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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
stepping up to the next stage
12:10 AM A dedicated blog entry to my beloved dance crew. We're really, and i really mean really back in action. The 2 new choreos are fuckin dope shit. I never thot we would even be tht close in having such choreos in our routine. But nnooooo, it finally happened, tho i got a hard time learning it, trust me, i love it. To Mas, c'mon have faith in us aite??? we will make it, we will stand our ground, we will rise and step up to the next stage. YEAH! no more holding our grounds as a performance-crew. hehe! we shalll improve together, as a crew.. now with this kinda stuffs, i'm soo looking forward to dance pracs, tho it meant running str8 from work feling ohh soo lethargic, jus to learn the routines. wooooo! BELIEVE.RESPECT.LOVE.RISK wooo.. i know i bite this off "Step Up 2 The Streets" trailer. I';m soo gonna catch it la.. with the amazing soundtracks it has, and haha! its soo expected they're gonna use these soundtracks.. lol!!! i miss dance now, i miss my poly friends, i miss Arfy & Jaja, i miss you.. p/s: i got a pay raise! yeay! p/s/s: now i got to choose to be or not to be... argh! ni part boring. Monday, January 28, 2008
stop making things complicated
12:48 AM So, i guess im back at my rantin' spot. The dance thingy is getting on my nerves at times or those who knew and debated outside City Link Mall for no apparent reason. Arfy had been M.I.A-ing for i dunno what fuck reason with both of us ok should i say i msgd and he never replies. Which is kinda unusual. the best thing is its 3 fcukin days.. But when jaja msg, he replies.. ohk, i dunno what your prob now.. All i know is theres nothing wrong. And jaja told me ur pissed at work.. ohk like ya.. now ppl, don't tell me all Arif's are like that. For no apparent reason will M.I.A; it stresses me to think about things, that din happen appears as if something had happened. Ahh for fcuk sake, ADAM ARIEFYKIE DANIAL, u fuckin msg me when u read this will you. For one sure thin, i can know when something is wrong somewhre.. and i'm feeling it now. Butfor what reason i dunno, for all i noe, on thursday, me, u and boy loco lepak and thats that.. went home.. nothing, but then again tht day, u've already quiet but then again, u're tired. Comes Friday, msgd, abeh never reply. Like urgh.. Saturday.. silence.. Sunday.. silence.. ok i tried contacting u oready, so now im sick of it. You wanna gt to me then you msg aite, coz being me, aku malas nak layan orang for this kind of no apparent reason thingy.. kalau betol ade bende aku buat salah, bilang, ko diam seribu tahun pun aku tak tau.. Now no bro, i'm not angry at you, its more like disappointed for the least you can do is reply when i msg.. then again.. i dunno la eh.. I hope to see ya soon.. till den ring/sms me, for i'm not gonna sms you till u urself tell me the exact reason.. settle.. tht LAST message sent on 27th Jan, well dats gonna be it.. i tried, contacting you bro.. urgh! haiz.,. haiz.. haiz.. to the rest, toodles... p/s: i wanna bitch-a-bout with my bitchbro Arfy and sis Jaja. p/s/s: i fcukin missed tht long wavy hair gurl.. argh!!! wherever you are, hope you're doing fine.. Sunday, January 27, 2008
ever changing
3:45 AM  I dunno what i had been doin recently, my mind's all a mix. i just dunno.. Sometimes i wish, i would jus be re-born.. as a child, innocent, start this whole journey called "LIFE" all over again. I know, its what most of us think we should do.. But then again, commiting mistakes is part n parcel of this journey too. Theres may things i wishd i din do, i wishd i never had done, i wishd i never cam across.. I miss my dance mates.. alot!! gosh!!! and to Massytura, tho i hardly say i miss you.. when you said you miss me, i actually do. Its just, we stay far apart.. the times where i can lepak with you had slowd down to a near stop as you had start schooling, and my schedule had all been shifted to working in the mornin. Apart as many may think, wrking in the morning allows me to have time in the night, think again, im working morning the next day too.. haiz.. Then again, prac this mon; im soo looking forward to it.. I missed my trios, tho we barely just met. to my bitch.bro.. i dunno whre you are, bleh respond tak? messages all not replied.. like wtf?! n to rina, i told u, some guy's a bitch.. wadever it is, you have us.. And moreover, i'm meeting you tmrw.. haha.. i miss you la... to chuck, ko jgn jadi biskot la.. to posh spice and boy loco n nyonya yana, hehe.. 6th FEBRUARY!!!! to the Amerie, you got me thinking again.. i guess.. noone can still qualify to take over the place in my heart except for you. No, i'm hppy for you now, wherever you are n with whoever.. you're the only one for me to think.. i'll see what time will do to me.. till den, as much as you've moved on, i'll in the process.. but what the future brings, that a different story for u and me. I hope to see you soon.. i do hope too.. missing you girl.. i do.. Thursday, January 24, 2008
super dee duperbly, dunno wad to do
12:07 AM I was wrong when i made that choice, and i know that choice hurts some feelings. Dammnn.. Ok, this is my confession ohkayy.. i'm not ready for anyone right now, let's jus say.. i dun even intend to have anyone right now as i'm not ready to even have the time to commit. Let's jus say, its gonna be the same Valentine like 07, eh.. like 06.. eh like 05.. eh no like o4.. hah! who cares, i'm gonna dig into choc fondue on V Day with perhaps Jaja and Mao. 3 singles.. -_-" Work had been good, i jus need to work on punctuality, lol! gimme me space, i wrk usually morning shifts.. the distance frm Punggol to Town is like <---------------->, squeezing with smelly, morning breath ah sohs and even executives.. eeewee.. which explains why i'm always kinda late, but rest assured, fashionably late.. i need to get myself done before wrk you know.. hair etc. lol! Dance wise, its ya, the same as.. had a mini Sentosa outing. Its not really a dance outing, its a NO-DANCE outing which we jus go there to chill, despite the fact most of us are like having dried up wallets and purses. haha! The food is like erm.. all from 7-11, rokok is like transfere here dere.. rolling.. stengah.. hahaha! budget siols!!! Pics are up at my multiply account. CLICK HERE FOR PICS Lepak sessions, well its getting better over here in SK/PG area.. haha! due to work, $$$ (ezlink) probs, i cant really lepak at the usual wdlands, urgh!!! but nvm, the phone allows me to call massy gorgeous-tak-gorgeous.. ohh, and lepaks with SB-CM, is madness.. lol!! from our private investigation project on the 18yr old Jaja's stalker.. lol!!! kecoh.. woo~ and february is almost booked full!!! Club on 31 Jan.. Sentosa on 8 Feb or perhaps KL some chill-bottles-berebrd session on Feb 9 and 10 anyway.. im done with blogging.. missing my bitch bro, jaja SB-CP.. the titanicians including the DYK Crew.. chalo!!! Tuesday, January 15, 2008
wassup bitches
4:31 AM yea, i noe u guys have been waiting for updates. Lets jus say, im lazy to blog at times.. Life had been simple.. too simple.. love? hah! i dunno la eh.. dats personal. I will stop brooding over Amerie. Dance, had been great. Damn Massytura for persuading me to go for the audition, hopefully i'll do fine, aint planning to be in.. but if possible, y not? Danced at Jam&Hop TP, for the fun of it.. lol! i noe i kickd butt.. lol!!! days without bitch bro seems stupid.. lol! Dat bugger went KL, soo leave me no lepak mates in Sengkang/Punggol. Dayyyymmnn.. but he's back.. and i got a ciggie box from him.. thnks bitch bro.. i noe u'll read this blog.. THANKS!!! lol! k, im like gonna sleep for a while.. den i got to siap2 for my Learning Coach workshop over at Starbucks HQ. lol! heard from Arfy, its jus 5 person. lol! kentalan binawe ke per? hahaha! Going wif Risha HamHam, lol! at least gt someone from same store.. soo gonna love it! K, i'm missing my geng jahat.. lol!! dance prac dis wed.. like FINALLY!!! waiting to learn 1 wish from Haiqal.. get my choreo done and over with.. hahaha! n make the best out of 2008. lalla! ok i wanna catch some winks.. tired ar beb!!! i miss INTAN WULANDARI BUDDY SANTOSO!!! ok dats soo random.. my gf at work!!! wrking with you after soo long of not being able to is soo worth it!! hehe!! bitch together.. lol!!! and ADAM ARIEFYKIE DANIAL!!! u better dun kacau2.. lol!!! u noe wad i mean u republic.himbo.. lol!! here's ur taller bro talking to you.. lol!!! n im glad ure back u cibai! ko takde, duduk kat punggol mcm takde motive siol.. so ure back n lets make sengkang/punggol our runway.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! macam pa! and, MY FCUKING AWESOME DANCE MATES.. remember, we have a crew movie date soon!!! in 2mths time.. lol!!! STEP UP 2!!!! k dah, i wanna sleep... need energy tomorrow.. bye! Thursday, January 10, 2008
fuuhyooo!
4:47 PM i gave out my final piece of mind yesterday. For those hu knew, u guys know. I cant tolerate nonsense. I'm a hot tempered person yes, but i'll surpress it till i can't, yesterday.. u poke dat baloon.. soo *boom*!! i'm expecting the end result of it oready, ain't shocked.. ;) about Amerie, well.. i'm moving on.. no, i haven found new person in my life; i'm moving on so that you could be what u are. My rpomise is my promise, if wadeva u do makes u happy, i'll b bhind it. To that new guy in her life, treasure her for as long as you can will you? She deserves the best.. =) good luck and all the best to both of you, you guys gt me on your back.. one love aite.. =) Like finally, i feel oohkkay.. i gues ive been surpressing too much. NS registration done.. haiz, gonna be a man soon.. haha! but too bad, i got the boyish face.. darn! ok i'm missing the geng jahat, miting dem later.. hahaha!!! to bitch bro and kak jaja; we'll hang out soon.. lol!!! aftr dat republic.himbo gets back frm Mesye dat is.. lol! ok soo now, i'm out.. i'm letting go.. i got too.. well, lets just open a new chapter in my life.. for whoeva u can find bck this key.. find it.. =)) ohh and to yen, i'm not dating anyone u retard.. lol! i'm jus kenal-kenaling.. lol!! in english terms, get to noe.. haha! bye bitch arses! Saturday, January 05, 2008
melting ice
3:38 AM as much as i force myself not to be bothered, affected or be wadevr wif it.. things jus had let go ryte? sometimes i hate myself. I need to b fcuking stronger, i will n i shall and i shld jus put all these memories aside. I should be happy ryte Ayul? i shld ryte? i promised myself that if shes happy i'm happy.. i guess its easier said den done when you lost someone you really2 treasure.. 7months.. grr~ i cant focus much these few days, its always her.. or am i being too overly sensitive.. mabe its jus nothing at all.. first true love? i dare not say that.. its soo cliche.. but if i put it in a way of some1 i treasure alot.. its her.. argh!!! i shld go consult my ninkempoops abt this.. not tht they can help, but well.. their effort to make me luff, kinda moved abit.. thx Mast n bf, Alep n bitch bro Arief.. for now, im jus trying not to let go any more drops.. im strong.. i am.. i tried to moved away, but matters of the heart always comes back to you.. i dunno how much longer i can take lying to myself i dun care for you, coz if its successful, i wldnt be moved by all these.. shits Thursday, January 03, 2008
jaw drop
5:45 PM this is all not happening! i am saying NOT!!!.. not when i'm not ready to let go.. not when people know i have not moved on.. not when you yourself know it had been the same for me.. not when its just the start of a new year.. its all moving too fast, or issit me stuck in this dilemma. Im farkin confused and am not wishing to meet any living humans today! this isn't jealousy, im just spewing the inner feelings of myself! FUCK LOVE! i don't need love.. i don't need all the look forwards.. i don't need baby moments.. i don't need all the talk.. and beneath all these.. i know i'm lying.. if 7months isn't something i've waited in the corner of this heart.. i shall continue to wait.. i shall, cause i believe.. when its all fading out fr you things fade in for me.. what had i done soo wrong.. but my promise stays the same, if thats what makes you happy.. i'll be happy.. Wednesday, January 02, 2008
just the times again
2:03 AM Hey, 2008 is here and 2007 is gone. ITS THE PAST. and what better more to look ahead. Countdown performance was a blast, minus the scrutiny some people just had to pass their comments. Haha.. these people, we're showing you the BIG mirror. *grins* Superbly tired.. the hangover, the spins and fall flat looking at the sky and sleeping.. waking up under the sky.. back home and off to work. Haha! PICS will be uploaded once the relevant people who have the vids and pics gve me the stuffs. work was good, closing alone and Arfy! its not orang giler buat closing alone, its called professionalism.. lol! Coaching new girl, which well.. lets jus call her AnAn.. lol! shes a fast learner.. k asy.. then Bar test for Mas Aliya.. den endin evrything arnd 1am. ahahahahaha! other den dat, im finally home and hitting the bed as soon as im done with the showr.. 2008 came and you just need to appear again.. in the dreamland we both created.. before You, D and R appear out of no whre, you giving me the face, and how i wishd you would smile. Then all of a sudden you called me up, asking to borrow speaker (out of all things).. then you asked me.. wheres he best place for dance practise, i brought you, D and R to that place.. while walking, i dunno waht happen, i had forgotten, i sai i missed you, and you said you missed me too.. we held our hands tightly and i remember this line which i said, "dun ever leave me again" and we smiled, walkd and i see smiles on everyone in seeing us happy.. *POOF* it was all JUST a dream, and thats how i was kinda late for work.. how i wished it was real.. Happy New Year Amerie.. Happy New Year All.. |
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