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Saturday,
i spent the entire day slping, which resulted to me paitao-ing Mas again. I feel soo soo bad! but nvm.. hopeshe forgives her snoopy dogg. I'm gonna make up to you Mas, dun worry. And Yenny, i miss dancing too.. lol! all the beats.. I FEEL LIKE CLUBBING!! ALL THE FREE TIX!
but too bad, i'm respecting this holy-cious month. haha!

This year' Ramadhan, seemed a tad on the lighter note. Well, living in this household of mine is filled with challenges, growing up.. family issues but its personal, soo i won't post it here, but i'm glad this year, we're doing fine.
Mom's been busy shuffling things around the house. New furnishings for lil sis' room.. like FINALLY AFTR 3 years she waited for it.. and soo aftr 3 years, i got bck my own bed which now i comfortably sleeps in every night. Call it an OLD bed, but i dun care, i'm super used to it. F.Y.I this bed had been with family for more than 10years i guess.. haha!

Ouh, break-fast had been wonderful.. i mean, i'm reconnecting with the family much more this year. Everyone seemed to be happy with whatever they're doing. Ok minus mom sus[pecting that i'm out of school. I wen tout with her aftr breaking fast for some minor grocery shopping. Well; its nice la. She askd me to shop. haha! She even treated me to a cup of Bubble tea which i object, and she said i was arrogant.. lol!!1 i just don't have the craving for it la Mama, and moreover, jus save you money kaes.. lol!
In the end she bought ac up to share with me, i seriously in secret love my whole family tho i rarely display emotions to them, well if only they know.

Next, its been days since i hang out with my fucksome dance mates. Gosh!! i miss all of them.
I'm soo gonna make up with them tmrw aftr work.
Some of them will be at home club with their school buddies but well, guess they wanna ang out tmrw, soo i'll join. Anyone who reads this post, remind me to bring xtra clothes to wrk. Ppl at *Bucks tend to gt nasty when it comes to celebrations. lol!

ooh, btw, mama's given me the green light to get the NDS, but seriously, i would wish for anyone to get it for me.. lol! but if noone's getting it for me, guess i'll have to gt it one way or another. haha!

soo i guess this is it for today, A pretty 1 lane saturday, with everyone feeling warm and comfy at home. Lol!
1st brother out with new girl (GATAL!)
2nd brother out with digi cam (forever snapping around)
Me sleeping (forever that someone in his mind)
Lil Sis screaming and walking in and out of room with new shirt (my sis is ugly. PERIOD!)
Daddy working (forever!)
Mama discussing with Aunt on recipe for a better nicer version of nasi ayam (i loike the sound of it)

ok dah! bye!

and girl, for all the could have been, should have beens and for all the if only you knew.. i miss you.. more as days go by, but i'm left with the option of to keep this all, locked away somewhere in my heart, and pretend it won't affect me. Tmrw's Sunday, followed by Monday, i guess my birthday wish won't come true aftr all.. its a miracle if it does and for once im neither hoping nor wishing.

and most of it all..
i just see myself in the picture now, but i shall stick to my own principles in life; to wait and be patient.. as patience is virtue.
You're still the one ad only. Never the lonely. For you know i'll be here forever.. you're missed since i don't know when.. perhaps..
youve been missed since 2nd May 2007 (the day we first chatted on MSN abt relationships). tc for now.. =)


Friday, we hadnt been doing much actually. Nothing out of the ordinary happen. One thing's dat is sure is different is abang Ash is bck from camp with a gorgously crafted botak hair and super tanned skin. wakakakkaa!
"Hey girll..~~~"

Other thing the pham will be reshuffling and i'm looking forward to future performances.
To those who left, i guess u guys are still the part of F.U.N pham, if not oso.. lepak pham!!!
So othere we were..

to other people who dunno where dis bunch of don-look-like-dancers lepak..
TITANIC.. no not the one with Rose striiped naked pic. Only i expose my nipples.. lol!
inside story eh..
soo there we were, with..
24 DONUTS!!!

hahaha!! freaky sia!!! 24!!!
I think we had like all the flavors from munchy donuts la!!!
I ate the Oreo, Cinnamon, Green Tea, Strawberry Yoghurt, Toffee and more.. ok wadever!!!
SINFUL INDULGENCE.. even Mast,
who ferst said she dont want it.. can resist the temptation.. wakakakakakak!!
So gundus like me a.k.a AyuL, Yenny, Mas, Shilla, Wawan, Haiqal, Shak, Ruth..
and our giler giler X'sFunkies.. Daymie, and Fie..
BEST SHIOKNESS!!!
Donuts are the sex!! right Daymie??

Oh, before dat we break fast at Wawan's place.
Like all dancers of diff crews under one house = ROBOH!! lol!!
So from the..

F.U.N pham: Me, Yenny, Mast, Ruth
X'sFunk: Fie , Daymie
B2B: Fadhil, Zie, Eiyrah
KarmaSutra: Aliff

haha.. i know nasi ayam!! sedap! lol!!!
ok dah ppl.. im lazy to blog.. DAH CUKUP!!

SIDE ENTRY:

Nana Danceria
A crazy girl.. whom i met when collaborating with Young Hotnesz for Suntec Dance 2007. I was very quiet at first, i mean.. if i were to collab with a crew knowing someone inside, its diffrent but i din noe YH at all.. soo i dunno why, i began sticking with Nana. We bcme smoke buddies.. gundu buddies.. and all the gilerans! hahaha!

shes's a good listener if you have things to talk aboout and she can be serious during serious stuff.. Other den that, shes a total wack!
Ohh, her b'dae is coming to.. 5 days aftr mine and both of us will be 19.. aawwww~
we're soo old already.. and i'm missing u fcukstick!!
lets meet up ok!!! =))


silenced.

Nothing out of the usual happen today.
YEAP.. slack arnd with the crazy bunch with Qal, Mas and soon FathuLepFren.. haha!! paisey ar dunno his name ar.

Ohh and soon soon..
Wawan, Fie, Daymie, Tasha, Nat, Mazzie.. did i miss anyone out??
and and.. i ATE MUNCHY DONUTS.. like finally.. with Qal and Mas.
Seriously.. friggin nice, but yea..donut fact's is way better coz of the dough bt hu cres. ITS HEAVEN ALREADY!
DREAM THIS..

the nouts are freshly baked.. eh donut fried lar.. ok wadever..
den den.. the dips.. still wet on the donuts.. hahahaha!!! superb!!!

ok main topic, paiseh eh.. i know Mas is waiting for this entry. lol!
MATREPS!

Define matreps?
to me theres to types.. MATS AND MATREPS..
mats being typical malay slackers..
Slackers is the term used in English i presume.
soo nothing is wrong with it, ohh and i admit i fall in this category.

Matrep, o nthe other hand.. is these buncha guys..
with no lead in life. and all they do is lepak.
like seriously nothing else.

I wrk, i schl.. i dane.. soo not matrep.
And dey always hve this huge big sized amnt of tattoo on dem.
Ok som ei can accept, but those D.I.Y types is like SOOO MEREPEK LARH!

soo dey like to walk with chicken wings..
dey talk about pussys 24/7..
dey love having sex.. and ergh~ DISGUSTING..
and they think dat defying against their parents 24/7 is good..
and they said home is a bad place.. hahah! how ironic is dat..
and wel.. they always say they hate schooll.. wow!

how i know all these?
i sed to lepak with these buncha ppl over at my Punggol area..
and ermz.. some is family thingy..
and e rest, well find a matrep's frensta profile and this is waht they will put..
esp under the school's section..

ohh paiseh ar F.U.N pham.. i admit just now i went out with tap jeans.. lol!! i know.. soo last summer, i found it deep in my cupboard and all the while i thot i lost it or gave it away..
and im using it jus for casual stuff.. i also found my patch jeans.. hahaha!!! one day i'll wear dat!!!

soo haha.. Matreps dun dance.. i think!!!
haha.. soo if i'm one IM THE FIRST LIKE...
OMG!!
kecoh lar seyy!!!

soo haha.. did a lil research soo i gt 2 pics for you to compare..
on the left is me and on the right is some buncha stranger..
picture is blurred to hide their identity..
and if they wanna find me..

mak oi! aku promote korang soo chills eh..
and my favorite line..
jalan ar.. tak gentar!!!!

ok see below.. i tired ar.

ohh btw, some shit heads strangers scream matrep at my face.. lol!!
like i care??? and and.. they're just lucky im in a gd mood if not i can zaaaaaappppp~~~
GORGEOUS!! wakakakaka! niwaae.. i frgt to tell them gt a mirror lar seyy!!!
ohh no money buy mirror.. wakakakakaka!

ask from me kaes.. i gt tons of mirrors at home.. BIG ONES..


and girl, abt tht call.. my fren yng accidentally pressed. it aint me. and sorry to made u call to chk hu is it. and i know, it feels stupid to know its me. lastly, whre have u been.. hadnt seen u online. i'm worried here and i fckin miss you bt i jus need to kp it to myself or perhaps jus say this to the blog. hope to see/hear from u soon..

Work was fine, its been a long time since i last workd.. eh no eh?
btw, i'm bck using short term english. Lazy to blog using proper english can?
Soo, as exciting as putting up the decos for *Bucks Mooncake promo, its nicer taking those lanterns off those dumb, stupid, unwashed and not forgetting super dusty curtains. lol!
Jus take tht broomstick and whack!!!
*does a jiggle and pretend im hitting some pinata and godiva/sins choc came down on me!*
HEAVEN!

ok, besides that.. the usual annoying, think-its-cool-and-sphisticated-to-buy-drinks-at-starbucks customers. For a minute, save those for times like know what you wanna order and ya, dun be shocked when a tall sized coffee frapp is $5. we're no talking bubble tea here AUNTY!
*she barely has the tongue to speak english*

and and, since its the last day of the promo, i twist my tinkle toes in hoping to grab or perhaps steal som eof it home, BUT GOD DAMMIT! dey did a stock take.. knn la.. nvm!
theres always a next time.

next, going home from work. FCUKING SLEEPY..
i guessed i cummed to much and watch too muh porn at the same time masturbating.. NOT!
dickheads.. i'm jus sleepycoz the day had been boring.. closed shopped at 9.30pm.. lol!!!
we close at 10pm actually.. soo fark it, evryone seems to be at home plying lanterns, or well.. jus burning those paper cheapo ones.. i only go for the blow-up doraemon ones.. bt then again, tht was soo last summer.

next, HATE TAGGERS..
now they attacked lovely Sharr.. aiyoh.. and what Sharr said was true, her blog seldom has MULTIPLE CAMWHORE pics of herself pretending to be jambu. And and.. she's oready sweet to start off with. Soo tht particular tagger by the name of "apek", haizvaianas.. kesian eh mak bapak letak name anak apek
was screwed by me too.. lol! being a blogger and bein gin that position umpteen times, i know how it feels andcouldn't care much oready..

ohh ohh.. i'm BROKE!!!
$2 left in bank.. ooohhh i know i know...
kindly eh peopple, is the mnth of Ramadhan, do some good bidding.. donate cash to

209-02540-0

yea my real accnt number.. donate ok.. den tag at my tagboard, and i'll put u in my hall of fame!!!
god knows if its gonna happen..

and and tmrw, i'm goin gout with my owner.. gosh~
she wann abuy some shoes, and i must as well do som window/aim shopping.. pay's in a week's time.

ok dah! penat.. lazy.. tired.. sedagek.. prontet!!

and girl, less den 1wk to my 19th b'dae.. i've yet to ask you out.. i'm just afraid of your answer.. cause you know there's one word i told you before that i hate most, and the reason why i dun kenal2/gatal2 with many girls.. "REJECTION"


Wooohoo~~~
guess wad yesterday's SUNDAY!!!
and like finally seesha-ing session at El Sheikh..
if im not wrong it's my fourth time dere i guess.. lol!!!
And i soo miss this particular chicken wrap that they have.. hahaha!

soo I was very late lah, coz i need to break fast at home soo ya. Met up with them at 9.30pm liddat. lol! Theres, Massyturah.. Yeeeeeni, Shilep, Farizal ad Haiqas!
lol! ok just guess who la arh. den when they left at 10.50, me and mas decided to stay on cause its still quite early, the pots are still kinda full soo ya waited for Aleposanchez and fathuraymond. lol!
ok heres the funny part. When they came, somehow the new coals on the pot were burning hot, soo the smoke was like.. SMOKE MACHINE!!! ain't joking.. we slackd till 1.40am.. yes, last to leave that place. The last time we ask to chnge for the coal, the guy there said like they're closing and soo if we wanna chnge jus D.I.Y. lol!!! and we did sia!

We ferst put too much of coal.. lol!!!
PUKI TERBAKAR LAR!!
lol the smoke tht came out was too much. LIKE VERY.. and all of us choked, than that guy noticed the over-smoking and laughd and said we put too much, soo he adjusted and voila, bck to smoke machine!!!

TRUST ME,
when we stand up, its hard to walk properly.. like super dreamy sia!!! hahahaha!!!

after that we just hand around Riverside walk till morning.. SUPA HEAVY RAIN..
side note: Ok fathu or alep, mayb u did called tht person on my hp, or perhaps she called to chck who msgd her.. BOLA NAIK KE TEKAK BODOH!
its somehow scary and ok la.. i dunno..

haha.. klah! i'm lazy to blog already.. chalo ppl!

3days in a row now..
haizvaianas.. 1 week to birthday.. will you come if i ask you? i wonder..


Dance,
a freedom of expression to express one's feelings, thoughts and energy.. ok perhaps mood too in the form of body movements.

I hadn't been dancing for ermz.. i think 1 month already, nonetheless.. i'm ready for anything now. Watched F2DM just now, well supposed to but i got lost in Boon Lay. I HATE WEST SIDE CAN???? Very very very the ulu.
F2DM stands for Freedom UrbaNites + D'Max.
ok, so they didn't win, and i think the judges are seriously not being fair. Ok, not that i'm being a sore loser that wants my pham to win, bt the winners of 2nd ad 3rd is.. ermz.. soo don't deserve it. Esp the 3rd group, mind you, its a hiphop dance comp.. we see girls in glittery shiny lola outfit.. AND OMG!!! 3rd? they deserve poles.. well.. for what else.. POLE DANCING!

So after that, we had a night out.. seriously is a dancers night out at Woodlands 'Titanic' area. haha! We danced.. they dance.. all dance.. and onlookers were like stealing glances.. lol! i can imagine what's in their mind la.

So its ermz.. F.U.N, NG, X's Funk, Lush lepaking.. lol!
plus the jokes.. and te food.. THX A'AN!!! lol!!!

not forgetting the affiliates.. lol!!!
they do have a kinda funny face, lol!! i guess they ermz.. ferst time see more den 2 kewats at a particular point of time.. lol!
ok so its only me and Haiqal.. dat well.. prefer holes.. lol!

ok lah! nothing much! gtg now!!!
SEESHA-ing later aftr family break-fast.. well.. tell me about it..



2 days, you appeared in my dream.. den you appeared in reality.. but i love the dream part of you..
wish you could treat me like that.. like before.. misses~

First things first, i couldn't be bothered much about blog competition cause basically, I like the way I am now, the way I blog; and I believe that with too much attention, people will get carried away, though some say.. "it ain't possible".

I had a blast last night, tonning with Mas and Fathu.. Awwww~
(ok i know i'm gonna get super screwed when she read this)
We made fireworks out of lighters and well bombs.. Our bombs, haha! ARE PATHETIC, it goes kabboomm like aftr a minute. -_-"

Wawan was with us, and also Alep, but at some point they went home.. or should I say split ways. Ok, i'm having itchy fingers, I STILL HAVENT TOLD MY DAD I QUIT SCHOOL.
He was asking me earlier, and i just say when the time is right, i'll tell him.. well perhaps cause mama's in the house, and ouhh~ she can get super bitchy with her mouth! AND I DON'T WISH to hear her hours/days/months of lecture.

Hmm~ I don't have much mood to blog now, well perhaps of recent events.
Anyway, F.U.N will be collaborating with Sidik/Faizal for a competition at Nanyang CC, Jurong West.. later around evening time.

Take Care ppl! chalo!

p/s: SIDE-NOTE TO ALL
i would just keep it general here, for those who are not sure about how we (me/wawan/F.U.N) do our things, our mixes or whatever that's related, kindly approach us first and ask us.

peace 1 <3

i'm utter speechless to you

OK, I skipped my re-test for my papers. Not that i want to; i initially thought of giving another shot at it; but, when i think about it again, my confidence level says, its done.. over.. fried.. burnt! I won't make it. Even if I do, I don't want to. I'll be killing myself to learn the things I simply am not interested in.

This isn't the first time i thought about education matters. The other time, i mentioned it to my mom, and she had this "why" expression on her face when i mention the topic of a change in course. I can see that she don't want me to waste y time doing some things half-way and the next minute another thing; but mom.. this time round, i've really decided. I'm going to screw myself further and get my butt kicked out from school or perhaps sign that pink form to expel myself out from that dreaded school!

Pressure wise. You know, we're stuck in small stoooooopppidd Island called S'pore where results is a BIG thing. People look forward to PSLE, 'O's, 'Ns etc etc results and upon recieving them.. we go round the island doing this result-sharing thingy. Cousins, friends.. even neighbours.

Remember this, the top scorer, Malay top scorer, Chinese top scorer.. what's the point?!
These group of retardadiously generally nerdish bunch gives pressure to those, who are less witty, turning them to rebels. ITS BECAUSE THESE PEOPLE, LOOK DOWN ON THEM.

Then again, i know about this. JC kids,always.. well somewhere in their heart, dislike Polytechnic kids, claiming that they're nothing but big show-offs, but again,, the uniformed clad so-called brainiacs are also the same, however the Polytechnic kids silently diss ITE kids. And well, being the least the ITE kid diss both groups. I agree theres a minority group of people that accepts all these people and i'm glad i'm in these group.

Can Singapore stop being childish and compare.. PAPER WORKS?!

I'm pressured now to tell my mom about my disinterest in school, the course i'm in. Not that i'm given the choice to continue pursueing it, i know i'll be expelled soon. Like next week?

Fear of disappointing my mom, that's the keyword. Everytime, or should i say o late, she kept mentioning about me to have a goo gri on education, do well in this.. that make the family proud; all of these weighs me down further to tell my parents that i'm, well quitting school.

we'll see how things work out for now alright?
In the mean time.. i can unofficially declare myself. school-less..
Republic Poly? NAFA? NYP? i've gt to decide and think fast between thses three schools.
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oh, and being a National Slave (NS)
can i forward this ill aftr my tertiary education?!
i don't feel good serving the nation before completing this block of life called tertiary education. Till then people!

niwae, comment me on my school change and perhaps some advice, can i still defer from National Service?
LASTLY KEEP ON VOTING FOR ME AT www.issacritz.blogspot.com

and i've ut you aside of my mind for these 2 weeks till i can settle my school matters. i stilld o miss you

Baby blues? well perhaps.
Some of you might know that lil' baby Nuh will be at my place for exhibition (not really) for 2 whole weeks from 8am to arnd 7pm daily. Tell you something about this lil dude; he's fcuking cute and he loves to fart, well i guess that adds up for his cuteness.

But but, I had a major problem baby sitting him today. Firstly, he seemed to be a tad warmer than his usual body temperature. pasrah pasrah~
I'm suspecting he's catching a fever, with that.. i can't have play times with him, cause all he wanna do is well.. cling on to me like a baby Monkey adn well the elder brother.
(F.Y.I, I'M HIS UNCLE!!! geez~)

So where is he now?
silently dozing off by the TV, well hopes he stays that way till I go off for my dance/chill-out session with my fcuksome dance mates!

ok, on a side note..
SHAH RIZAL ISAAC GOH MING AN!
that's your name right? Ok, how come i din' know of your blog comp. You dodo bird!!! wakakakkaka!!!

Ok people, vote for me as PRESIDENT.. wait, that gotta wait.. i'm still 19 only.
Vote for me alright for this blog comp. Whether its a real deal or not, it won't hurt to vote. Ouh, the prize money? lol! i've already decided, what more to spend it on other then my upcoming birthday bash thingy!!!

pls vote at:
http://www.issacritz.blogspot.com/

and i'm proud to present you Baby Nuh!




and baby, you're still the one i miss most.

Customer's at wrk.. are totally phucking dumb. Not to mention, i expect more of the Singaporeans ezpats, but they turn out practically the same as the frenly next door kpo neighbours. haha!

"you gt green tea latte? $5.80 one?
how come the small is $6.20? 2 days ago i buy ar, $5.80"

soo i xplained, tht it had always been $6.20 for the tall sized. Sensing sth was amiss, i chcked the price of short size (ouh we dun display the price for our short sized drinks)
soo i told her the $5.80 is for the short one.

"aiyah, why you never tell me earlier, den u say dun hab dun hab.. ya lah i say small means short la.. haha"

so i forced myself a super-fake ass smile.. i mean.. SHORT IS THE EXTRA SMALL!!

ouh, shes a nerd.. soo wad can i expect, i dun fancy/mingle/hang arnd with nerds.. UNLESS, they're doing me sth good.. projects/assignments etc etc. i'm not ill-treating or taking advantage. I prefer to rephrase it as working smart. Yeah yeah!

Next, i had a kinda short convo on the phone wif Mummy Fizah dearest otw to wrk. Man, i soo miss her.. i was discussing to break fast with the original pham, we oce had.. and beautifully close knit we were.. but that was 2005/06.. Time flies, ppl change.. we change..

k ppl! we need to re-bond as one, and rock tht bazaar geylang like we used to. Mampos ar if those makciks say we budak tkde harapan coz i wun be bothered at all.

Next, dearest Mastura Annuar..
tke things positively, dun let anger contrl ur emotions. I'm actually at times pissed with the things around me, but well.. its all in the mind.

Next NANA JUBZ!!!
well.. ok dah i typed ur name..
Lastly, i'm leaving all these.. everything to ur hands, coz i'm just going with wadever waves, tsunami or whirlwinds. u're puttin me down evrytime i try to be nice, infact not try.. be nice..

you know i'm patient enough, but dun push me all the way to my limits.. you know wad i mean girl.



Sup whores!
lol! copy from Mastua anak Annuar. lol! and gosh! do i miss her? ya like hell lots! alongside Yenny, Shilla and the other girls too.. Yang jantz jantz.. miss miss tk main sngt ar! lol!

K basically, I HATE THE TRANSPORT UNCLE AT MY WORKPLACE!
cibai! hope tmrw, u driving along SLE, den BOOOMM!!! accident! i know imma saddist but thts me, COZ U PICKED ON ME!! soo wrong decision fucker!

anyway, i'm just updating dis ranting site. nothing else.. oh i'm not allowing myself to go too much over the heels for someone.. its just.. not me.. yeah simply said and done. and and.. whatever thts gonna happen, happen la.. told cha once, perhaps told cha twice.. dat wadever it is i'll be dere for ya.

K by slut ppl!!!!
and to mas..
EH PUNGGOL HUJAN AR!!!
BIG SEDOT! tkle. nanti muntah!

hey, well.. ok nothing bye

Too late to apologize?
crap with tht song but i just love the lyrics dats all.. ouh, and the beat.

Do you ppl have wishes, dat you really want it to come true?
ok, i'm not talking abt ones dats got to do with bringing a dead person bck to life, i'm talking about real wishes. Birthday wises are dumb, yea.. i know but well.. this s my current wishes dat's stuck in my head.

I hope this wishes will come true, well perhaps.. i just hope..

1. I wanna spend a wonderful b'dae with you-know-who..
cons: will it ever happen? never try never know, but then again.. part of me says, its gonna be the same.. haizvaianas..

2. I wanna spend my next buncha free times with my original lepak friends.
cons: most, part their ways, why guys why? i only have claud and yiwen dats like around me, i just hope when rach comes bck frm Phils, will b back together.. missing Fizah, Arif, Ayeb, Mimin, Candy.. all of you kaes..

3. Studies, i'm getting from bad to worse.
cons: mom's gonna kick me in the butt, and i'm gonna suffer mths of scoldings.. i cant do anything. i got only myself to blame.

People say i'm sweet.. serious when it comes to be, but why.. why at times people just dont get it? As much as i don't want to think abt it.. 2 mths passed, yet i'm brooding over it silently.. And i thought, it will go away, yet it kept getting stronger..

sometimes, i just wished we never crossed our paths.. sometimes, im glad how we crossed..
total madness.. i know, well.. if its gonna be this way.. i'll let it be, just wanna let time do its bidding.. let time wrk its magic, and let cupid do his homewrk.. perhaps you shot the wrong arrow boy..

to think again, yes.. perhaps you shot it at 2 different individuals..
she's someone..
i mean, she's pretty.. witty..
all the things guys out dere go gaga for..

me on the other hand..
simple.. can say ugly.. well idk..
e guy which girls glance once and say a BIG no.

bt then again, those who say a BIG no ar chao chi baiers.. lol!
haha.. k lah.. i'll end it here.. i dun wish to be love struck.. i gt better things to do..

bye whores!!
you just do your things k.. i'll jus b dere whenever you need me.. cheerios.. =)

A day of hibernating.
haha! i din go out todaydespit Mas asking me too.. IM SUPER LAZY SIA!!!
i dunoe why... i slept the whole fucking day, only to wake up to break fast, den off to lala land again..

eh, i noe boring la.. i oso noe.; soo ok bye.. im retardadiously bored!!!
and im missing lotsa people like crazy!!!

oohh, and i jus gt to know, arnd where i'm wrking, less den 2km radii,
theres Lushians, Freakzy Nuttian & also D'Maxian!!

hahaha!!!
k bb!!!

mak tam.. mane mak tam gi? beli sayur eh? miss u la bozzo

Baby, baby.. when we first met..
I never felt something so strong..

If only.. Anyway skip that topic.
Had a blast pool-ing with my loveables!!!
to name those who pooled..

Yenny
Mastura
Haiqal
Fathu
Alep
Fahmy

more loved ones out dere, jus dis who pooled.
Its nice to have another lala person on board, well.. at least she gt to be less den 5m away from Mr. Lala. Me, lala-ing alone at Punggol. hahaha!

ok, ppl.. seriously i'm broke..
Birthdays coming, its gonna be the same.. i mean my birthday? Since when was it celebrated properly aftr i left P6? Well.. its gonna be the same again as.. well.. anthr year celebrating it single-hood. Ya, i know.. pathetic as it seems, i wanna feel how it feels like, to celebrate a birthday wih someone super close next to you.. haiz.. but nvm, i'm cool.

So we cam-whored like a buncha lunatics in the bus. Nostrils.. big eyes, slenge deng dengs face.. PRICELESS sia.. ouh, Yen lookd fucking different, and gt to say, its kinda pretty.
ok now you don't kembang, and the rest jgn nk mcm pa.. you guys know about me.. soo ya!

Ouh, the new blogskin.. haha!
it's a simple one actually. the pics i already have it like eons on my comps, all i did was to color it.. brushes here n dere, and dah!
btw, i'm the 3rd face from left with the supa-str8 fringe...
dat was e time i ferst have str8 hair.. it was super str8.. and i miss it.. lol!

k, i wanna stop blogging..
its only sahur time, and big bro Alfie is having a tounge lash with Mom n lil sis..
haiya! PUASE LA! still wanna quarrel.. i jus dun understand ppl who cant enjoy peace..
OSAMA BIN LADE BETOL!!

k girl.. i'm officially head over heels with you
we just go with whatever flow k, wadevr it is, i promise you.. i won't make any mistakes.. again..



first things first.
I FAILED ALL MY MODULES.
supp papers gonna be a bore!
it comes with a sarcastic rule: "attendance not compulsory"

wahh!!!
knn$#chi$%2fcuk##2!!!

next thing.
NINTENDO DS LITE can?
-_-"

okok, here's it.. this MONTH.. lol! its miracolously very very.. nice. Feeling ohh soo lala! Everyone's in love, well ppl around me, and it kinda make me feel nice, to see dem feeling lala.. soo i'm joining it.. tompang sekaki.
Oh.. me?? nono.. me single only.. i share share people's happiness.. k i'm blogging like a retard!!!
Ok la just to say, those fucksome friends of mine, whether close, far, black or white.. have a blast with your love lives eh!!!

PEPSI! lol!
7-UP? how coincidental!! lol!
dah dah.. shut up.. yes you, nak bobal depan2, you wldnt want me to publicise ur name here eh, ok minus e act many know btwn u and him.. lol!!!

k i'm officially lala!!
I'm perhaps starting to love.. wel.. with GUDANG GARAM SIGNATURE MENTHOL MILD!
actually i dun like it at ferst, Nana bachin introduce me to the blue one. haha!
den some budak sewel by the name of Ayeen, lol!! said i'm a sleng and said its.. nice.. OOHH!! gt menthol!!! lol! yup the menthol is superb!!! $9.20!!! ok i'm a cheapo when it comes to spending on ciggs.. lol!

and with ciggs at hand, i dun think im fasting today.. hehe! perhaps la.. thx giler for giving me the chance to make love with this MENTHOL VERSION!
STILL WINSTONS REDS is the sex.. dunn EEE me.. lol! =))

one more thing, i just recieved my Sentosa pics, and dammit.. I WUNT POST IT ON THE BLOG!
I SAID I WUN TOUCH WATER, as in swim AGAIN!
e PICS!! MY HAIR = HORRIBLE!!!
like seriously serious.. bozzo sak rambut!

well ok.. i gtg now..
see you retards when i see u..
POOL-ing later with Mas, Fathu perhaps Haiqal and more.. lol!
and wad did i told my mom? I'm wrking.. lol!!!

hehe, you're still as giler, jus perhaps wanna see u smile.. =))
ok i admit i'm also a retard and a sleng.. see u gelap!!! lol!!!

Ramadhan, ain't just a month.

It has finally arrived. The month where many.. will enjoy, i hope. Lol! or perhpas, many will not b prepared, like me. I'm hungry right now and its only 7.15am.

Nonetheless, i'm sure many are ready for the hectic nightlife in the bazaar, baking cakes and tarts. Me? Perhaps still the same, with the additional of mom telling me to pray pray pray.. -_-" she always bcme over paranoid during this kinda times. haha!

All i must do now is..
stay away from food/ciggies..
must be at home by night, which means no tonning session.. gosh!
Dance? hmm.. hadnt been dancing..
hmm.,, refrain frm exerting too much energy at work. haha!

Soo ya, to all my Muslim friends, happy fasting.. to the non-muslim friends, happy shoppin at the bazaar. haha!

Have a good start to a 1st day of Ramadhan. I had mine already.. =))

you're perhaps the best gift i'd ever receved from the Almighty..
and i still love you just like before, if not more.. =))
you brightend up my day, u made me wanna shout you know.. haha!
Sugarush, u're still the treasured one, no matter what!

I'm TAGGED.. again..
haha! ok, i kinda love being tagged soo okla..

the person who tagged you is: Sharr
your relationship with him/her is: one of Ayeen's bestie
5 impressions you have of him/her: i guess shes witty, strong willed, a lil cranky, goody on the outside, inside i dunnoe.. lol!! oh, lastly.. those emo girls.. ferst impression la!
if he/she becomes your lover?: no no no no no.. haha.. got my own reasons..
if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be: no need, i'll accept her for who she is.
if he/she becomes your enemy, you will: could i even bother??
if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: i stole her 20cents
the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is : *blank* hahah!
your overall impression of him/her is: crazy yet fun fren to be with
how you think people around you will feel about you : they think i'm arrogant. So so wrong.. lol!
the characteristic you love about yourself is: patience/tolerance level
the characteristic you hate about yourself is: bad temper. you wldnt wanna know..
the most ideal person you want to be is: myself
for people that care and like you, say something to them: Hey! Happy Fasting!

pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :
1.Mastura Annuar
2.Yenny Christina
3.Asrul Hizuan
4.Siti Hawa
5.Intan Wulandari
6.Muhd Haiqal
7.Wan Nurulashikin
8.Siti Naqiah
9.Nur Hafizah
10. Muhd Rohaizad
(amekko! full name!)

who is no.6 having a relationship with?: single, but available.. i think..
is no.9 a male or female? female.
if no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? Skin & my elder bro? she'll be feeling ecstatic and me? i'll be like -_-". Reminds me of sec schl days whre girls go gaga over frne's elder sibs.
what is no.2 studying?: 18 year old teen in a 16yr old class.. how sad!
when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?: few hours back, till he die2 wanna go home. lol!
what kind of music does no.8 like?: all rounder.. but not those heavy stuff..
does no.1 has any siblings?: yeap2.. but i dunno hw many.. lol.. i think gt sis and bro.
will you woo no.3? : Ash? 1stly, me nt intrested in guys.. and he next, my god bro is soo gonna kill me if i steal his bf. hahaha!
how about no.7? : she gt beng han.. and ya.. not my kinda girl.
is no.4 single? : bet she is.. hot stuff.. lol!
what's the surname of no.5?: BUDDY SANTOSO!!!!
what's the hobby of no.4?: acting, dancing.. mocha-ing..
do no.5 and 9 get along well? : have they met? NO..so ya..
where is no.2 studying at?: Queenstown Sec.. lol!
say something random about no.1: Nigga ass, ouh.. PEPSI!
have you tried developing feelings for no.8?: r u insane, haha.. im oready her boyfren. lol!!! like real.. no la, we're supa close la. no nd gf/bf thingy..
where does no.9 live?: Admiralty. behind AP.. den gt carpark.. den bhind carpark, den gt block ryte? 2nd floor..
what colour does no.4 like?: green? or issit blue? green ryte?
are no.5 and 1 best friends?: they dun even know each other fucktard.. lol!
does no.7 like no.2?: yet again, th dunnoe each other.. and secondly, theyre str8.
how did you get to know no.2?: trough dance. and i'm missing her presence oready. *wheres my indon maid.. gosh.. ponders.. YENNY!!!*
does no.1 have any pets?: me. i'm her Snoopy. -_0
is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? : perhaps to Beng Han. hahaha!!!

OK DONE!

just a serious note:
I don't mind gays.. i have gay friends, they're in fact my close dance mates. BUT, some of you gays, dun deserve to be gays! THOSE WHO PEEPS IN TOILETS are called STUPID DOGS, CHEAP LOW GRADE SLUTS.. ouhh and SICK!

soo please save the gay name for proper sane human beings.
erghh~ disgusted!

p/s: i love my gay frens!
i hate fucking ugly tikko peeping tom.. ouh, i gt a conclusion, the reason they peep, is coz they are to fucking ugly, that noone wanna date dem, soo they cant have a partner, thus no sex partner.. thus having to result to peep. DOG!

missing you sia.. haha!

I"M OFFICIALLY ADDICTED TO A DRUG.

Name of drug: Friends
Origin: Everywhere
Expiry: With trust & Love, no expiry date

Damn, these few days im rushing frm one place to another. Fcuk cab fares, i'm gonna get daddy to reimburse me no matter what.
i'll do the same for you too..

Friday night was crazy..
From work.. closing ok, mit Cloey to have sme BBQ time with SB-SU.. i feel awkward, which explains my silence.
AND FUCK!
i accidentally lockd my club shoes in my store!!!
CLUB WITH WRK SHOES??!!! NONONONONO!
but ain't got any choice, no shops are open at 1am.. get it??

ohh!! and dat Topman shirt, somehow i dun fit it oready..
Used it twice only.
$43. White Tee with Black prints..
i'm selling it away for $20.
Interested parties, email me.. juz-kai@hotmail.com

Ok, soo i clubbed with stupid black polo and jeans.. somehow i look selenge.. VERY!
ferst went to DXO.. $18 poof~
den its somehow IS BORING, and Cloey hates e crowd.. soo some of us proceed to MOS..
$25 poof~

clubbed till 5am.. den off to woodlands to mit my fucksme dancemates!!!!
hahaha.. dat was dat.. den b'fast with Fathu and Mas.. hahaha!

went home.. slept like a pig..
today.. i mean ok yest, i needa prepare for the launch of *Bucks new promo..
Green Tea Latte (Matcha)
& Blackberry Green Tea Frappuccinno..
ITS HEAVEN I TELL YOU!
the fucking thing is HOW COME SB-MW got soo much retail stuff!!
it's a BIG MESS.. gtta leave Ina alone coz the fucking CHIBAI UNCLE JUS CANT FUCKING WAIT!!
he nearly drove off without me and Alif sia!!! chao chibai ren lor!

soo headed of to woodlands to mit Mas & Haiqal tho i was oready on the way home.. haha!! hu cares!! For my pham! its always alright!!
yet again for you too i'll do the same..

Lepak.. and oh oh!!!
I bought a CREATIVE TravelSound 250 sound dock!
I TELL YOU ITS FUCKING GREAT!!
its a portable speaker for some Dodo birds!
ASK MAS!!! the sound is FUCKSOME SIA!!! dis time round, we aint gonna need radios wen we lepak.. ALL WE NEED IS MY NEW FOUND LOVE..
sorry nokia 6288.. u failed me once again and i HATE you!

okok!!! now i wanna do something!!!
BIRTHDAY in less den a mth!!!
PLEASE!! I WANT THIS!!!
a Nintendo DS Lite.. please please!!!
i soo badly need it.. some of you may noe the reason why tho..

PEOPLE AT LEAST SHARE MONEY TO GET IT FOR ME.. 20 ppl share money oso i dun mind!!!!
but ferstly i'm aiming daddy to get it for me..
2. TWO CARING ELDER BROTHER.. please EZAD.. ALFIE.. share ur money to buy k??
3. DERRICK.. haha!! =)
4. F.U.N, saya sayang kamu semua!!!
5. SB-MW and affiliates...
6. ANYONE!! JUS GET ME DAT THING!
7. its sweeter if its from you.. =))

OK DONE! BYE!
Sentosa-ing later.. ohh!!! hot chicks.. hehehe~
nahh.. not interested, maybe only in one.. =))

i know i'm stupid.. but well i'll just let time take its toll.. i miss you hell loads, only if you knew..

well, maybe the dodo bird did.

What a day.. like seriously WHAT A DAY!
it wasnt sarcasm, it was pure almond joy. The fact that its been days since i meet my lovelies, the once dat i'll die for jus to hang out with them. I love my dance mates and their affiliates alot. I LOVE THE F.U.N FAM!!!!

Mast, had been askin me to mit her and the rest, but due of recent events.. i was a lil reluctant to go... but i was happily sleeping, enjoying my off-day when..

i'll be on that kryptonite..
blah blah blah.. nite..

MY FUCKING PHONE RANG!
ok, i dunno the lyrics soo don't be a kiwi bird and laugh at me!!! u KUKU BERD!
chck my hp, and dear Yenny was on it.. pick it up with a semi-slpy voice and well.. ok.. was askd to hang out.. well.. i had nothing on.. and i miss dem.. soo ya.. head down to woodlands.. played taiti and all the stuff... hit here n dere.. did some lame giler2 dance.. lol!! it was hella fun!

nite came..
PAY DAY PAY DAY!!!!
soo ya, i was very much hungry.. hadnt had my meal since i wke up.. soo head down to Mac's to gt food. but Mas was feeling funny inside due to *censored* soo i dun wish her to feel funny while having her meal.. soo we sat at a playground, called Mac HQ.. lol!!! Mac Delivery lah Fathu!!! u dodo bird!!!

placed our fucking orders.. and and.. 45mins the food came..
this point, i din know the meals came with 2 life-size, blood-operated policemen.. like wtf!
soo i was squinting.. at them.. and partly i was happy cause the food had arrive and heres wad happen..

P= Police M= Me..

P: Why are you here?
M: 0.o?
P: Do you know what time is it?
M: Night (smiling/squinting)
P: I;m not asking the day, and what soo funny?

M: (erase smile/squint.. took out phone) 1.00am
P: do you know can hear your voice from the roadside
M: (jgn bedek sak.. shit Mast/Fathu ur M'sia CIGGIES!!!).. o.0?
P: (to Fathu) are you with him?
F: Ya..

P: (looks at Mas & Alep) you two also come down here..

P: where u stay?
A: Marsiling Rise
F: Marsiling Drive
MA: Woodlands
M: Punggol

P: (to me) haven't been screened before?
M: Been dere.. (done that)
P: Haven been screend by wdlands police division before right?!
M: NO! (like i care)

P: can i have ur I/C?
M: (passed my i/c, off to pay my $$$ to mc rider)

p/s: i cant b bothered with the police, i mean FOOD COMES FERST!!!

P: blah blah blah blah lecture.. dodo bird.. blah blah blah..

5mins later..
R= Mc Rider
R: u guys shldnt sit here.. e ppl like to complain
M: i cant b bothered la..
R: chill chill
M: i cant b bothered n i aint scared with the police..
R: ohh okay..

*POLICE BECAME A GOOD DOG*
P: ok, you guys go find a void deck and have your meal
ALL: hmm.. ok

DONE!

it was hell funnyy ookk!! lol!!
the rest of the day is funny too.. i mean going AP to gt drinks frm 7-11.. lol!
raced up stairs and also down.. hahaha!!

dance to whine up.. lol!!!
Alep, try harder.. lol!!! hahahahahahahaha..
still teach me to shuffle can???? pleasssseeeee.....

soo 6.10am.. headed home.. lol!!! it was fun!!!
and for e fact, we din plan to ton actually.. lol!!! ohh brother!
k i better be off to have some rest..

12pm - Dhoby Ghaut (mit up with ITAS gang)
12pm+ - Off to Sentosa (Dearest Miza's B'dae!!!)
4.30pm - Esplanade Underground (mit Nana and perhaps Y.H)
6pm - Millenia Walk (kopi O time)
11pm - Suntec Mall (fetch Cloey)
12am - Zouk
4am - perhaps mit the F.U.N pham.. hahha!!

crazy or what sia!!! lol!
bye bye dodo birds!

Well hello hello.. aint it fcuking obvious!
lol!!! a change in blogskin.. haha.. i see lotsa people changing blogskin thus changing it. Changing blogskin for me is a tad different frm others coz it mean dat i must open up all my editing softwares and tools. Notepad, HTML stupid book.. Photoshop etc. But its all worth it. Yes, this skin is meant to look simple and childs' play soo ya.

I see people like Mas, Yenny, Nana.. all changed their blogskin, soo why not I?
hahaha!!! okok, dis skin is similar to Mas, in fact very similar but coz of her blogskin, inspire me to change mine with her concept. lol!! same right i know.

don't ask me wad's wif Dodo birds.. lol!
and and.. i hope all is cool now..
i'm as cool as a Kiwi bird.. hahah!

ok i'm off to either eat, sleep or play pokemon again.. damn.. INSOMNIA!!!

hey, =)

Before i start this post, i jus wanna apologise to whoever whos affected.
You guys noe who you are, as i won't mention names.
soo ya, sorry if it hurts you guys, but you guys hurt me already;
but u guys are forgiven..

It was coming, i saw it coming.. i saw how dese buncha friends moved away from me. I read body languages, i read tell-tale signs.. i detect liars. For the fact that i researchd on how to detect liars to my own advantage soo at least when i li, ppl dunnoe. But this time round, i'm being truthful.

I noe myself i'm irritating.. i mean 19years of my life, i've been an irritant.. told by many.. but some stayed on, and shared the happiness of the world with me as the term friends. I was never on purpose irritating people. I'm just self-entertaining.. It was not like as if i wanna irritate u ppl. Its just my nature. I grew up in a family, where i need to look up to people. I was often challenged by the world to be better den others. I owaes wanna b better well at least to make people know of my existence, for all the while.. i was just a mere shadow.

It was always the case of the cousins being better.. the brother being better.. even the neighbours being better. When is it gonna be me? You guys said i'm a friend, but u hate my behaviour. Soo are you guys trying to say dat you can't accept me for who i am?
Den take this scenario, whenever i'm serious, being quiet to myself.. people ask, where the fact is really deres nothing wrong. Soo what is this? I never judge my frens. I always try my best to make them happy.

Take one of them for example, she kept saying she's ugly.. she's fat and she dun think she deserves a bf yet.. but to b honest.. hu cares about looks? hu cares about what u are outside.. what matters is the heart..

Then the other..
u kept saying u love him, u're afraid to lose ur bf. But time and time again, i told you that if yyou really love him, den its all gonna be fine.

i don't have the heart to tear people's heart.
i was a bad heartbroker.

den one of said to me, dat i'm always emo..
if i'm forever emo, i would not even share my world of joy with you people. i will lock myself up in my room. I wldn't even play alipom with you guys.. i wldn't even laugh with you guys. Have u people seen me crying "LIVE". have you???

i always cry by myself, away from people.
i dun wish to affect others.
I dun hate people.. i accept ppl for who dey are..
be it physical..
be it their attitude..
be it their behavior..

YES I'M AN IRRITANT!
YES I'M UGLY!
YES I LOOK LIKE SNOOPY!
YES I'M FORVER CRAZY IN LOVE!
YES I'M A PAPAN!

dats me,
Khairul Azhar Bin Pahrorazi..

you've got to accept the whole package of me as a friend. And u can't uncheck those options you don't like.

ouh, i still treat you guys as my homies..
just that this is a piece of mind from me to you guys.. that tho i'm hurt inside, i dun show you guys..
if i were to show it, i wld not even bother to talk to you guys, call you guys.. or even bother meeting you guys..

anything else you guys wanna noe?
btw thanks to one of you for telling me.. at least you have the courage..
and about me & Yenny, its just a game, be it childish, stupid or lame it is.. its just a game, and we're much of entertaining ourselves.. we dun have the intention to be irritants.

Sunday,
F.U.N performance.. it was great considering it kinda last minute, it was a good show tho.
Den headed down with Faizal, Z, Ira & Fad to watch the NBA NETS' girls dance.. lol!! they are smoking hot! hehe.. ouh ya, to catch Sidik collab with dem. Can say it was fun, just dat.. it could b better if it was with the F.U.N pham. guessed everyone was busy dat day.. oh well..

currently in my mood swing mood. soo pls understand me for about a few days.
btw, i jus gt this random thought..
at times.. i repeat, at times i jus feel as if:
when people need me, they find me..
when dey dun, dey ditch me..

said and done..
another thing is dat im fuckingly $-less.. i lost some of my precious stuffs. argh!
argh!!! sucha DODO BIRD!!!

next is dat..
ppl, stop saying tht u like me being serious..
like asif im not serious.. u guys like it when i talk serious stuff issit?
issit dat good? fuck i hate being serious.. respect dat decision?
ohh.. some find me annoying? den wad makes u think dat u're not?
irritating? ur bulu pepek/konek is much more irritating..

i dunno la.. can ppl just accept me for who i am?
you want me to show you the serious side of me? fuck your dog la!

lastly, im not just a shadow hu will forever tag around u ppl, and when u ppl have noone arnd, den u will notice dat deres a shadow and den u talk with it.
get a life la!
if some of you ppl think i'm just dere as a spare tyre? fucking hell dun even bother talking to me as my upmost hate is dat.. i hate HYPOCRITES and BETRAYERS!

bye! fucktards!

yet again, dis isn't bout you..

SATURDAY
A day at Orchard Rd filled with thrills, sadness and excitement. lol!!!
ok people at orchard, hmm.. like 2 by 2 liddat. wakakakaka!!
Ash & Wawan
Shilla & Fariz
Yenny & Khai

ok figure out whos Khai. damn~ downright ez answer.
Soo ferst met up with Yenny with a buncha we-dunno-mats-frm-where. Apparently, Yenny's shaking, body trembling and muke cam nak nangis.. haha!
Here's the story...
She was crossing the road frm Wheelock to Orchard MRT to mit me, den someone knocked her.. and she kinda drop some things from her bag. Ciggies rolling and all.. how cool? Den when she's sitting dwon, she wanna call me, SHE CAN'T FIND HER HP!
she succumbed to panic and and.. according to her, she felt like crying. Soo she found her hp, stuck in a corner of her small bag. lol!

soo both of us walkd around.. town, wanna go TANGS but the couple came oready. So we jus had a Double Choc drink frm Mc Cafe'.
ehh thx eh Wawan & Ash..
to Yenny *wink*..
and baik ar! succeed..
oni me and Yen noes.. lol!

soo ya, meet up with Shilla & Fariz at Paragon before witnessing some robbery/snatch theft wadever, and like.. haha!! lotsa ppl chasing the man down. lol! ok in the end he's captured. lol! haha.. we kpo2 follow e trail n saw e police handcuff him. And the sound of handcuff brings me memories. haha! dun wana think about it.

Dinner at LJS, den smoke2 lepak2 at TAKA.. haha.. den went home.. lol!
i know kinda abit draggy, but hu cares.. with friends like dem around, it makes the world a better place.

i miss mas, alep, haiqal, fathu, ruth & furbee..
ok random..

and duhh!!!
i miss my original PTK peeps..
Fizah, Niki, Arep, Ayeb, Mummy Fizah & Ket De Luna.. lol!!!

and duhh, i miss you most.. if only you knew..

i noe, stupid..
dumb stupid pokemon shit asses! i'm still addicted to this childish game. No, not the cartoon.. just the game. Ouh childish?! u can soo suck my breast if i have one.
lol!!!
dat line is a male version for mast's "You can soo suck my dick if i have one".. lol!
ok fuck! i noe..

i soo love the new pokemon Diamond/Pearl. hh fuck!!! the roms in my comp keep crashing.. b'dae's just a month a way.
well do you remember? i dun even think you care.. haiz..

soo ermz..
can someone be nice to me and get me a..
1. Nintendo DS Lite. any colors will b fine except for pink -__-"
2. Any of the version.

ouhh fuck, jus gt me the NDS itself. the rest i buy myself.. lol! k crap.. i'm crapping!

EARTH TO YUL.. EARTH TO YUL!

work was fine, i mean im in a kinda good mood to start off with. Customer is soo fucking paccked.. busy busy busy aftr mnths of laid back-ness.. hmm.. no such word but isnt funnier is funnier den much more funny??

oh oh oh.. i hope i can seal that deal with Hetty's bf. I soo wanna zoom all over s'pore perhaps by raye. Pls ar Shah.. please ar please ar please ar.. lol!!!

can eh can eh??

damn its Friday, and its soo quiet. 0.0.
perhaps i din use my msn? lol! bt then again, my hp ain't ringing. o.0..
hmm.. k i'm officially missing the F.U.N pham esp..
Mas, Yenny, Wawan, Ash, Alep, Haiqal, Fathu..
alah alah alah.. Saturday go jump2 kaes.. -_-"


k bye ppl.. busuk ar, i wanna slp.. 4.40am sial!
it's much more quiet without you arnd to sms with..

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