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original: detonatedlove♥
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i rode a bike!!!! wooo!! even before i passed my prac1!!! kool la!!! wakakakak! the thrill of riding.. now i really wonder for AyuL Andika to be a reality, Andika is e name for my RED Yamaha X1..

wooo!!! thx eh wani's bf for giving me the chance to ride your TZM... kool la!!! love e thrill man.. well i was shaking though.. first attempt babe!!! wooo!!! den well.. a few stalls when being in the stationary position; but once i go oready, woo!!! no stalling.. nice cornering n voila!!! when's my prac 1???

and i soo wanna save my $$$ to get that Class 2B license.. take out my RED Yamaha X1.. fetch sme chicks and vroom vroom vroom.. kool la!!! niwae, just sharing u guys my few minutes of fun and excitement.. am soo happy..

REALITY THEN STRIKES BACK..
ITS EVIL!!!

yesh, i'm still stuck wif skool probs and assignments and sme stuff at home which i don't really wanna think about.. haiz... c'mon, found my new inspiration to keep me going, i'll be satisfied when i get my motorbike.. weehee!!!

NO scrambler
NO vespa
NO uncle scooters
NO RX-Z

basically, 1st priority will be the Yamaha X1(RED)
if not possible then it'll be Kawasaki BLUE KR... RED also can.. wakaka!!!

for now, bck to depression..

ok fellow bloppers.. i am soo VERY SORRY;
that i hadn't been blogging. For those who know me well enough, u noe wad i'm facing currently. To name a few to u random bloppers, i had tons of due-any-minute assignment, juggling work/school/play, my monetory probs and some family probs. I AM SOO DEAD.

maybe i am well, arrogant these few days, not that i want to be, basically, i'm always rushing off somewhre to squeeze e minimal small, kecik-kecik times i have to well, run to work, run do projects and e small small kecik squeeze to spend time with my beloved friends. I know due to work, i spend less on u guys, but jus to let u guys noe dat whenever i gt the time, i always mke e effort to meet u guys, coz ts oni wif u ppl that i feel secure n let my hair down and goo la la la..

and erm, bike pracs.. i am SOO waiting for my pay, which i know one i gt it, it will be gone in less den a day. "boyfren" is like passed his prac 2? n "girlfren" passed her prac 5.. me? i'm just dreaming for the moment. for the MOMENT. soon, i wish that i can overtake dem a.s.ap.. not really overtake la, but same pracs as dem. MONETORY WISE, it'll be my hols, so i dun realy need dem, soo gonna splurge it all on bike pracs, a new hp.. my hp is soo totally stupid..
yesh, a SONY ERICSSON CYBERSHOT PHONE..

and i jus knew "boyfren" want tht fone oso.
well.. clever people always think alike.. BUT
BUZZ OFF BITCH, I'LL HAVE THAT FONE BEFORE YOU!
wakakakakakaka!

soo ya, alot of things went on last few days n week. on the verge of screaming out my anger n frustration.

soo about today, well.. i had some due-tml assignment, DTAT.. yeah, i noe e assignment rock, but i dun have a digicam, my $$$ is on super-low and wad more wif e family prob. Grabbed a camera from Tinkerbell but it went busted, grabbed a cam from aunt Mes in Bukit Merah b4 rushing to work on Monday, see how despo i am. snap3.. den send the pics fer developing today. AND GUESS WAD.. 150 -> 200 gsm paper was e requirement, heck it la.. i printed on 120 gsm paper. fer $1 a piece. Yeah cheapo lah u guys think. THINK again $1 X 22 pages = $22 plus binding shit; i used metal binding ok, cost me total of near $26 dollars?

and i'm proud of my work, though i am sad for some personal reasons, yet again oni the "family" knows. I've been hiding my sorrows, and sometimes, when i tell my "family" they understand me. LOVE U PEOPLE LOTS!

next up will be, erm.. the CMSK A3 poster assignment. and some web screen shots. HONEY!!! i'm busted!!! yeah, i need love, i may have found the proper right girl; minus the fac tht she smokes too; but i don't know if she hve e same feelings towards me, n i jus know her for like 1month plus? any girl girl reading this found some stirring in her heart, if you do, it might be you, give me a clearer sign ya, ur sign now is like blurry.

soo today, print stuff.. den well.. beforehand, in the bus, crapped along wif boyfren n girlfren; in MRT AS WELL.. lol.. den well, at the printing centre, we're the oni customers, soo i got the time to edit my pics all.. lol. boyfren was dsturbing me al the time, and im like "wait till i'm done".. and girlfren laughing the whole way thru. and ya, after i'm done wif my stuff, i really slapped arif on the face, and was returned wif a punch, n i turned n wanting to give him a punch bck, but well.. we laughed. he made some dunno wad calcutan joke. crap shit. n girlfren jus laughed la. u wanna noe more abt some of the lame stuff, go girlfren's blog.. a.k.a KET, find it in my links column, but u need a password to get in.

after dat, off to Vivo City, to hve dinner, while i smoke, i cant have dinner when i have 10cents oni ryte..but boyfren n girlfren offered their share of food. I AM SOO TOUCHED la. well, i SNAG ok? sensitive-nw-age-guy. duhh!!! coz i noe dey hungry oso.. i mean, i dragged them to Tanjong Pagar Fuji Xerox centre; soo guilty. smoked and talked shit. wana hang out dere by the waterfront, coz its soo calming, wad more wif te peopleim closest too.. but boyfren gt bike prac, soo got no choice but to leave. he finaly topped-up his ezlink.. lol!! congrats! and i just knew frm Ket's blog, minutes ago he passed his bike prac la!!! wadde! i am soo fired to go bike-prac-ing, but well.. e money..

ouh, went to Starbucks Vivo, tried to find someone dere to erm get free drinks but tt someone nt wrking dere, wadde. i swear during my training, he's supposed to be posted dere as part-time shift manager. wadde la! den at LJS, while boyfren n girlfren were ordering, i standind bhind, this minahrep was like staring at me coz she nee to walk pass me. I din realise la, duhh!!! den i moved when girlfren told me she wants to pass me. wadde. den my eyes followed her, ad she sat wif a matrep. woahh!!! u think i scared ar? stare at me n blond fringe? hello, been dere done dat. not the blond fringe part, but being a rebelious guy. den i go tell girlfren, e reason why she nvr say excuse me or ath is coz, well dis kinda people, number 1 is RUDE, ARROGANT & CANT-SPEAK PROPER ENGLISH! arrogant nvm, if pretty, but oh well.. dumb ass bitch, and ya, if u wanna talk to me, better be in proper english or i'll luffed my head off..

and well, pathetic me had been skipping lessons.
skipped alot of lessons.. to name dem all..
APEL2 = 1
CMSK1 = 1
DTAT = 1 (LATE)
IDES = 1
OOPG = 3 (CAN'T SKIP DIS SHIT ANYMORE)
CMATHS1 = 1

others all punctual. and for your info, i skipped these lessons not for fun, i'm rushing assignments ok. and some ya, u see me slcaking wif boyfren n family, but.. its a way of telling you ppl, i'm sick of the stress in me ok. get it? pronto?

ngiah! tired, tml gt skool, dun wish to skip any more lessons. skool jus started amth ago, and i've been skipping alot. am i dumb or wad?

ngiah ngiah ngiah!!!

soory forno updates. I'm practically busy.. no joke. its either im busy outside, wif skool, or work.. or practically hanging around wif my buddies. Its pisang's b'dae like erm ya 911.. soo we had to PARTY!!! woo.. i suck with words la.. so here's a compilation of some of the photos, its dark in there, soo cant snap that much..



n nowadays.. i fark cre with others.. all i cre is people around me that is close to me.. mainly the "family" n my close frens.. haha.. had been hangoing around lots.. an guess wad..

IM SICK!! OUT!

omg!! like omg!!!
2006 is ending.. its like time flew past soo fast, that i barely noticed. Looking back, i realised that i've made it into poly, a good course, and well.. i'm 18! I learnt lotsa new things, and i got more realistic craves.

I've recently been having this thought of getting a bike, like asap kinda thing. Not that i wanna race or modify it to be super eye-catching, but i just wanna feel the thrill of riding one of these babies. To be specific, a RED Yamaha X1. I plan to use my work pay solely on bike license and the bike itself. It was till renetly, i realsied that i had earlier on applied for a bursary, that will get me $1K, if i get it. I'm like begging for lucky stars now. I'll beraking in roughly arnd $300 per mth from Starbucking.

I had been informed that a Yamaha X1, (its hard to get 2nd hand.. and i don't really favour 2nd hand stuff) is $2.8K.. like!!! Wadderr!!! then when i think again, theres such a thing called instalment. wakakakak!

an average cost for Bike pracs would be $600.. insurance arnd $400... dats like $1K. I intend to like pass y bike licence in 3 or 4mths starting from december 2006. Hopefully. Start slow, but will kick into full gear on February 2007. I still need to buy a new hp and stuff. soo, if i rake in $300 a mth, it'll be superb.

I intend on using the $1K money fer dwnpayment of bike. I told my dad earlier that, i'm gonna give him $500, but well.. i guess its time for me to take bck my words. Sorry dad. I need it more than you do. It kills me to see others of my age, having a bike.. i don't care or look what type of bike you ride, but knowing that you enjoy the thrill of going from one place to another is soo wow!

money factors now plays the most important part. And i need/must/want to pass the pracs at least 1 time retry. No more then that. I need evry single cent of my money. I may sound rushy, but well.. SBS bus now kinda suck. Their frequency just suck. Andi prefer riding at my own speed and time, minus e fact of changing bus, walking into the school.. i rather park my bik in school.

this is ubber cool la. i guess some people will be bored of me ranting about dumb bike license, but who cares.. i'm geared up and ready to move. Pay for December 2006 will be $400. $300 for thai trip and e rest, well.. see me in CDC. i'm gonna try to outbeat frens that enrol before me. I find that they took it relaxly. Mimin took it seriously, but sadly.. due to sme stupid things he did, he cant continue till 1 year later.

this is wad i'm talking about.. (see below pics)



HOW SEXAY CAN A BIKE BE? I JUST LOVE X1 SINCE I'M 16

1. A License to ride CLASS 2B motorbike.
2. A Sony Ericsson CYBERSHOT K800i phone.
3. A RED Yamaha X1

duhh!!! now turn around and fart, coz im outta here.. i'm hyped these few days, i wonder vhy!! i thienk its the vhygra i toookk.. (indian accented)

after days working at another outlet, i'm back home!!! yippee! though its fun working with other partners from other outlets, i guess working at home is better. Its a lil bit different when working with other outlets.. I SOO MISS my blender. lol!

working today with Hetty, the sexay 19yr old manager. Muahahahah! i envy her boyfriend coz he has a RED Yamaha X1.. when can i get my hands on one for MYSELF?

next year June? duhhh!!!

well.. we have already started with Christmas promotions. In with the wonderful decos, Santa mugs and bears, and also the exclusive promotional drinks. We have the Christmas Blend as our HotDrip Coffee. We have flavored lattes/mocha.. to name the 3. They are ToffeeNut Latte, Peppermint Mocha and Gingerbread Latte.. eeewweee..

Iced ToffeeNut Latte suits best for me!! We finished early or the day, haha! so while waiting for Hetty to do her whatever things to herself in the loo.. i cam whored.. but i'm lazy to put the pics now. Will upload sooon!!!

wooo~~~ i'm hyper.. ass shit!!! lol!!! i wanna go shit now.. stomach ache!

FINALLY!!! I CANT PUT IT IN WORDS!!!

SEEE ALLLL THHEEE PIICCSSS YAAA!!!

pictures tell a thousand more words then just.. well.. erm.. words..



what more can i say.. ahakz! i'm bored get it?



now run along and play with your sex toys.

thursdays.. the most dreaded longest day ever to spend in school.
BOOORRRINNNGG!!!

i had a few design subs today, i'm sick of drawing rectangle boxes!!!i swear!! gimme cash then i'll do. ahakz! today, i just hang around with my classmates, reason being my prepaid is low, soo i can't really contact "boyfren" n "bush".. soo yah.. aftr school, met up with them at ITAS, wee!!! lol!

i'm soo happy to got to school cause of my friends who'll just knock you off your snese with erm.. their crazy antics? Hanged around at a hut behind Tampines Central CC.. ahakz! with erm the usual.. fizah, arif, ayeb, sala & our new member, luqman.. ahakz.. now he hasn't have any affiliations, but erm if i were to make it up, he'll be rif's long lost pakcik! lol!

we discussed about saturday raya gthering.. lol! nothing much about it la..
More of the Thailand trip in December.. ahakz!! i need lotsa $$$ though..
And oh ya!!! next friday, might be heading to some nightlife places.. clubs/pubs etc.. to celebrate boyfren's 18 b'dae!!! LIKE FINALLY!!!
lotsa outings, and i'm friggin low on cash! i soo need o ask from my dad by end of this week! aakz!!!

I'm still tired, willbe working tomolo!!! help me!!!
btw, i have a coffee smelling rustic sketchbk; however, it smells like urine though, coz i added perfume to it.. eeeewee!!!!



p.s: made using two types of tissue paper, coffee and tea.. no joke!

haha.. this is a link to yesterday's entry. Was soo pissed off about blahdy s'porean; the kiasu ones that i had no time to blog about what i did for tuesday. Basically, had light schooling, nothing much really, and at night; hang around with fizah, ayeb, sala, arep, khaty, afdal & luqman.

Well.. kathy and afdal jus happen to be around; but from what i see, we gained a new family member, Luqman! cheerios! ahakz!

This group is getting crappier than ever la. So, well.. Luqman is related to arep pisang for some-bawang reasons. So that explains why. Was at the bubble tea shop too have our night snack n bubble tea. i ordered blue coral, and i gt blueberry!!! dammit! Was soo crappy, lately, i have been smoking almost 1 pack of ciggs per day! wtf! ayul? wtf are you thinking you trying to do?.
The answer is i really don't know.

Ouh ya..before that, was at ITAS/FLAVORS canteen to talk crap with wani and gang. Ahakz! I miss the ladies muchies!!! weee! that's the point where Luqman, hang around with us and got crazy altogether! weeee!!! what am i supposed to say, i was hyper yesterday.

Today, went back to my store to have some meeting. haiya! my off-day, and i have to go for meeting! its killing me lah! haha.. nvm, i don't mind going.. the people there fun la. So we had free dinner, using our tips money.. T.T... manager budget, never use their own money. LOL!! then the malays in the store had a smoke except for risha.. she don't smoke you see.. lol! isn't it a duhh! queation. Blah3 here and there.. meeting ended and i'm soo happy!!!

went home wif Maz, Intan, Shima & Risha, but erm.. Rish suddenly is out of sight, soo basically we parted and left with me and intan, she stays in Sengkang you see.. haha.. took the same bus home with her too.. ahakz! crap sia.. we have our unique version of J Timberlake's sexyback.. pay us, then we'll sing it for you. lol!

and here's a pic showing crazy bored of nothing-to-do pic.. yeah!


NARF!!! i'm blahdy sleepy.. outz!!!

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