ed.. luffed.. erm.. "wee-weeted" n smoke duhh.. hahah.. den aftr dat went to dikir.. haha all the newbies was tested to be "juare" haha.. i can't sing for nuts la! haha.. but i think i did fairly gd for dat "audition" haha.. the sound cms in like quite nice.. thx god..

    den at nyt.. me lepak at the red block while waiting for Razee to cme n lend me he's toy mags.. haha.. me n ayu was left by the others at 10pm. so we sang n sang under the void deck! Singapore Idol LIVE.. haha.. den wen razee finally cme.. we gt into the car n send ayu hme. n he gt a new BIG spongebob toy! soo cuddly man. n i asked him y he put inside he's car n he tol me dat its his boyfren to accompany him wen he's alone goin to wrk.. haha wtf! haha.. but he's right la, he needed to be gay wif spongebob as spongebob isa guy. duhh.. if he said girlfren is soo out of qn oready la.

    *scratching here n dere.. mozzies evrywhre!! arrggghhh!!!!*

    erm.. ok reach hme at arnd11pm.. n ya.. i frgt to say dat i drew the eye of ayul on my leg.. here it goes
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    den on my compn msn.. wen suddenly nehbour chatted wif me. wtf! guess wad.. nehbour kinda noe me all along. he knew my bro eezad n me.. e prob is he noe the old me. the small me wen we r still arty farts at Angkatan Pelukis Aneka Daya (APAD), a kind of part tim art school.. i was short then.. haha.. n i think i look way diff nw.. no wonder he dun recognise me.. n dil! i dun even noe dat u used to b in APAD.. haha

    THE NEXT DAY, 26/05/06

    todae is CCN day so tpians shld noe dis day. the whole school was bustling wif shops! haha.. here are the ones dat caught my attention... erm.. paintings of cartoon u! (my class C143G IND).. hahah.. hamsters on sale.. bloody cute ones (spotted in Dsign sch) erm shops dat sell sweet wrappers?! (spotted in Engin sch 'fiq's class') n finally erm games stall (spotted in Biznes sch).. haha.. i'm supposed to help out wif my class.. but den, aftr a while of brushing.. i nd to meet miza.. so i kinda left dem.. sorry guys! serys.. den i went to dsigner's pad (canteen) to snack my usual ciggy-look-alike biscuit and the usual teh peng; wen suddenly.. i saw nehbour.. i think la.. dil were u wearing white sleeveless shirt?

    *bloody mozzies still biting me now!!!*

    den me n miza make ur way to PTK.. haha.. n meet the rest.. n we danced again.. wtf.. go dere oni to dance n smoke.. haha.. fun place la.. den we hang out dere for oni awhile la.. co sme of the rest gt sumting on. so me n miza went back to my class booth coz i left my pencil ase der.. in the end i oso frgt to tke it hme.. hahaha... well.. we left redbull cans at PTK.. hahaha.. redbull giv u wings!!! hahaha...

    REDBULL VODKA any1?.. hmm.. i still thinking whether to go MOS soon. its a sch day la! haha.. n the next day i nd to reach skool at 8am! hmm.. still thinking whether going or nt.. trying to go.. try..

    den we left n make our way to Afghan tomeet the rest.. haha.. dere.. i was bored dat i managed to sketch 2 drwings while waiting for bapak to reach. i like the hand more.. drwn using UNIBALL Signo DX (dark blue) on a piece of CMATHS2 notes! hahaha!

    My hand

    supposed to be me.. haha

    den we go smoke again.. hahah.. but me n miza left earlier coz we gt sumting on. hmm.. im tired la.. hhaha.. we took the bus n zoom.. haiz.. quite a fun day todae.. but all fun days end.. chao chendol! (miza's irritating wrd)

    hmm.. i see if i can blog me later at nite.. here's for now.. hehe..

    Thursday, May 25, 2006
    hahah.. luving IT.. haha 12:43 AM

    well.. wad can i sae, my hair is very in now.. hahah.. i noe.. i like it soo much dat i can be gay to the extent of luving myself. so dis wad i'm gonna repeat wad i tod my fren earlier, niki. hhaha.. i fel in luv wif the guy that is in this blog.. the one dat jus str8n his hair! hahaha.. damn.. i luv myself.. haha.. i feel like kissing myself, caressing myself.. haha.. too cute la.. sorry la.. haha.. paiseh.. no offence to gay readers. i jus luv myself serys.. n of coz 'her' too.. but does she still noe dat i gt feelings for her? haha.. n niki happens to noe her too.. such a small wrld aftrall.. haha..

    hmm.. wad happened todae ya, erm.. ok lets talk abt todaes LIFE..
    like sands through the hour glass
    so are the days of my life...

    hahaha.. ok.. well.. 1st thing dis morning.. mama ask me to try a new route frm hme to my sch. 34 den chnge to 69.. haha.. ok.. i followed her orders la, im a filial so wad, n guess wad.. i took 20-45mins oni.. i like it la.. soo i no nd to rush.. kaoz.. 1mth i strtd schooling in TP den my mum told me dis.. haha.. if nt i'll take e draggy bus number 3 route, whre i nd to chnge to 15 in pasir ris; which owaes hapen to b jam pack.. haha.. skool was fun todae.. 2hrs of boredom frm IISO.. soo.. hehe.. heres e best part.. took pics AGAIN..

    woo hoooo!!!
    dun get jealous eh.. i jus luv myself la.. haha

    *here are the fotos.. but only gt one.. coz the rest look blurred.. haha.. niwae.. no mre fotos for dis week.. hope fully.

    i look dumb

    haha.. dat was school.. den i go mit my buddy, arep n e gang.. but the gang eft for class den leave me n arep.. lucky i gt 1 stick of cigg.. well.. so, me n arep went to reservoir to chill.. n smoke.. haha.. haha.. like couple sit bside reservoir.. OK STOP! i'm having feelings for the one and only 'u noe hu, ask niki'.. haha.. shes sweet n adorable.. ok.. so we both gt bored, den we head to IT lab to chill, wad to do.. wait for botak..

    ok.. so wen botak cme we went to tke bus hme.. i'm shagged la.. i look horrendous wenever i'm tired.. so i jus quitely took the bus.. n went hme.. in the bus.. i blast my MP3 to giv me rhythmn.. music rules my body.. i cant live without music. hmm.. den ya.. erm arrive at interchnge at arnd 6.35pm? was soo tired la.. soo tired dat i jus drag my feet along to change to anthr bus to my block of flats..

    ok den reach my bus stop.. gt dis sudden urge to take pics.. but den i stop myself.. coz i oready look horrendous. haha.. i hate it wen i look tired.. its like i just finished mking out wif sum1.. serys man.. haiz.. so i drag my feet.. took the lift up to my 2nd storey.. open e doors n jump up to my bed.. switch on my comp n strip myself coz im shagged n feeling warm.. mama was praying in her rm.. so i dun bother her.. (but i did for a minute to ask whre my elder bro is).. hehe.. ok

    erm.. soo i chat for awhile.. den i went to strip dwn naked n play wif bubbles.. haha.. bathe la... haha.. den my bro gt hme.. yeay! finally company!!! i hate being alone.. den we chit chat abt ppl.. haha.. i like to amke jokes about evrytin i see wad. n i like to tell my bro coz i noe he'll sure luff.. haha.. ur e best man! well.. my bro oso gt blog.. go to my links and find EEZAD.. haha.. he's the one hu bought me the moisturizer!!! soo grt of him.. den i go str8n my hair again.. wen he cmes into the rm n sae, "stop doing it la, ur hair sooo unmanageable" den i was like wadever bro. n den 5mins later, he ask me to style his hair for him.. haha.. wad to do.. style la.. i owaes style hair for him.. den nw summore he broke his arm, so its kinda dapat pahale.. hehe..

    n ya! im soo glad dat my tag board is finally flooding.. haha.. all abt my hair.. yeay.. u guys oso luv my hair issit?!! haha.. yeay! den went to chat again.. chat wif shaq.. we toked n toked.. den wen she wants to go off oready, we accidentally cme out wif a poem.. haha.. heres hw it goes..
    all the best
    for the test
    no worries, i shall rest
    like lovers' nest..

    haha.. i luv poetry n i missed it.. aha.. sorry ppl dis IS ayuL.. he blogs abt lame stuff.. haa.. i'm once a LIT student ok! and i gt A2 for it for my O levels.. dun underestimate me ok.. haha..

    well.. nuting much to sae now.. hha.. tml is anthr dae.. haha.. i ya! i luv myself man! im bcming gay over myself! hehehehehe... no offence.. i dun anti-gays.. dey are humans too yeah! (ayul bcme open minded oready la, i grew out frm the incident t happen 5yrs ago).. to noe wad e incident is, erm.. lemme jus sae.. ask me personally.. hehe..

    chaoz..

    Wednesday, May 24, 2006
    image restored 12:58 AM

    first n foremost to mt dear readers, dis entry is kinda v ayul.. soo, if u think u'll b disgusted, kindly press the X button on the top right hand corner. heheh~

    yeay!!! ya.. i str8n my hair for todae.. hahah. e fringe is the nicest to be exact n it took my 2yrs of my life... i look like 15 or 16 liddat.. n thx azimah.. i dun look like chinese babies wearing bibs. hahah.. yea! its true, i woke up 6.30am todae, bathe for 25-35mins.. den str8nd my hair for abt an hour.. hahah.. yesh! i'm a vain pot. to TP-ians, hu had jus spent 1mth anniversary as classmates, i very the vain wan. superbly image conscious.. except sumtimes im soo shagged dat i dun even bother wad i doing, wearing or toking.. example, yesterday.. ahahah.. i wore pink shirt to skool. haha.. damn.. i dun really like pink, but i was soo shagged dat i grabbed a shirt without thinking.. haha..

    well.. r u guys ready for the new ayul wif str8nd fringe n looks like a kid... i'm 18!!!! hahaha.. okok.. wait no further..

    narcicist

    haha.. n my classmates was like find me abit weird today bcoz of my hair, thus dey decided to take pictures. hahaha. n pardon me to those ppl hu i keep bragging abt my hair.. esp sharon.. thx for supporting my hair.. its super soft ryt? i noe.. i put moisturizer.. hahaha.. okok.. if u guys dun believe hw many pics i took todae.. well.. dun believe ryt? look below..

    hahaha!!! de love me!

    hahaha.. sad la.. i oni take pics wif the girls except gt one pic mr kenneth tries to sneak in and he managed to b inside e pic.. hahaha... sorry guys, i hardly take pics wif guys wan.. hahaha.. no joy la..

    wow!!i jus luv my hair la.. hahahaha.. im luvin it.. hahaha... wads in my bag dat i bring to skool?
    haha.. hair-moisturizer n comb.. hahaha.. i was too excited abt my hair todae dat i frgt to bring my maths book.. hahha.. all wrth it though.. hahaha.. okok.. enuf abt my hair.. its oready waving wen im blogging dis, tml is anthr dae.. hahah

    skool was kinda abit draggy todae.. hw i hate maths n hw i occasionally take out the comb n borrow mirror frm emily jus to chck my hair.. hahaha.. i slept in maths lecture AGAIN.. forever sia.. den maths tutorial seems very draggy todae.. f*ck.. i dun understand the whole of chapter 1 la.. haha
    PRSP? tt kangkong sux! call me azhar? hu sia azhar?! its AyuL.. thx Wan for reminding tt old crap. aha..tt tcher is just crap la.. tok soo fast like evr1 noe.. kns la..ccb! haha.. lunch i meet 'MAK' at Jupiter Cafe whre i eat chix bolo.. haha.. fulling sia.. n dunno dis blue coral drink dat hav nasty small balls in it! haha.. me n mak hate the balls!.. oh yeah.. did i mention we were eating wif cheryl n 1 guy (is his name James?).. haha sorryla.. STM.. i hard to remember guys names.. hahahahahahahhahaa! like duhhhh... den aftr eating, me n mak go reservoir to puff n wen bloody action city (my temp. wrk place) called me up. dey nd me to work todae.. like hello?! i'm skooling.. n dat guy den ask.. can u wrk on weekends? den i was like hell yeah.. i need $$$ la.. haha.. wanna go shopping.. hahha

    any1 wanna follow? currently the shopping kaki is watson.. i nd my slippers fro citylink mall dat cost $40+ n a shirt either frm M industries or N.U.M.. hahaha... shop shop shop.. aha..
    i luv my hair!!!! hahahaha

    ok enuf of it.. todae's entry abit lame, i noe.. but well.. its me.. i luv myself!!!! woots!~ ... hahha... yeay! n i gt to noe my nehbours.. hahahahah!

    Monday, May 22, 2006
    all about me 11:42 PM

    well.. i just realised dat, i nv tok abt my life sia.. nv did i tok abt my life in blog.. even my evr first blog.. haha. yeap.. that prince-ayulfoundation sumting blog.. haha.. well.. time to devote all the time to rant abt me.

    ~well.. my name's ayul, haha.. my real name is kinda long soo ya, niwae..i prefer to b called ayuL.
    ~stays in the area of the last station of NEL.. NE17 i think.. haha (central)
    ~going 18 in 5mths tym? October the first! yeay!
    ~skools in Temasek Polytechnic
    ~3rd kid frm the whole of 4 kids my parents "MADE"
    ~luvs myself mre den ath in the world
    ~goes nuts over self-image
    ~chocolate is my fav indulgence.. did i mention HD ice creams? n ben n jerry's?

    haha.. basically dats me.. haha.. well i stay in a 4rm flat.. loneliness for 3 freaking yrs staying in this estate.. i dunno any1 sia.. hw lame ryt.. haha.. but recently found 2 people.. haha. i think dey noe hu dey are.. idil n lil sis, afiqa.. (did i gt ur names ryte?).. sorry la.. i haven even met damn, but at least i noe dey sort of exist.. haha..

    haha.. nw to show to prove my existence..
    .::. heres a view from my bedroom window.. whre most of the tym u can see me on my comp or being naked! nahx.. jus kidding.. haha..

    u suck i rule

    .::. the notice board dat posts no notices! except club events?! MOS underage party soon! wee!

    told u that u suck!

    .::. the gateway to the rooms whre ppl mate.. haha.. had i dne sumting in my rm? haha.. ask me personally ah.. bu serysly.. nt sex.. haha.. aint a perv.. mayb a few hanky pankys? hopefully dose makciks dun read dis.. (one of the gateways lead to my parents room, dey did it too!).. n my room is the one directly focused.. yesh the center one..

    i still rule! dammit!

    .::. moi collection.. well.. 2 coke cans from Japan.. thx DAD.. n a can of pepsi twist frm Thai n ya.. my fav cigg.. SKL pink.. i like the uniqueness of it being pink.. well.. i aint a gay soo y bother.. haha.. its the taste serys.. wadever it is.. DUN BY STRAWBERRY RED!!! IT SUX!.. well. i collect to-fu oyakos too.. haha.. lame of me..

    u lost

    okok.. enurf! haha.. basically dats my life.. e 4rm flat in an ulu place near a longkang.. haha... wadde.. ook..

    hmm.. sum tym back ago, ms judy took a pic with me.. well.. we're 18.. but we look kinda kiddish.. soo i decided to put it up.. haha. kiddy me.. wen will i ever grw up..??
    wanna see our pic? well.. click the top right hand corner X button if u hate me or disgusted.. wad to do.. i luv my self!!!

    Judy and AyuL

    haha.. to other ppl in my class.. one day we take pics ok.. i no u all love me.. haha.. den dose lucky cute ppl will gt their pics posted..

    luving myself more den ever.. soo single.. soo much freedom.. i luv 'u' but atthe same tym.. we aint getting anywhre soo.. ya.. im ok.. i gt nice frens n haha.. im jus a lunatic.. n i luv myself mre..!!! haha..

    chaoz.. dis entry is getting dead.. let me publish it b4 it gets mre dead n draggy..
    ayul rulez!u suck!

    serys... hahahhaha!

    Sunday, May 21, 2006
    image destroyed.. 6:00 PM

    firstly.. haha.. i asked dis qn to alot of people.. well its fr ppl hu r open minded n hav wits.. dose hu dun hav it may get me wrong.. the question is..
    "can i be gay but not gay but handsome but nt gay?"
    get it ? haha

    okok.. heres y dis kind of qns pop up. haha.. as me n miza were toking, we realize dat gays look smre gd looking den average guys.. well.. guess so.. haha.. okok.. i'm currently stressed over the revelation of me losing my glow! haha.. erys man.. miza.. no matter hw many times u tell me i look e same as years ago.. u r wrong!!.. well i noe myself coz i am me.. haha..

    hah.. well.. i saw dis guy hu hav the same hair type as me, but the wat his hairxut is make me him very nice. dun gt me wrong here. i hardly ever praise guys haha, dis is exception coz he gt same hair type as me.. wakakaka! so shld i cut my hair or let it grw to be surfer kinda length.. dis wad 2 girls sae..
    1. Miza = "u keep ur hair longer nicer, serys.."
    2. Azimah ="u cut ur hair like dat guys nt unique. dat guy looks gay aniwae"

    haha.. ok.. soo.. well i'll jus keep it.. haha.. n 1 more shocking revelation..

    I HAVE 7 WHITE HAIRS IN 2 DAYS!!!!

    so that brings to a total of 10 white hairs soo far.. i'm 18 n 10 white hairs? like wtf!!!!

    okok.. so i'm stressing about my image.. like serys la!!! im soo down la. girls.. dun look at me.. i'm soo not ayul for nw.. haha.. nt being wad la.. but serys..

    1. My hair flicks at the end
    2. Its moisturized but still messy
    3. I wear a cap 24/7

    .::. bottom line.. is, i'm nt wad i used to look like.. wadever those cute fotos u find in my frenster is last tym.. nw, i'm a shagged ayul.. haha..

    well.. i gt nuting else to blog.. n ya, my dis new skin is MY EFFORT.. so dun try to steal it.. nabz...

    Saturday, May 13, 2006
    boreadoodledoo.. 1:30 AM

    BOREADOODLEDOO...

    dis wad i've been feeling recently wen i go to skool. guess i nv slept enuff. haha. class is still the same. ok lets tok abt laptop. wahkao.. im soo happy dat dad wanna buy me a lappie, wen i told him dat skool gt the offer wan, he ask me to gt tt wan. the prob now is, i unsure dat dey still selling the lappies. n moreover i wanna be different la. haiyo. nanti sume pakai lappie same cam boria plak. dat lappie is good la. good functions. $1.9K.. okla

    e highlight abt tt lappie is dat, it has a DVD burner drive, SD slot.. <-- dis is gd for transfer frm stuff frm my hp.. and BLUETOOTH! haha.. i cnt live without bluetooth.. its better den infrared sia.. n y its called bluetooth i dunno, but its snds very cool to me. haha.. lappie mus be wif me b4 JUNE..

    ok heres wad i wanna do to my lappie (if i gt it insyallah)
    1.buy a lappi web cam
    2.gt a nice lappie bag
    OR a nice skool bag to fit my books and lappie at e same tym.. (RP students, help me wif dis)

    haha.. ok.. now letd tok abt skool on thurs day..
    haha.. i oni noe thursday as the 2hr skool dae. 9am-11am.. haha.. NMM lab, nice la.. i like designing webby. PRSP lec?does it exist. i made a pact dat once dey strted teaching Java stuff den i go. serys. soo basically daty morning buy ciggs wif Judy.. den we tot we late for class, n it ended dat we're one of the earliest.. kaoz.. we smoke like dragon n like swaying on the TP bridge la.. sai.. den aftr NMM is dne.. we go smoke like nobody cares..

    wahkao.. like whole thursdae, i smoke non-stop.. den arnd aftrnn meet my lepak frens n smoke again.. haha.. smoke n smoke.. actually i do dis is to pass e time. i gt my CCA at 6.30pm.. yup, in PST.. like kinda paisey siot.. well.. i noe i can be crazy la, jus dun wanna shw it yet. n ppl dere like evrytime relate me to my bro, well.. izad is izad; ayul is ayul.. haha.. but ok la.. we look alike aniwae, n i tok abt dk stuff to him wheneber i reach hme aniwae.. n ya.. if u wanna noe hws my elder bro, he broke his arm while under going training, yes he's at hme now 24/7.. n ya.. he's hp number is still e same..

    den dk was fun.. haha. cant believe i kinda shouted, and to the other ayul.. e reason y i dun really shout in studio is bcoz.. I NVR WEAR MY CONTACTS, SO I SCARED I GT THE LYRICS WRNG.. n i kinda shout sia.. haha.. well mayb nt enuff.. but soon.

    den wen dk ends, i mit up wif the rest, n headed hme.. haha.. den we took 72, me, arif and min.. n we occupy the back seats like our father paid for it. n Min has his own imaginary fren, mr hollowman.. arif is dead while im writing things on papers which i myself dunno wad.. den gt dis idiotic boy in orange shirt keep turning arnd n look at us.. since the interchange sia. n i find it soo gay la. phobia sia me. he was like looking at us. well if u find us handsome, thanks.. but dun look at us until like dat. dat boy looks like Ju-On la.. den wen we wanna drop at our bustop, dat boy like dunno hw he ended on the 1st floor of the bus.. n wen me n arif wanna go dwn, he stares at us.. seram siot.. like soo gay sia. if e make noise i understand la.. but we crazy in bus only like awhile b4 evry1 was slping.. hish.. but den again, mayb he aint human at all.. MALAM JUMAAT dok.. haha.. but still i think he's a nerdy gay..

    enuff abt gays.. it really freaks me out.. haha.. den wen we go dwn of bus.. i took a cigg frm arif. he offered wad. haha. actually i gt mine la. but since he offered, ok la.. den i gt the sudden rush to pee.. so iwent to pass the cigg to arif as i pee.. it is hard to get a coast clear signal. wen it finally did.. i pe for quite a long time sia.. haha.. guess its a whole day's wrth of urine. well.. den arif gt stomach ache.. wad nonsense.. he always gt reasons for him to gt to his pillows quick. so i waited for my bus alone. haha.. den saw 2 mats n a minah. well i think 1 of dem is couple. park toh-in at bus stop.. kns.. den dat guy like wanna act fierce. den wen he open his jacket he has a sleeveless under him. n wait.. i luff, coz his body size is no bigger den mine..

    so dey were like kissing, i think dey jus finnish jamming n stuff coz dey brought guitars along. btw dat guy wanna act fierce wif orange hair.. n wen he walk pass me to go hme, he stared la. alamak. zaman stare dah lame abes. like shit la. like hu cres.. ure ugly n im forever maintain..

    so.. nw im end wif thursday... fridae, vesak day... soo i slept till 5.30pm.. sorry to those hu tried to cntct me, im slping la.. n my fone i put to silent aftr a first message frm sum1.. i wanna slp.. holidae la..

    n did i mention dat the computer dey sell in TP, the cheap wan is ACER! dats i dun want it. haha..

    adios ppl..

    Tuesday, May 09, 2006
    nuff said 1:47 AM

    hey hey.. long time no blog coz i bz wif stuff la.. haha.. ok heres e new entry.. currently pissed wif my dad but nv shw it coz he bought my baby sis a NEW HP!! gudness shes jus P6.. damn.. ok, so as a good bro, wad will u do? well, basically i whine my dad to gt me a lappie n he said yes.. n i was like woohoo!... haha.. M1 shop has bad service. i was waiting in the Q-line coz dad wans me to assist him in looking at e necessary documents, n for me, is to kpo wif the new fone.. haha.. ok.. Q-ued for 1hr plus.. no seats n no air-con.. haha..

    okla.. e thing dat made me pissed is bcoz of 1 AUNTY.. farker shit.. she la! coz the Q to jam.. 1 counter.. 3 line sign-ups/upgrade.. farking irritated.. den wen she get her new HP whicis a 3G fone.. she was like making a big hoo-haa out-a-fit.. wahkao.. asking qns here n dere.. den buy memory card.. like fark.. nokia givs free memory card.. den dunno wad else she wan.. den fix e SIM card inside, den still waving it around.. like hell yeah ah soh, u gt a 3G fone.. but look! evry1s buying it.. coz its on OFFER!!! PROMOTION!!!.. cheap skate! u wun b unique la.. so stop waving arnd dat hp.. coz evry1 in Q is gonna buy it.. i think.. like 75% of dem. nono, my sis bought a PINK girly, N6111.. haha.. suits her la.. i oso dun bother. n abt dat ah soh.. lemme finish it.. MY fone has touch screen capability.. does urs hav? i think NOT!! haha.. loser... u gonna pay for my knee injury fee wen i gt older thx to ur idiotic, bimbotic qns.. n did i add, dat she bring her whle family to witness her buying fone? 6 or 7 i think.. haha.. JAKONISM in action..

    ok, den cmes MONDAY.. haha.. woke up too early, den i wanna play a new XBOX game, "MARVEL Nemesis Rise Of The Imperfects".. good game.. but it jus wun strt n keep jaming.. i was pissed la.. den off dat damn think.. den report tt matter to e owner of the XBOX which is my idiotic eldest bro. n he was like WAD!!.. den he switched dat damned thing on and it worked.. fark.. soo i play n play till time for skool. purposely took anthr route.. n fark.. its the same timing.. 1hr plus..

    den skool.. haiz.. skoll for 1 hr oni.. e rest is lazy dun go.. so to me.. i go for 1 lec.. haha.. bored wad..life is bored in LECTURE THEATRES... aftr skool went out to buy ciggies.. sampoerna dok.. haha.. haven been smoking dat for quite sunmtym.. haha..den my othr frens went hme... n here i am in TAC again to go for the DK trials.. haha.. 1st dae.. n i met alot of ppl.. my religious class fren whm i nearly forgt.. haha.. den he was like asking me do i remember him.. n i was blurr la.. haha..ok.. i remembered him..

    den Soba i think, my elder bros fren keep looking at me n finally ask me "do u hav an elder bro?".. den i was i like yeah.. n he was like asking if my bro is IZAD.. n i was like yeah.. n he was like still asking Q&A stuff n i jus answered.. hha.. DK nt bad la.. wen at least i noe sum ppl oready.. snds like fun eh? join la.. PST(Panjy Sry Temasek).. haha

    Thursdae.. 7.30pm...n hell yeah dat dae i end skool at 11am.. (T.T)

    haha.. niwae.. gtg now.. skool life is jus strting to gt fun n wild.. n wadde.. e star still doesnt look like star.. still wondering..

    Friday, May 05, 2006
    stuff i jus did. 12:46 AM

    skool was like fun.. dun seem like skool at all.. ok hav nt been updating so here goes. lets tok abt my stuff frm 3rd May(Wednesday) onwards. well.. i hate wednesdaes coz i gt class from 8am-6pm.. like wtf.. i'm like having my band prac la.. playing my *poot-poot*. okok la.. ok soo dis wad happen last wed. me n fiq(syafiq) wanted to go for the Samba Perc cca trial thingy but we find out tt sum1 might follow us. wad crap. den we diced nt to go. den at the last minute, tt particular shitabg nv go.. so me n fiq went back to TP again. wanna ask Arep along but he sae he wan study la.. wad crap. so heres wad happen at TAC(Temasek Arts Centre).. went for tt samba thingy. evrybody seems to hav no rythmn.. its like im the oni wan dat can really play la. see arif.. told u to cme soo at least i gt back up.. haha.. dats nt the funny part la. e funny part is dat i BROKE a stick on the trial.. hahaa.. wadde.. e stick soo breakable la.. being an idiot.. i jus whack e drums.. n dat thing jus break n fiq was like "ooorhh! u break the stick".. haha

    actually he was having a revenge at me for sabo-ing him in the first place. well samba was fun at the same tym boring. like wadde hell.. gt alot ppl wan to join n we hav oni 2 snares, 1 rebanique, 1 jembe, 2 shakers, 6 agogo bells n 6 tamborim? wadever the spelling.. its still retard. n moreover, im stuck btwn joining DK (dikr barat) or this samba thingy. like hell yeah i want DK, but i want snare too.. haha.. cant make up my mind. but i think i'll end up in DK. hahah.. i can drum anytym i wan in BMB band rm, 2 lorong napiri, tepi tangge joo chiat complex. serys, its bside e stairs. ok wadeve

    den cmes thursdae. e first thing i hear wen i gt into class was bloody cherry saying "u're late again! want me to mark u as late?".. i was like damn slpy.. but inside my head was like shuttup bitch. the bus is full la.. i aited at the bus-stop since 8.23am. if u're reading dis cherry, which i dun think u will.. u suck! assume i arrive late. gimme e xtra money i take cab la. fark! NMM? simple nathan la. u think i dunno, i late but still cope better den dose tt cme earlier n asking qns la. den 2 ppl cme in later den me, n cherry nv say ath. like ass la! BIASED!.. wadever sia.. WATSON, u choose the wrong woman to be ur wife.. n if u look again ryt, she actually nt tt pretty lor..

    NMM was frm 9-11.. hahah.. 2hrs in sool.. actually gt PRSP lec but i lazy.. den go smoke at resvoir wif the other smoking kakis.. haha.. den fuck, gt make-up lessons due to Labour Day. stupid la. 4pm-5pm.. i gt like hrs of doing nuting, den i decided to slp in the library.. n for ur info, the whole dae was like DK or samba? hahah.. wadde.. im fickle minded la. class was fun la. can see evry1s wrking together.. haha.. n fark wif TP, y IT-ians haven hav their matric card? i wanna see my ugly face b4 others see.. farking pic of me la.. dat particular day wen i took the pic, i was having my pimple break-outs again.. haha.. n dat pic oso, my hair was short.. haha.. wadde.. soo lets take a journey of e places i went todae..

    -NMM lab
    -Staff Rm
    -IT Flavours
    -Reservoir
    -Flavours again
    -Library
    -Comp Lab
    -Library again

    ... nvm la. alot of place i go. but i think its liekMENSA-FLAVOURS-RESERVOIR-LIBRARY.. i went to these place like repetitive times for todae.. yayda yada.. im tired 1.01am liao.. wanna slp..

    the star still doesnt hav e star shape.. so y issit called star? hmm...

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