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    original: detonatedlove♥
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    Tuesday, February 28, 2006
    Sleepy me.. PIG 12:46 AM

    Damn.. woke up arnd 11am.. den i doze off again.. den woke up arnd 2pm.. loggin to my msn n wee.. all band members dere.. freak.. aha.. tok wif dem bout lame topics.. aha.. kool.. n telling Zakiah dat hw many times she sae dat dunno wad teacher cute. i'll agree.. coz ultimately cute = ugly but adorable. Me? i'm charming + eye-catching + overall good looking.. aha.. oh well.. i ain't jealous ok Zakiah n Nadia.. i hardly get jealous n furthermore i've gt nuting to be jealous about.. haha! really wad.. okok.. i bathe arnd 4pm.. den eat.. den u noe wad.. slp again..

    n heres wad an dorable person will look like.. minus dat ear-stud of course (dis pic long time ago.. now decent)

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    Arnd 10pm.. woke up.. feeling damn hungry.. aha.. see my brothers in my room.. wtf! dey hardly cme into my room.. oh well.. let dem be.. 1 playing on the X Box, the other on the Black Box (comp).. damn.. i go shower again.. den finally filling my empty stomach wif a big plate of rice n ayam masak cili padi.. better known as chicken cooked wif those fiery chilli padis.. well. its not that spicy todae.. guess mama add less chillies so dat my younger sis can eat. (spoiler)

    After dat.. Fatein msg me.. using my old number, which now my sis uses.. if me paiseh sak.. aha.. ok.. Fatein is ma wonderful snare-drummer/tom player/malay brainiac.. wow.. freaky clever.. aha.. kinda boring la.. waiting for my bro to finish using the comp.. den FINALLY.. my turn to use.. loggin to msn n first thing dat pendek kacau.. saying to chnge her name to sth better rather den maid.. oh well.. she got soo emo abt hw a fren shld be.. chill ah gerl.. its jus a nick.. aha.. oh well.. guess dats all for todae ya? aha.. tml need to go band.. so mus slp early.. Oh well..

    Sunday, February 26, 2006
    Jus being DORKY.. 10:58 PM

    Oh well.. sorry my dear readers.. yesterday no update.. too late in da nite.. aha.. ok.. heres wad happen yesterday n todae..

    yesterday, ya.. met arif at arnd 5.30 at my hse.. do skool hmewrk.. until arnd 8pm.. den As called wow.. met her.. den Sap called.. met him.. wow.. my room soo packed.. but Sa nv go in la.. meet hafizah.. or i dunno la.. dun wanna noe either.. aha.. fuck i look at sum1s pic den i gt stomach ache.. diarhoea case.. arif n as shld noe hus pic i'm looking at.. e gerl eh.. soo sexy sia!
    too sexy until i gt stomach ache.. thks to u arif..

    i soo bored on sunday.. so nth much to tok abt sundae.. aha.. jus tok in msn wif shanad, zakiah, susu, nadia.. aha.. haiz.. wanna watch Pontianak 2.. bt still quite early.. no fun.. den at nite watch it wif my lil sis. wow.. stunning effects sia. No wonder dey won lots of stuff.. den e Kuda Kepang part e best.. wow.. oh well.. wanted to join Kuda Kepang wen i was young but my mum dun allow.. gt alot of weird things la.. being possesed n stuff.. hai.. okok..

    Oh ya.. 1 thing very puzzlin.. hw cme my profile views number is almost double den my number of frens? oh well.. hai.. i wan my frens number go up.. nt the views.. aha!

    heres wad a Kuda Kepang dancer looks like..

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    Saturday, February 25, 2006
    Feelin emo-ish.. 1:34 AM

    Haiz.. as usual, todae is band dae.. oh well.. gt dere arnd 3 or 4.. hmm.. i c da band.. so cool.. so fun.. feel lyk i'm still in it.. miss my performance daez.. haiz.. sumhw, i gt freaked fed-up to c hw e band is nw.. its ok la.. still dere.. bt i gt to noe many freaking politics in da band.. y mu e band b lyk dis? dis ain't the BMB i noe.. wads the leaders doing? slacking? blaming e members? dey gt onli demselves to blame.. i wanna help the band, bt sme ppl dun like.. i myself dunno y, mayb i'm to eye-catching? distracting? or perhaps, dey're jus nt in my frequency.. haiz.. sad.. very sad.. sec1s? giving the othrs quite a hard tym, bt can see lah, sme of dem putting in all their efforts.. dose r e real BMB.. bt hatred btwn members.. wad can i do.. all i can sae is.. cooperate.. dats e only way.. try to giv in.. work things out together. dun be selfish.. dats band.. c my Trumpz, dey're still e same old trumpz.. u guys still rocking ya!

    aftr dat.. haiz.. no ciggarettes to help me kool dwn.. oh man.. my fault too.. still no job.. lucky arif n sapuan gt ciggarettes.. thx guys.. feel lyk puffing 20 sticks nw.. thinking bout band, work, n my love life wif *her*.. arif saes dun giv up.. bt haiz.. wad shld i do? dilemma ar.. so emo todae.. menstrual kot? aha..

    work? still jobless.. oh well.. will find a job soon.. band? will wrk out soon too.. hope dey make it to the GFs.. i'll pray for dem.. i duwan BMB to crash dwn.. pray v hard dey can hold on.. *her*, erm.. wad to sae ar.. will try la.. bt nt to commited nw.. still feelin for the othr *her*, n the othr *her* too.. haha.. a playboy? no lah.. jus confused.. oh well..

    lets hope i'll wake up tml feeling less emo.. its a saturday.. i wanna stay at hme.. aha.. lazy to go out.. mayb tok on the fone wif *her*?

    n to BMB members hus reading dis.. i'm supporting u ppl! even though sme of u ppl find me lyk nt an x BMB.. aha.. bad on the outside.. good in the inside.. go go G-O go!

    Friday, February 24, 2006
    Oozy Boozy.. Woozy Snoozy.. 1:16 AM

    Dingy, Doing, Dank.. Oh well.. aha.. finally msned wif her jus nw.. shes abit sad la. Can't tok much bout her.. aha.. dun wanna let her noe dat sum1s gt an eye for her.. Dats me.. Oh well.. sumtyms, i feel lyk shes e one.. bt then.. haiz.. it felt funny.. wait a minute.. wad kinda funny? i maself dunnoe.. oh well.. dats e reason y, i dun wanna tell her dat i gt feelings for her.. wait haf way i chnge my mind, wad is she going to feel.. its nt goodto make ppl feel unhappy.. breaking ppl's hearts ain't favourite..

    Ohk.. the title? gt no meanig.. ya.. guess so.. okok.. Recieved quite a number of fren requests in my nu frenster.. ok.. tt helps.. still nd a 100+ more to achieve my ex standard.. darn.. n ya.. finnaly.. testimonials are coming in.. great.. guess my promo testimonials help ar? hmm.. the strange thing is dat.. sme of the frens in the nu accnt doesn't exist in my old accnt.. Oh well, the more the merrier.. feelin doofy now.. it's freaking 1.23am.. gt stupid mozzies arnd me.. making me scratch..hate em..

    Played PGR2 on the ex-box an hr ago wif eldest bro.. wtf he won me a couple of tyms! even my nissan skyline failed me.. guess deres sth wrng wif the game.. BUT still, i won him in sme races.. there's dis 1 race where tt fucka's car slammed me.. my Porsche went dented at the boot.. freak sia.. den i drove the car bckwards.. its funny.. aha.. we luff ly fark hu cares.. aha.. managed to slammed him back n speed off. n guess wad.. I WON!

    Still wondering wen i'll get a job.. freak u arif.. quickly get a job n sign me in.. due to dis low numbers, or issit number in my bank accnt, i can't splurge it on nu hps, clubs, food, err.. dates.. man.. i wan at least 3ple digit..

    hmm.. looking at a pic of my old hamster make me feel lyk, making today.. Hammy's Death Yippee Day.. its gd he died.. its his time.. nt trying to be mean.. seehim suffering for wad.. in dat tank wif furs dropping out here n dere.. haiz.. Hammy Oh Hammy.. she smells funny.. n shes FAT.. aha.. used to be furry b4 she turned 3yrs old.. shes a virgin all her life.. aha.. she has no mate, boght her wen shes a baby.. guess she lived to b a virgin all her life.. Hw i noe shes a female? simple.. she gt a pussy.. duhh.. n protective..

    dis is hammy during her glory daez..

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    may u rest in peace in the small garden below my kitchen window.. have u rot?

    Thursday, February 23, 2006
    Can anyone be stuck wif boredom? 6:58 PM

    Shit, guess dis is my 2nd ryt-up for the day.. oh well.. wad can i sae ryt.. kinda stuck at hme whle day.. oo bored sia.. feel lyk slping n i've already did dat.. oh well wad can i sae..
    lemme see.. i'm very impressed wif my adding of frens in my nu friendster accnt.. 2 days n oready lyk 60+ frens? WOW! amazing..

    den, ya.. while ryting this post.. gt into a verbal argue wif that mini min.. wtf.. guess he's lyk dat.. so its better i dun bother. (the mre we say, the mre he tok).. so ok.. jus leave him alone eh.. haiz.. dis kinda ppl owaez result to violence.. oh well let dere be world peace la.. no joke la. kinda bz wif stuff nw.. n ya.. hav not been tokin to *her* nwadaez.. in msn tok to her oso lyk no fun liao.. guess will call her up on day...

    tym to upload a photo or two ryte? below here is ya.. a photo.. duhh.. oh well.. taken on Chingay 'The Parade Of Dreams'.. dunno wad dreams dey meant lah.. dun bother too..

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    This is one of our.. alot of ppl outings.. aha.. crazy sia.. heres the events dat happen on tt fucking crazy dae..

    1. Min dunno y *she* cmes
    2. I'm shocked too (i'm one of the V.L.P)
    3. Play pool, *she* dere oso, wif *mop*
    4. We dunno, dun wanna noe.. min frust
    5. Made our way to Heeren for OUR performance
    6. Danny Jackass, Anak Nenek n Kimmy made dier debut performance
    7. We gt audience sia.. alot (we ain't attention seekers, jus being crazy)
    8. Go inside Heeren rest for 20mins?
    9. Performing again.. Oh well..
    10. Heading to party, but toilet stop first
    11. Met cousin Ain outside Party Wrld KTV
    12. Party outside Paragon.. Gerek sial!
    13. Fetch Sazaliah's fren, Syimah..
    14. Party again
    15. N wow! Claudia amek kesempatan.. den kene reject.. haha jkjk
    16. Party till no more train (NEL)
    17. Took the NSL, drop at AMK
    18. Walk all the way to Hougang
    19. Lepak again at Ave 2/3
    20. Lites Off

    Guess i'm bored n ya.. dis blog will be updated.. very updated..

    My very first post.. Or issit? 1:40 PM

    My first intro after years hibernating.. guess some of u ever heard of my ex blog? yup.. its still running but unedited.. or updated.. issit the same? Oh well wad can i sae ryt.. i 4ggoten the damn bloody password.. me? ain't a prince anymre.. prefer being ksiao..

    Feel lyk blogging again coz, ya.. gt back my net connection.. which means mre freaking tym for me to log in at my own convinience n privacy n damn.. my frenster accnt gt sumhw hacked.. shit sia.. i noe my password is fuckking ez to crack.. Oh well.. wads dne is dne.. now gt nu accnt la..

    http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=26383646 <-- my nu accnt...

    be sure to add me up la.. n giv me a testi.. oh well coz nw gt none.. aha!
    will ryt u back a promo testi.. aha..

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