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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
misery business
3:19 AM Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change What's a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged I'm sorry honey, but I'm passin' up, now look this way! Well, there's a million other girls who do it just like you Looking as innocent as possible to get to who They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse! Hmm CMC was over, it feels nice that its over.. haha! Thursday will be the results.. i hope i pass.. i mean ya, i hope i do, i hardly accept failures.. Thursday to register for Poly. Yeay!!! Hope to register wif my B shimah.. haha, cant imagine if both of us gt in.. hahaha! Dance had been gtting tough, love it tho.. time.. all i need is time.. im squeezing evrything.. Oohhh!! im off fr vacation next wk, a.k.a out of Singapore!!! for nealry 1 week.. gt green light from store manager to take 1 week off.. YEAY!!! Yesterday was working kinda full shift. For awhile i feel soo satisfied to wrk full shift. Im sick and tired of short hours at work!!! soo it was opening at MW, and closing at CM thnx to whoever.. soo they need ppl n bro called.. soo since i gt nothing to do, wrk lor.. Frap has never gt me sick till tht day. Sengkang ppl needa chnge of menu la.. lol! lastly; the lyrics above does not refer to Amerie. Some of it does but nt the entire meanig. f.y.i read in btwn e lines. I dun hate n will never hate e girl who touchd my life. =)) Labels: Amerie Wednesday, February 20, 2008
trust
11:40 PM Sometimes i dunno who to trust and i dunno who to lean on. Nuff said! I need a time out from 2-faced morons.. and seriously, its hard for me to trust ppl.. for all the time i know, its all these trusted ppl dat eventually fails the trust. BYE Saturday, February 16, 2008
may i.. now?
3:27 AM Its this few times of the nite tht sometimes i just feel like crying, i need a crying partner larh. Like no fun cry alone. Lo! jkjk.. ya.. sometimes, i just gt this blahdy urge to talk evrything out with just someone; and im not saying must be gf or wadsoever.. i just need someone hu blahdy shuts up and listen to me talk and cry together and thinks im right just for a day. haiz.. i'm suffering from post-break-date syndrome. its those syndrome whre it drives me nuts. It drives me to the extent tht my patience level had gone soo soo low, getting more violent.. again.. haiz.. i dun wish too all these cracks me up like darn seriously. I shop like crazy wasting money like they jus drop frm the sky and all it gets me is this mre seconds of joy. Example.. buy a game.. once paid i feel like ohh okay.. darn!!! i wanna cry la.. but i know noone can understand me.. thts the problem. Have i mentioned dat im very complicated? too complicated tht even my family dunno wad im thinking. Argh! ohh brader.. how i wish i gt someone.. jus someone to talk to.. I needto think about school.. i love school.. i really do.. i need to think about NS if i fail going into school.. Mom dun mind me going arts but haiz.. duwan waste money.. work.. can some ppl jus listen to me n not make me look like some dumbass??? f.y.i pls, dun ever think dat i keep quiet im not watchin.. n dun try stepping over e before i gt sick n tired n let my talking n all those shitty wrds cme out which if u hear u wished starbucks had never been ur workplace!!! to love life; im not ready for love.. im not ready for anything to do with it.. this heart beats one rhytmn n hadnt chnged.. soo stoppit to suitors, m a diffrent person now.. geddit?? very different.. side note to Amerie: till his heart bbeats a diffrent rythmn, ure still dat wonderful girl dat touchd my heart.. haiz.. ure a nice girl.. u deserve the best.. maybe im not up fer you haiz.. to all: fcuk it with ur mindsets! i really do miss Amerie for fcuk.. i really doo.. i doo i do i do.. its jus, im waiting for time for me to forgt, hich hardly has taen any effect.. memories are hard to erase.. n wen i'm in love, its hard for me to dis-love. Very hard... bck to stauts now.. i'm freagin suffering frm mild insomnia.. mood swings.. aching body n mind.. and im feeling like a pregnant woman with the constant vomittings.. someone save! me! i miss my frens too.. i miss my polymates as i hadnt been meeting dem as i promised too.. i miss Arif Muzzain B Mugiono tho we never talk wen you came down n visit claudia.. i know im invinsible but argh! who am i to you anyway.. you changed bro.. tho i miss the times we always have the same fashion sense and our desire to shop like nobody noes... 5years down the drain.. but dude, you know dat if one day u need any help, its us.. ure "original" friends.. rokok moments.. the sleepovers.. tonning.. i dunno if u still remember this.. ohh, my mom miss you n fizah n mimin.. hope ure doing fine bro.. to Niki, Ayu n Fiz.. we need a starbucks date dun we?? we do.. i miss you guys lorryloads fillwed with banglas.. only we can say how much we miss the ptk times.. i wonder if the signatures had been painted over.. first year of poly is the bestest!!! to dance mates; i fcuking missed u guys.. but heck we meet like almost evryday.. hahahahahah! to Arfy n Jaja; i know we hadnt been miting up.. schedules had been tight, dance pracs had been merciless.. i miss you guys, n jaja.. you know i'll always be ur listening ear.. to arfy, you know whre i am if you need me.. =(... ahh ok!! i gtg play my game again. stress had taken its toll on me.. fcuk it people! Friday, February 15, 2008
just another day
1:39 AM Good mornign/aftrnoon/evening ppl.. yesh, i fcukin sleep the whole day.. when i say im hibernating, i really mean it.. by tht i hate phone calls thus the off-ing of the mobile. Urgh! den here i am realising, i just ditchd another Valentine's Day. Haha. A part of me turned moody well since yesterday; i secretly hate couples. Yes i do. No i dun mind dem being together and all, but the part whre they plan abt buying mushy stuff for argh! you know what i mean.. Another V'Day away.. soo lemme see.. 04, 05, 06, 07, 08... % years in a row.. Yippeee..!!! -_-" nvm lah eh, i feel better tucked away in my room with the smell of inconsiderate ppl burning incense at the late wee wee hours.. making me goo woozy!!! Niwae, i need the rest and like wad Intan says.. mcm bodoh ar ni sumer valentines day.. haiz.. haiz.. niwae, ill go dating with Lekismon, Kyubiimon + etc. ohh, dats the names of the Digimons i have in my newest DS game = Digimon World: Dusk i'll rate it 8.5/10 for game wise.. to compare with Pokemon: Diamond, if you love simple RPG with the expected storyline, Pokemon would be the one.. if you want a complicated... crazier.. un expected game, it would be the Digimon. niwae,, ya.. i gtg now.. and i dunno wad time im wrking later.. chalo! Sunday, February 10, 2008
the arena
4:17 AM So there i was last friday at the Arena. Its a club, not some arena whre we fight or wad. Lol! went dere with my Starbucks butties and their lovelies. If i'm not wrong, minimumage for guys is 21, but i snugged in when the bouncers left the door open. Lol! once inside, i paid my $20 bucks n stammped.. and lalalalalalalala! i'm in, wads good is, i pretend to have Ints as my gf, lol.. and we thot we're attachd in workplace only, soo while she held my hands, most will prolly think im above 21. hahahahaha! so there i was partying, gt in.. sat at the table, drank some booze n ints dragged me to the dance floor, jus the 2 of us at the dance floor, haha.. we catch the eyes of the people around us at the mini tables. lol! can i jus scream the word.. SEXXXAAYYY!!! deres pics of us, but the pics are now with Claudie or issit Yvvonne. soo i dunno. It was good venue la.. the live bands performing was sooo good. Show dem whites what niggas can do.. WHAT WHAT!!? hahaha! the DJ however, displeases me.. 1. She dun really know how to link dem songs.. 2. She repeat songs.. 3. She used pre-mixd songs where u can gt from esnips. well i know coz i gt the track. and well.. she pleases the crowd with too many songs catered for the ang mohs. chao turban. Ohh.. its all te way black eyed peas.. cmon??!!! niwae i woke up at 11pm aftr knocking off at 5am. hahaha!! call it super hibernation. aftr finishing the booze we left, some of us were like soo hungry.. including me.. i guess i'm the hungriest!!! is there sucha word?? lol.. but i am.. we went to Spize to eat. guess wad.???!! i gave myself 3meals.. yesh yesh.. i din even stop to smoke.. well all i did was fart as i eat. lol!!! 3 courses.. 1. Fish & Chips.. sedappppp~ 2. Black Pepper Beef Hor Fun ( a tad too bland but hu cres) 3. Sambal Stingray.. not to my preferance but the smabal kicks ass... soo haha.. ok im still farting now.. pics will be uploaded soon.. p/s: no ang mohs can touch my B Ints!!! kecoh ar!!! dis wad i told dat short ang moh.. (i htink he's bisex, ferst he wanna dance wif me den he never gt the chance at my Ints) "sorry dude, hands off mah girl.." p/s/s: Intan Wulandari is not my gf, we usually pretend to be.. i'm still head over heels wif ya know who.. haiz.. miss u Amerie.. =) Monday, February 04, 2008
BOYCOTTING VDAY
3:41 AM  Ok, God is fair, i love Brick & Lace, Jamaican chickies have wad it takes to turn me on. Lol! other den dat, lol.. ok they're good.. they're pretty.. any guy tht thinks dey're not hot confirm gt some not loose up there. Then again, i personally love gurls with long wavy hair and tan complexion. woo!!! Kudos.. their hits Love Is Wicked and Get That Clear is a must to hear.. ok bye!! i'm off to dreamland to dream about having this beauties as my erms.. ( u feel in the blank).. wakakakaka!! Now, i miss lotsa people.. really.. really.. really.. that bro hasnt been contactin' haiz.. i'm kinda affected but nvm.. i wanna gt drunk, but nt too drunk.. i wanna partayy.. deres somethings in me dats empty, i need tht special someone to fill in, but.. den again, am i open for relationship? am i ready? am i ready to have other person then her in me? i think not.. let this Valentine b just another day like always.. now i miss being 16. To Tay Siew Ling, lol! i know u wun/dun read my blog i still have ur letter n Zippo, jus dat its not wrking. lol! hope u still have tht Soft Toy Puppy.. hehe.. Will i be like others saying/posting "Who wants to be my date for V' Day"? i dun give a fcuk la.. lol! honestly ya.. its jus another day.. if u love someone soo much, love her evryday, not jus like V Day, same goes to if u love ur mom, dun jus love her on Mothers' Day, make evry day a mothers' day. hehe.. ok i miss her as much as i miss papadum, butall i can do is sit. think about it, poke the bubble and sleep.. for now, i have Nyanda and Nailah.. Love is INDEED wicked.. Saturday, February 02, 2008
squeezing space
1:48 AM Well hello again, i'm back.. from M.O.S, well yesterday dat is, was good.. music was great company was great cumer one part jer tak btol. Lol!!! tkmo muntah2 lagi eh.. setahu aku, Mastura jer leh muntah!!! *sniggers* inside joke.. lol! The music was hot, all the beats that i had expected the them DJs to drop for that nite was on!! Cool shit, from Low, to Give It To You.. to Gimme More.. plus the usual classics such as Gasolina, Rompe & Lean Back.. The funnay thang is datm, them DJs noe dat whe i enter the Arena, its like the beats were changed to Reggae.. wakakakaka!!! Boboy happy sekali. Okok.. i'm soo hyped for a next clubbing day, but damn.. im looking forward for the Chi NY club day, but its postponed.. grrr.. nvm, im gonna go down still.. lets gives myself 1 week to psycho ppl to club. Hahahahaha! Pic by the photographer is up. damn we look horrible but wat fuck i dun gie a daymn..  Now get what i mean?? i should have worn my blahdy cap dats hanging on my waist!!! chao turban!! And my hair, too flat!!! cheeebyee!!! K, now i miss my pink hair since Claudie brought the topic up again.. damn damn damn.. i wan my pink hair back, but i know momma wun allow.. cheebye! ooh, i wanna meet Zarfy.. both of dem, its been a while since we last set out, the 3 of us, spending the nite away.. haiz, god noes how i feel evry nite being stuck in this room of mine.. to Arfy: Hey, no apologies needed, its jus a misunderstanding.. i'll c ya soon aite.. =)) HAAA!! im woring tmrw.. lol! aftr a long time of not working on Saturday.. lol! Not that i'm supposed to work, i'm covering shifts. hehe! Well, i got nuthing on, moreover i'm low on cash, soo must as well work.. haha! Lala, u better buy me a meal the next time u see me for covering ur shift. lol!!! Kk, im bored.. off to watch Naruto, Play my DS and lastly.. hmm eat Salad.. and and.. ermz.. Fart.. and and.. haiiz.. think of tht person.. Feb coming in, Valentines' Day and all.. but the dstance had gone too far.. how much i yearn it all to go back months ago.. i miss ur ngantok voice wen i callu in the middle of the nite.. i miss ur msgs.. i miss you.. haiz.. niwae, enjoy the time with whoever you are now with aite gurl.. im still here.. still smiling... =)) okok!!! dance comp coming up.. we're 75% in for the comp.. now to get all the choreo's right. Its D.Y.K Crew at its best. hehehe!... Chalo! |
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