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I CAN read body languages.
I CAN know when someone's lying.

don't get me wrong if i'm nasty a minute or two, but hve u ppl ever thought about ur part when u did these things?

this got nothing to do with you. bye

well hello, ya another post about the word "LOVE"
nahh.. dun worry its not about me or anything, jus wanna talk about it in random aftr seeing what dis cursed word did to some people around me. Me? ouh, single.. love love is still kinda farfetchd to me, i need people to trust me for me to trust dem u see.. lol! selfish? no la, normally i taken advantage of soo ya!

Love, a term given by early man to describe a barely explainable feeling which bound to souls, physically, emotionally & spiritually.
Love for religion..
Love for God..
Love for your significant other..
Love for your friends..
Love for your family..
Basically.. LOVE

Recently, i see quite a number of couple having hardship, break-ups.. quarrels.. ccb 3rd parties..
well.. the key to solve all these is forgiving one another, try to buil bck trust and well, if u really love him/her.. its all possible tho its hard. Bringing back to the topic of egoism, many are poisoned by the thots of their frens and most make decisions, unclear decisions in the fit of anger. To this people, perhaps, jus perhaps.. try to sit down.. think about the happy times with him/her.. with this, u may just find ur happiness back..

Put aside ur egoism and let love fill and warm ur hearts..
=))

muchLove.
ayul.andika

duhh.. it's you.. no questions..

like finally.. an update.. lol!!
ok past few days had been a great blast with my dance pham, we're geting merepek-er as days goes by. See-ing and meeting at least one of dem makes e day worth living for! hahaha!!
ish3!!! talk about living under one roof, lol! confirm haywire sia.. lol!

soo ya, practically F.U.N is busy wtih a wide whole list of performances, lol! me? i'm not involvd, duhh~ coz jus to remind any kental babats dat i'm not in F.U.N, i'm basically frm anthr crew hu shares the same family tree as F.U.N. hahaha! ok! merepeks.. k i soo feel like wanna go lepak no.. but but.. PUNGGOL SOO THE BORING!!!

soo ermz, today.. work at SB-CM.. attachd dere coz i think dey shortage of partners.. hmm.. closing wise, i need to slow down evrything sia.. i mean haha! diff store mah, not my store mah.. tui bu tui?? soo ya, luckily the partner i do closing with i jad wrk exp wif her b4.. lol! she did attachd to my store once soo ya, at least not tht lonely.. lol!!!

k lah.. i soo bored, wanna go chit chat on hp.. hmm..
btw my Suntec Video is out.. click here
but the title they put is F.I.S - Fhunkie Stylerz..
man its supposed to be Y.H - Young Hotnesz..
siaper nye kerje tau upload salah namer

ouh, can i say i miss you yet more and more, and i dun give a fucking shit with what you think about me, im jus admiring someone.. soo no wrong about it.. bye~

The Blog Keeping Rules:
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post there rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged and to read your blog.

8 facts/habits about me:
1. I fuckingly hates dogs. THEY BITE!
2. I fart openly but i dig my nose in a MORE DISCREET way. i noe, weird.
3. I used to love the pink/brown color combo. soo BENG!
4. I love baby romaine lettuce. yesh. I'm a vegan at times! *laughs at non-vegans a.k.a Yenny*
5. I str8n my hair almost evry single day. and my hair is spoilt.. SO?!
6. I have a pig, penguin, ape, baboon and perhaps more as friends, well they noe hu they are.
7. I love using those face lotions, body lotions/creams.. wtf! haha.. self pamper.
8. I get very nasty when i'm super pissed, for a record, hmm~ the last time i blew off is back in 2004.

8 humans that must do this:
1. Mastura
2. Ash
3. Haiqal
4. Nana
5. Wawan
6. Ruth
7. Yenny (again hahaha!!! i don care!)
8. YOU!

if only u have a blog.. =)

OH MY GAWD!
lol!!! i was like tonning almost everyday.. what the fcuk is wrong with me???!!! i dunnoe la, i feel very much better with my dance mates/frens rather den alone at home in the wee hours of the nite/morn. Soo ermz hw ar?? hw ar??

oh thursday.. thursday. wad did i do on thursday?? did i ton? i forgot..
but i noe i did ton at Abu's place smewhe last week.. den the recent ones was on Friday at woodlands.. hmm cool shit ryte?? den Saturday at Youth Park again. Oh alipom seems to be the official sport now. Hahahahaha!

Alipom at istana park.. lol!
nvm, we are a crazy buncha dance pham soo i LOIKE!!!

haha.. and thanks eh PG/Mastura,
now tht name Snoopy is stuck to me. -_-"
but to think again its kinda farnie actually.. lol!

ok hving a bad terrible headache now.. soo ya!!! bb!!!

the fact still remains, unchanged.. just yet..

k wadever my blog time posted at the bottom is forever crap coz i blog in the wee hours of the morning and i used the date for the actual entry. K i noe some of you have yet to understand waht i just typed but fuck care. lol!!!

its 3.20am now, jus woke up from slumber, i hate bad dreams.. no its not ghost thingies, its dreams dat soo much relate to waht u r now.. -_-". Niwae, having my exam at 9.30am l8r which i CANT fail. Failing to pass = me out of Temasek Polytechnic i guess.. and dat is soooo scary mary on the rocks jump down and die.

all i did today was erm, studied alongside Fizah Buntot!!! yes i miss her!!!, Mastura lolok!!! i love my PG even if she calls me snoopy, Abu Hizuan!!! ohh dis mat gorgeous.. lol!!! and also some others.. met up with Ziela and soon the rest of F.U.N aftr studying.. well hopefrully those last minute things dooo some magic!

wish me luck!!! bb!

i see u in my dream, i see u online and al gt managed to do is see..

EGO-ISM
a fact of life that stays with each and evryone of us.
The thing that differ is the level of ego each of us has. Me? ouh, ya i agree at times i do have a hi-level of ego, wad more am a guy.. -_-". k nvm. jus wanna say..

i don't care what people think about me if the source of the fact is not me myself.
i will always say i'm right but at times i noe myself i'm wrong.
i don't need people to tell me what to coz i'll jus tell them the same thing.
i don't trust people who think i'm all wrong when they need to invest some $$$ at IKEA to get a mirror themselves.
i don't need people to interfere in my ever sensitive love life. INTERFERE and you'll see wahts next, coz to be honest.. MOST of my relationships fail due to motherfuckers who can't jus sit down and be happy for me, but noo.. must tell significant other here and dere.. eh you paid ar?

ouh and continueing about this buncha people, i jus wanna ask.. what do you get/earn in destroying ppl's relationship? ohh.. sins. ok soo you want sins.. fine. huh? Significant other believe? hmm.. and i thot its better to hear from my mouth. ouhh, den again.. most of the time i wasn't given the chace to explain. Huh?? waht?? ouh, wad i said abt significant other must tell her ar? chibai.. nothing better to do ar? eh, dun tell me you oso wun at time talk bad about ure loved ones.. c'mon la, talk here n dere oso still sayang what. and most of the time, people say bad things abt their loved ones coz they're angry for a minute or two, but normally they will blabber non stop about how much they loved their significant other.. NNNOOO!! u din't tell them about this point do you??

lastly, I NEED NO HELP IN MY LOVE LIFE COZ I DON'T HAVE ONE!
soo far i recieved more shit then ever. chibai lah dese ppl!!! get away from my life!
no i'm not being ego, u guys ain't helping.. u're kpo-ing about my life, passing words of FOUL mouth around is making it all WORST!

ouh kpo people and peopl who think im arrogant, egoistic and whatsoever.. anything to clarify, feel free.. VERY FREE too add me in MSN, still not happy ask in MSN for my number, we mit up ad talk face to face.. i've had enough of people messing with my life. You guys are jus making me sick!

MSN: juz-kai@hotmail.com

u ppl are jus sick..
ok la.. make enemies with me, fine i oso dun mind..
i dun give a shit anymore.. thnks for making me a CELEBRITY.. -_-"

bye fuck faces!!! u guys are shit heads! and dimwits!!
ouh, my friends who are true friends wun be offended coz they noe me well enough.. *winks*

weren't you just the same..

wtf?!!!
i think i hadnt been sleeping soo nicely and peacefully dat i slept for more than 12hours str8 at Hizuan's crib. omg!!! like i think i noe why, no parents (as in MY parents) to wake me up here n dere.. gorgeous sak!!!

ouh, dat also means dat my whole day to study were gone. Haha!!! i just cant seem to wake up!
nvm, ive printed the notes and perhaps, studying later before going to wrk.. and im bringin the papers to work. no joke.

Btw Hizuan, lol!!! thnk u and ur parenst for evrything. Lol!
chey3.. takmo kembang ar Hizuan, eh no? Abu? eh??!!

lol!

k i seem to get tired of blogging for a few days.. dunno y..
soo bye shit heads..

i'm trying hard to forgive myself.. feeling sorry..

i can't explain this feeling, i think about it everyday..
and even though you've moved on, it gets soo hard to walk away..

i'll lie to myself and play pretend..

Suntec Dance Competition 2007,
the event that had kept me busy for the past few weeks. Stressed and all.. finally its done and over with. Yesh.. YH bombed the stage.. i wanna thx my pham for coming down to support me.
Freedom UrbaNites.. u guys rock too.. =)

I know i put in my bestest effort.. ohh gosh.. i can't believe it.. to be honest, this is like my 2nd BIG competition, apart from Level Up, i mean you noe wad i mean.. hell yeah! soo ermz, i wanna thnk YH for their time n patience in teaching me, well.. we're sitll gonna still kp in contact no matter wad. Well, i will of coz oso miss bachin Nana.. haha! ko giler ar jubs..

Aftr the comp, wadever happens happens, i dun wish to elaborate..
met F.U.N, n we kinda had F.U.N only wen im ok.. tonned at YP.. n played alipom.. issit? ohh ya wadevr!! haha.. it was great..

Nana, thx for being there to be blur together wen learning our steps.. lol..
smoking gudang garam which YOU claimed to be nice.. well i still love my reds..
haha.. and and.. ya, thx for being there =)..

and to you,
i will say nothing more.. it seems dat its like this already..
soo ya.. thnks for the memories..
never had i treasure someone soo much b4 dat it hurts, but i guessed ure the lucky one..
soo ya.. =)..

ohh, lastly i'm a fucktard!!! *random*

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blearghx! theses thots are killing me!

FIRST UP PEOPLE!!
haha! finally revealing to shitheads hu dunno more abt me.. haha!
catch me together with my korek jubz sista, nana.. collaborating with Young Hotnesz
this Saturday, 6pm.. Suntec Tower 5
for ermz.. of COZ!!

SUNTEC DANCE COMP.. duhh!!! takkan marina square kan???
Hmm.. alongside it.. please support my god-bro's crew..
ok boy, i dunnoe e name of e crew u're collaborating with, bt hell yeah.. i wun let down oso.. haha!!
soo ya, support Wawan and his crew..
please also do support KarmaSutra and Fhunkie Stylerz..
we brring sex and all things hot stuff to the stage ya!!! hahaha!

ok perfectly done.. dis routines are soo good to exercise with!!! lol!

Next, bb.. read this ok.. 3 weeks.. we're like this..
i'm being patient but what am i supposed to do, you left me hanging..
i still miss you, i still love you.. no questions about it..
i'm being patient but at times, its just hard wen u're in my position..
i noe its hard to be in ur shoes too, but perhaps we need to take a minute of our egoistic life,
settle down.. and think wads best next.. rather den keeping it all quiet..
assuming everything's over..

if everything's over.. why am i missing you more den ever?
y those slutwhores out dere.. gatal gatal pon i tsk kisah?
its coz i still love you dearly.. n im not ready to let go..

b i miss you can?? like i really do..
and i wan u to do ur best for suntec comp.. and i noe u can do it..
i'll support you.. no worries..

love you b..

Ok lemme update some stuffs.. ok i'm actually kinda sick now bt thats gotta wait.. i need to do my updates. BUT, before dat, i'm sick an tired of unthankful people, i shan't mention names but read my entry(ies) and perhaps some may gt to noe of wad i mean.

8August 07
I had dance prac with lovable Y.H as always. N we have a sudden performance at arnd 11pm liddat. haha! guess wad.. i din even noe much steps can? its MADNESS!!!
lol! ok performance wasnt best, i mean oni Me, Ain n Hykell.. but nonetheless i had fun!! crazy u noe! it was at Red Bar (former Gas Haus), n we gt lost on the way. If oni the organizer told Kell it was former Gas Haus. haha! soo ya, aftr dat.. i rushd down to ECP to mit my pham and associates.

To Name them, its Yenny, Wawan, Shilla, Ruth, Daen, Fariz, Mast not forgetting associtaes;
Ash, Sean, Atiqah, Ziela.. haha!!! crazy boddo!!
soo till here it hits 12am.. 9 August!!!

HAPPY B'DAE S'PORE..
morning i rush home to go to wrk.. was hyped up.
in cab i had some distress call.. soo rushd more. reached wrk.. dis part i wun xplain lah. hate politics soo ya. Arnd mid day, i wasnt feeling dat well physically, mentally n theoritically.. soo ya, i ahd brunner (breakfast/lunch/dinner) with Shim & cousin, Ints n Claud.. before miing pham for Firewrks. soo arnd nite mit up with the SB-MW ppl again, for a drink at Harry's Bar. i think this is big mistake. walkd arnd town with them.. for awhile till they decide to part ways..

Mat up back with Wawan & Ash n soon Mast.
4 ppl crazy antic.. and arnd morning before going home, had to feel some stomach discomfort. Took cab went home. reaching home.. VOMITED. chibei!!! again sia dis vomit syndrome. i guess som eof u might hav known about my body love to merlion syndrome. SOo i fell soo weak.. i slept without bathing.

10 August.

Arnd 3.40pm i woke up.. i missed skool i noe, told daddy i was sick he said nvm jus rest. well at least he's undastanding, den i noe i will go wrk at 6pm. arnd 5pm + i woke up..i still cant leave the bed. too weak. msgd my MANAGER, i noe its last minute n im sorr but still.. the response i gt i wun mention here, but im jus right down disappointed woth people's reaction n i fell bck to my rest with mindset if distressd n feeling soo pissed.

woke up near 12midnite.. soo ya.. blogged. dis isnt de end.. head stil lspining.. and ya.
work tml.. BYE PEOPLE..
i have alot of pics to upload n also vids, but tht gotta wait for anothr day

p/s: i'm a broke kid.
i miss you alot.. jus you you you.. bb, i cant wait to see you..

Ok, i'm officially in the mood for shopping.. actually I shopped some good buys already. Soo to motha fuckers who read my blog and think i'm boasting, actually i'm not. haha! I actually wanna introduce these items to you guys, coz i think its kinda good. Soo ya, i'm gonna start of with introduction of the products and its brief description.

oh btw, i work my hard earned money to buy these stuffs. Soo don't assume im'ma spoilt brat.





#1 Hair Clay 4/5 Stars
Crema Color - Moulding Clay
$18.00
Hair Tec Salon
:: It's a clay, yes! but its from a squeeze tube. And yes, its like a cream based, but hardens quickly yet without damaging ur hair. Fruity/Citrusy smell, but light soo your hair wun smell like as if u put a buncha fruit on it.

#2 Blemish Stick 3.5/5 Stars
The Body Shop - Tea Tree Oil COver Stick
$15.90
The Body Shop
:: Haha! it works like a concealer stick, just that it treats acne as i covers. I would recoomend its cheaper alternative, the Oxy Cover, however many claimed Oxy isn't good soo ya. It really does covers ur blemishes but be sure to powder up ur face aftr application, you woldn't wanna look like sumone having beige spots on da face wld u? Use aftr applicating moisturizer for enhance effect.

#3 Deodarant 4/5 Stars
Adidas - Blue Challenge
$6.20
Watsons
:: Its powder based yet cooling. The fragrance is soo like the after shower smell. Nothing special abou it, just that if you guys need a quick spray, this is the best!

#4 Moisturizer 4.5/5 Stars
The Body Shop - Tea Tree Mattifying Moisturizer (Face)
$22.90
:: Its gel-based. Looks oily and such, but it isnt.. it moisturizes the skin n clear blemished skin, (like mine) and it protect against grime. Works as a foundation to protect ur skin before applying make up and sorts. Hefty price to pay tho.


OK DONE ADVERTISING FOR FREE..
tml, i need to buy a top from Topman, jus A top.. remind me dat.. i dun wanna splurge no more. haha! needa save up. I'm spoilt between 2 choices soo ya, gotta make my decision tmrw. $43 - $46. soo ya. And i ggta buy a black berms. hehe!! dis one cheap2 can. I dun fancy branded berms.

Soo i had my SB-MW store meeting.
Starbucks will be launching its MOONCAKES this Monday i think. They're delicious..
- Starbucks Signature Espresso Mooncake.
- Macadamia Parmesan Mooncake.. (its uts n cheese)
- Raspberry dunnoe wad (nice too).

yeah, the fillings are in truffles based. haha!! and its all in snow skin.
1 piece $4.50 ya..

Meeting was okla.. basically jus hving fun. After dat we went off for dinner at Fish & Co. soo 15 people bill up to near $400. Haha!! i was effing full ok. So it was Albert's b'dae. He got a chocolate truffle!!! haha! Ouh ya, he was made by the Fish & Co ppl to stand on the stool while we sang our heart out away. Ouh, ya.. the final piece was my screamo thingy.. haha! heck hu cares.. i'm having fun as a group.. and i'm soo sorry to the people (new comers to SB-MW) hu dunno abt this mutant power of mine. hahahha!!!

Ate like a glutton, super full sia!! i got myself some NY Fish & Chips. haha! dats all i can eat at a seafod restaurant ok.. I dun fancy fin-beings. Den we're off to Marina Square to play bowling. I didn't wanna play at ferst, coz i lazy.. but thnks to Ints hu psycho me here n dere.. jiwe here n dere.. i played.. Ferst game i won.. 2nd game i suckd.. too many longkangs sia!!!

soo ok i'm tired now. Tml, off to schl to mit lecturer n frens, den off to IP for dance practise den at nite ton at ECP with my dance family. Next mornin work!!! haha!!! wish me luck!!!

peaceONElove..~
yes i always miss you, even tho i dun talk to u or sth..

i'm enjoying life, hope u bloppers are too. Ouh n dat includes you, yeah.. hope you're doing fine wherever u are and in whatever u're doing. U're forever missed soo ya.

i dunno y i keep blogging in the middle of the nite. haha! ok, coz dats e time wen im supa free.. den i hve like all e silence for me to come out wif a blog post, well includes privacy to watch porn.. NOT!! ok, i;m kinda tired n shaky now.. 1 comp/performance aftr another n i love it ok. I love dancing as much as you like reading/kpo-ing about my blog. hahaa!!!

naniwae, had my dance prac jus nw. Den dunno gt 2 dance crews dwn dere oso. bt we dunno dem, soo we occupy the center part of the dome. lol! den e 2 squeeze2 at corner.. haha!!
Nana is my official korek prtner gang!!! lol!!
Nana korek jubz Ayul korek coli.. lol!

korek happy roll roll!!!
its nt a crazy insane erotic language, ermz.. oni some of us know wad it means.. haha..
soo ok.. i lazy blog long2 arh today. later going for..

1. Transfer $$$ to pay debts. lol!
2. HairCut
3. Lenses (perhaps if i feel like it)
4. Store Meeting.

n i cant wait for Wednesday.. dance with the Suntec Crew again n ECP wif my dance fham at nite!!! loves~ finally some days off frm work. BUT REALITY CHECK!!
THURS -> SUNDAY wrking evryday!!! lol!

ouhh.. for those hu dunno which crew i'm dancing with for Suntec Comp, i will realease te crew's name only 2days prior to 18August to avoid mass media attention n protect the pivacy of the crew... cheyyy~ macam paham!!!

lol!!!
soo ya!!
love u people!!!
and i love you tooo..

wad was the blast all about??
of coz its the NDP performance over at Woodlands! omg! i tell you, i din noe it was such a super BIG event.. the tentage is fucking BIG.. oouuwwh h dun talk about the stage. ITS DAMN BIG LAH OK.. i can roll around and perhaps do a scene for a bollywood movie. hahaks!!!

OMG! OMG! we did it larh can. Oh thx for the people hu came down. all of dem larh.. thx ya. Haha!! so that was my ferst time performing alongside F.U.N. And Fariz, we are dope n cute. lol!! wooo~ ok i gt too excited just thinking about it. It was kinda of a last minute thing. Original plans was supposed to have arnd 12 ppl.. den reduced to ermz i think 5? den 7!!! wooo~

ok bachin ar! due too all this excitement. I got too tired, and arh!!! i overslept soo i missed my OOPG test! lab test! haiz.. i'm very much afraid oready. 10% do mean sth u noe. Soo i guess i gt to do my exam well.. gtta study like noone's business oready.

ohhkay.. soo im very happy la.. lol!
and ermz i wish you were dere to make it more wrthwhile, yet im satisfied.. thx thx!!!
i knew we blew away the audience. E energy surge wass too much to describe. hahaha!! like magick liddat sia!!

ok ok.. next up,
i need to train for Suntec Dance Comp.
k bye ppl..

p/s: btw i did dis




Patience;
a quality graced to mankind by God, for us to endure. With patience we learn to think before we act or make decisions in life. The thing dat differs from each and evryone is our tolerance level. A level of patience in which some, could endure more hurdels n obstacles in life, whilst some succumb to the terror of fear, humiliation and sorrow.

I, myself have quite a high tolerance level, however i wun deny that at times i do succumb to my inner emotions. I gt rushd up, imake decisions dat i know i wldnt do in my state of calm. Criticisms, people criticise, i learn to accept.. ok at times i retaliate bck by being sarcastic, but thats just me holding on to my patience. Given the same scenario, some would be overly angry, and fouht back.

God, created obstacles in life to test our patience. In fact i'm facing a dire situation now. Love/Relationships. It takes a high level of patience and tolerance for you significant other. At times, they do get on your nerves, dey made u lose control.. they made you tear, they even made u say/do things which you know you wldn't.

I'm glad that i'm grant a high tolerance level. If not so, i wldn't still b loving one and only like how i used to. In fact, the feeings had never changed tho at times i tried to, jus perhaps to mke her happy. But i know, i can hide the matter from my exterior, but matters of the heart will always remain matters of the heart. Its the only matter that us humans, will never understand.

Think about this;
why, would our parents shower us with all the love, and protect us even from mosquito bites when we're young? why some mothers rather save their child's life then thiers during childbirth?

Hence, i know deep down inside, i still love her like how i used to. I wun/don't know about her. Nor will i understand her emotions inside. However, on the exterior, i promise myself that i wldnt be put down by physical atmospheric conditions. Wads inside the heart will remain so.

its been weeks since we talk like how we used to. Im missing you very much. At times how i wish you're next to me. How i wish we can still joke like last time. I miss ur presence and i miss evrything about u. Above all, my feelings for you had been thru, from the very minute you knew about it till now. And i shall wait and be patient just like how God taught his messengers to pass down the msg to us.

i'll still love you bb.
missing u since i dunno when..
but all i got to do now is..

BE PATIENT.



To ALL:
Don't take my patience for granted.
Love me or hate me i seriously don't care.
BUT
Try to defame me. Pass words about me.
And you wldn't wanna knw e consequences.

I'm better off with Fists & Knuckles;
coz i think it shuts one's mouth faster den
switching of words.

PEACE~

To YOU:
wadever i'm always gonna say to u,
you already know. (remember u stole my heart)
soo ya, listen to it.
i won't type it down here, coz my blog isn't private.
And i dun wan ugly ppl to ruin my/ur/or even our life.

PEACE~



p/s: every human on earth is pretty/handsome in my eyes, its their personalities dat make dem ugly.

ok, soo now im contradicting myself. ok wadeva! haha!
my blog, my rants..

ouh, i'm getting sickly.. 4am and i gt to slp like nw. oni hve 3 hours of slp. Den i have to go skool to submit some stuff, bt before dat i need to wake up early to complete it. den i got to rush to woodlands for dance prac for NDP one, den rush to another dance prac at I.P by arnd 7pm for Suntec Dance comp. damn!!! im liiving a hectic life sia.

anyway..
i'm kinda moody nowadaes..
and i talk to myself..

p/s: its hard.. but do i have a choice? sexy love.. NOT.
hope time brings out some happiness and light to my boring life..


{baby girl, you could be my cinderella}

p/s/s: and i said i wun miss anyone.. damn, im very contradictive. ah fuck! my personal life is gonna gt more private den ever. some people are always shitty. so ya. BYE!

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