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original: detonatedlove♥
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I'm a happy goober.
wrk at 1pm. with stupid shits.
i love claudie baby tho.
i'm broke.
yet a happy goober.

i miss someone, but i dun think its right for me to do so. lol!

Trust me, i've gt nothing much to update.
I was soo tired last Friday, wrking at Millenia Starbucks in the morning, and Suntec's in the evening. Yes, i'm sort of a workaholic mind you.

I've not stopped playing pokemon, its the only thing tht keeps my mind off stupid things; or things i dat i dun wish to think abt at certain times; namely, that old bestie which ive yet to fix the broken ties, money and more money, love etc.
AND IT WORKS... trust me..
go gt urselves at least$320, gt a DS n gt urself one of these pokemon games. Yes, lame.. childish.. play it for 5mins and ure hooked.
Can go ask Mas, Alif, Mael, Intan, Haiqal.. ryte guys???
lol!!!
btw, Mas and Intan dun even noe any shit about pokemon..

and soo ive created my strongest team ever..
yes i ditchd my flygon.. i traded it away fr TM26, and i gt myself a new dragon..
okok..

soo lemme show u..







I NAILED ONLINE BATTLING!!!

Hah?! LAMPA!

lol! i di nothing, i jus didnt noe of any suitable title. Kirekan headlines ar nie. Niwae, aftr blog hopping, reading blogs. failed relationship, gaduh shits.. insecurities.. and some too lovey dovey, it mkes me think.. and think.. fcuk la. Its soo pointless u noe.. i noe.. yes. Y brood over small matters, why do we need to get ourselves hurt time and time. Ohh im no cookie dough ice cream, i've had multiple failed relationships too. Ohh well.. sometimes i wish they dun fail.. i mean u noe.. its funny hw wen 2 people ferst gt to noe each other, hw funny wen they start dating.. much more funny on hw happy moments go. Trust me, i gt short term memory, i had frgttn abt shitty arguments and stuff but i always remember sweet moments.. yeah!! its all up in here.

Who me? nahx.. serious fcuk, if someone were to say i'm in love.. nah a'ah. Crushes, perhaps.. love no. I'm nt the type who goes arnd saying.. i love you to someone, and next minute.. lets say afigth happen or quarrel 2 weeks later ok maybe less say i love u to another. Love is sucha strong wrd to me. hhahaha!

Maybe, coz i only felt it once..
c'mon babe, we knew its gonna be a nice picture..
but u wldnt wanna roll over..

Nahx not blaming anyone.
NS soon i soo need to gt my priorities right.
N dis darn hair is getting soo hot stuff as each day goes by, call it a nice haircut.
Well its oni nicer if i style it, if not.. im no diff den a tech geek.

and ohk.. i've been havng aches all over.
thanks to my recent wrkout sessions. Ive been lazy to do it since the DX3 period. Nw dat its over, im gtting back into shape n fcuk 200 push ups a nite is a feat nwadays. cibai.. damn those sticks n bottles. niwae did my 100. and now dis arms wun flex. Hahah!! hw am i suppose to dance??

speakin of which, ive strapped on my shoes to help out my lovely crew fr the YP show.
hehehe!!
ok soo prac later at 3. im soo screwed.
1 thing.. someone pls gimme a wake up call..

lastly.
if it wasnt frm u, i wldnt hve let the doors open. U shwd me love, u gve me love.. but u crushed it with love.
but im ok.. =))
BIG SMILES BOZZO.. haha
its all memories now.. sweet memories

p/s: i wanna have body like Michael Copon.

Labels: Amerie

Ooohh ooh!! i'm soo proud of my friends.. HOT HOT HOT!!!
look look look.. sialah!! i soo miss dancing alot sia!!!

yea, currently i've stepped down, by i'm still dancing if they ever need me anytime, in case of emergency gitu ler. hahaha!! look look!!

and ohk.. BBY, is crashing the party at the Jim Beam All Stars finals.
ryte Shimmy???
4th July. hehe.. color code. We'll make it Lime Green or Purple.. BlueBerry mahx..

this is Fantastic Remix; FanCrew feat. Andreas



and this is FX; F'Up Crew feat Mell KarmaSutra



Well peeps guess wad, heres MY version of these hit MTVs..
we're bored n thus heres wad we come out with.
please eh we not amateurs. professionals siol!!!

Location: Starbucks Liang Court
Director: Risha Cole, sister of Kieysha Cole
Composer: Claudie Baby, anak kepade Bapak Kau
Time: Biler2 mase leh encore.

The Way That I Love You by Ashanti



No Air by Jordin & Chris



Stop And Stare by One Republic



Oh btw peeps, i gt myself a new haircut. Its the old me BACK.

Ok, soo here i am checking my wardrobe and.. I REALISE SOME OF MY SHIRTS ARE GONE!! either they are gone with the wind, hints my mom is bad at sorting her 3 sons' clothes. Some i left it at somewhre i dunno whre. And im down on red clothes!!!

And and.. i need shopping partner lurh!!! K i have oready a list of things to buy. Esp that bright RED berms. Yes i noe red berms.. But seriously nice sia. And i need a shopping partner most importantly. What to do eh, lost my shopping partner 1 year ago eh. ryte Ket. People come and go. Nak ajak Mas, aiya she confirm busy with Fathu. and i hate shopping alone. No thrill.. i really mean shopping sia dis time round. Like frm lets say 12 noon all the way till nite.

I think i better drag the BBYY gang la. haiz..
ohh i might b ditching the idea of the bike.. i want it yes but entah.. SHOPPING SIA.. canner ni i surely dunno hw to prioritise!!!

maybe ask tht bacin for opinion.. oh bacin going out of Singapore soon. haha!! soo cannot dsturb her later. hahaha!!!

kk.. im bored..
pokemon is great still killed 2 idiots today over the wi-fi. hahahaha!!
ok chalo people.. i wanna go play smmore pokemon ar!!


p/s: i oso wanna head out to the clubs soon to party..

And soo the Dragon Pokemon team is finally made. hahaha!
ok apart from that.

PEOPLE!!
i gt flattered evrytime people say i have a huge appetite. But i dun gt fatter. Sedih say. Terrible. i know. much more terrible than having a dead hamster kan.
ok as im typing this entry im having a "loseritic" fight with MASSY SPEARS (feeling sungguh). lol!

Niwae, yes.. i need fats. A*Star, please do n R&D regarding lipo-transfer. Blood ade. other organs oso have.. FATS? DONT HAVE. sooo fat-sist. See la, this the matter with Singaporeans. All don wantfat.. thts y no such machine around. I need the fats sia. Chronic nie. Before NS shld be dum dee dum fat fat fat.

And and and.. please eh i will gt myself tip top trim the hair fit very soon. Hohoho!!!
Ohh and and and..
im waiting for KL trip with BBYY. and will you go with me if i ask you? hahaha!!! random siak.

okok.. i wanna be back playing my pokemon. chalo losers!! deep cibai eh MAS?

Hi people.. as much as i hate to admit it.. i miss dancing. Dance Xplosion. we are winners.. lol!!! ok technically Kacangs won, but well.. F.Up crew dun need to win to feel like winners coz we oready ar. It gonna b soo outdated if i were to tok abt DX3. but 1 thing for sure. My last dance was e best. I love each and evryone of u guys in F.Up.

Mas - U are a great leader. U noe dat. I love ur effortless commitment, n u ne me share the role of non-dancer looking dancers. hahah!! u noe if u need some talk im always around. Believe me, u r never fat. ryte Fathu?

Wawan - my lil bro. U have potential to be a great dancer. I owaes noe u will be one day. Fly high like a kite but remember tht ure strings are attached to the ground k bro. Abang misses u too.

Haiqal - Another bro of mine. Hey, u noe ure diffrent frm the rest of us, being a bboy.. i noe its hard to adapt to the diff styles, practically being sexy. But i noe u can be. and uve learnt to be. N babe, ure getting versatile each day!!!

Ryna - To my lil sis, and newest member in DYK, u hve much to learn n room fr improvement. U will be like Mas and Ling one day. Ure missed babe. Keep up ure enthusiasm k.

Ling - As a fellow F.Up member, i love u too bits. Ure a fast catcher n babe.. ure always hot. hahah!! serious.. Gudang Garam lives!!!

Shahrul - OldMan, ure crazy antics are seriously gila. Haha.. ure too cute for wrds dat sometimes i feel like unching u with ur nonsense but i jus cant haha!!! great dancer. n i'll see you soon. Wad can i say, u'll soon be a great dancer too. And.. ya.. continue having grey hairs.

Fir - The rempit-er tht dun smoke n drink. I love the way u dance. Ur sharpness is sharper den a knife. Trust me. Dancing with u had always been cool. U kept ur sool all the time n have a blast with my baby sis Ryna aite?

Aimm - My other flagpole. Since both of us flagpoles... the oni diff is u always feeling eh. hahaha!!! and ya, ure energy is forever blasting. Another great dancer around. i'll see u soon.

Daen - thot ure sick for the finals.. i love e way uresupport fr us and coming back to dance aftr soo long. Now happy make-uping sis. hahaha!!! missed u too.

Now guys, i really miss u guys alot. Evryone of u guys. Ure latest dance at StJames. U guys leave me jaw drop. Am really proud of u guys. I really am.

My journey as a dancer wun stop here.
Bear in mind fellow bloppers, i'm leaving dance TEMPORARILY, my shoes are hung up for the time being, but i din mention i wun b at clubs or special performances.
Once a dancer forever a dancer.
Once a DYK/F.UP, forever a member of the family.
For now, i'll jus play my role as a mixer n a supporter. Abang will be back real soon guys. I promise. Dun leave me out on outings k guys?

This post is dedicated solely to F.Up crew.
i wasnt a better dancer without ppl like u guys..

;'(

I'll b bck aftr 2mths BMT ok?
for the time being before i gt enlisted, we party hard ok?

i love my crew and no other crew can take this love away.
for u readers who dunnoe hw great dis crew of mine is, chck out dis vid of dem..



and our long awaited DX3 video. i'm in it!! yes!!!



Life, a four letter word dat differs for evry individual. huh?
ok, the bigger picture put in simple layman terms is dat, diff ppl hve diff walks of life. The rich, the poor.. the boy next door the celebrity.. its hard.. i noe.

On a bright side. I'm enjoying whatever i'm doing nw. I love my job which i have like 2mths.. its soo short oh my god. now it got me thinking.. 2mths till NS. minus june tho. hahaha! oh my god! i really cant believe. I'm not ready to leave starbucks. i'm not ready to leave a wrkplace filled with soo much memories. Frm the diff managers dat cme in n out. Frm the diff colleagues, dat well.. nvr made it to last. From sexy frens.. frm strangers dat now become close buds, this goes to my shimmy and ints b. Claudia? aiyah dis fucka i noe her since sec school, of coz i love her to bits of her babat. hehz..

Ohhoh.. i'm going for dance later.. like finally!!!
new choreo new choreo.. hahaha!
I did my hair again, well its wavy short spikes now.. hahaha! i noe giler..
ohh ohh.. n i have a lil hippo as a fren. ryte hippo?
haha.. i dun think u read my blog la hippo, u soo busy with injecting crocs n having dates with snoop dogg. lol!

anyway..
ARENA THIS SATURDAY!!!
i soo can't wait.. or maybe we're going KM8 at Sentosa!!!!
tagak bebey tagak.. sampai mabok Andri jadi giler siap korang!!! hahahaha!
confimed ppl going is the bluebs..
mayb joining tht orang tue and dat mr farnie.
hu else wan go ar? at own expense eh.. lol!!

kk mendak.. i need to gt a new DS charger asap sia.. fuck..

1. HairSpray
2. Loose Powder/Foundation
3. Pp8 Card
4. Perfume

well dats jus some of my shpping list.. i dun wan dream big yet la.. tngk gaji orang kate.. hahaha!!!
ohh.......

IM HUNGRY LA NOW!!!!!!
OFF TO THE KITCHEN.. TARRAH BIRDIES!!!

p.s: once a dancer forever a dancer.. but kan.. aku fanatic siol.. lol!
ok shut up la ayul knn hidup dah lamer gigi blom retak knn. aku marah ni aku marah ni.

p.s.s: i bcomnig more n more like my old self my true self. haha!! giler tetap giler. perangai ader sikit. a lil tempermental but under control. smoke like no tmrw. n im getting fat . YESSSAA!! i like getting fat!!! need dat body!! need dat shape.. 2 mths to g oto have dat body!!! no skpping meals ayul...






Yes, technically i'll b playing these game!!!
woo hooo!! yes i ditch pokemon, coz apparently.. during a power failure just now, i was charging my DS.. it went kapoosh.. thx god the DS is ok.. but the charger is fried. serious.. the metal jus melted.
Wow.. thnx god i'm nt the one electrocuted!!!

Soo till i gt myself a new charger.. its FIFA baby!!!
yesh, on the new Xbox360 brought to you by Alfie bro.
and now.. lets go back to the soccer matches.. + smoking..

now tell me, street soccer had never been this good.



Wassup all. yes, its been very long since i last update. From going to e voting round of Dance Explosion, to the Finals. Yes, its this Sat outside White Sands. The problem i'm facing now is practise dates, im terribly busy with work. Its clashing like nobody's business. Terrible. As God noes, and soo do u, i usually work morning shifts, which means.. i have like time to dance after work.. but NOOO.. people are having holidays, soo dey tke up my morning shifts, kirekan Andri leh rest lah nie.. but fcuk, i need those shifts.. but final decision mahx.. can't say anything..

Yes, i'm supposed to be promoted or whatever as a PTSHM, some manager role which i cldn't care less.. but NOOO.. NS coming soo i'm not promoting.. which is a good and bad news.. GOOD NEWS, i can still enjoy work without tht extra pressure of the ATAS people looking at you like vultures, maybe aftr NS i re-consider ok.. the BAD NEWS, no promotion = same pay rate.. -_-"
aku pon kadang2 nak feel orang kaye..

Ok, anyway, i'm back from Dewi's wedding then off to work.. peh giler.. ya, Starbucks has some new promo.. nothing new.. lol! and have i mention, BLUEBERRY YUMS have a new friend. Let's call him Mr Farnie. hahaha!! cibai.. He belongd to one of the BLUEBERRY BABIES, but well aku ngn dier ni mcm matair.. ish.. salah2 very salah! Hahah!! it's an inside joke soo no worries ok birdies.. tl tak farnie yang memanggil aku mr farnie.. ko ok tak dok?

Next, i'm saving up for my bike like finally.. oh what bike? i cldnt care less anymore, i jus need 2 wheels to go around.. hahahah!!!
NS.. woooo... 13th September ladies n gentlemen.. i'll be at Tekong BMTC School 1. Kalau nak antar jgn lupe bwk rombongan ngn hantaran ok.. ask me what i want and i'll tell you guys.

Love life, hahahaha!! i've declared myself single and ready to mingle.. hahaha! Amacam ok tak? susah jugak ni abang nak break free. Lets jus say i leave my choices open.. and yet again i cldnt be bothered..
HAPPY GO LUCKY WHAT..

ohho and ohhh..
ARENA this Saturday with the BABIES.. sialah.. hahah!!! kecoh..
okok.. i better go rest need to gossip with Ints B.. lepas tu ngn Shimizu B.. den Claudie B.. hahahahah!!! eh i oso nak mengurat ngn Mr Farnie bleh?? lol!! mampos aku..
Eh Farnie, aku pon fanatic ar!!

Periuk Kosong
Buah kedondong..
**** mabuk..
Terus ketekuk..


Ok, enough nonsense.. bye!

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