Ah-Yul Blogspot; Serial Confessionist

i was recently catching up wif frens whom i hardly talk with in msn. Sme sound 'pretty' glad tht i PM dem; (but y dun they pm me?)anyway, sme bcme a tad arrogant, sme as crappy as usual. I'm gonna talk about frens today, as sme special ones made me wo and what i am now, today, 1:25pm, 29december.. 2006.. n talking abt 29December, 2 days more, and its 2007. How time flies. How smetimes i wish i could turn bck time, undid those stupid moments in my life, and mayb perhaps i'll b a better person.

anyway, frens do come and go (most of dem); its a selective few dat will constantly contact u. Sme, seemed to look like dat, (but they cme to u if dey need u ONLY), in dis case need isnt a good thing. You're like their spare tyre or emergency life jacket when they are in need of help, thankfully, i know dis kinda ppl, and if i sense SOS from them, i'll just ignore cause, (if u dun need me u wun tok to me wad).

i was once, a dumb mute intellectual, quite geeky art freak moron, but than as time flies, influencial frm surrounding as well as frens, became who i am today. crappy, loud and evrythig eye catching me. haha, love my frens to bits and pieces.

some frens i had lost in the process of life, but dis year, i made up wif dem. they tur up to be wad they used to be. jus hours of clearing the cloud arnd us, and sunshine came gleaming. soo wad i'm trying to say, love ur frens man, dun make use of dem coz i never did. (i hope so).

i have a few frens dat well, will be incomplete if one is missing and also a good good "boyfren" who seems to be evrywhre. oh oh.. "boyfren" isnt boyfriend. duhh! aint gay la ok. soo ya, dese special people below deserves special mention. for those who i never put up ur names, i still love u, but i spend more time wif these ppl. I am gonna list down in order of people i mitup most.

1. Arif a.k.a "Boyfren" (in other words bestie)
2. Fizah a.k.a Mummy (awww, u rawk!)
3. Ket a.k.a "Girlfren" (u are one hell of a kind)
4. Ayeb a.k.a Blue's Clue (no more blue's clue for u)
5. Mimin a.k.a Emo-Rep (stop denying la)
6. Rach C a.k.a Pendek (imported from the phillipines)

muahahaha! so dats dem, the people i'm always arnd wif. like they occupy 60% of my time... muahahaha! clubbing, lepak-ing.. even shopping and dining out at Azeera. wow!!!

i dunnoe wad left to write la.. nvm.. i love my readers too.. and pls pls pls..
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

title-less 11:58 PM

I HATE BIG FAT TELETUBBY UNCLE WHO GET INTO MY WAY MOST OF THE TIME!
I HATE RIDING IN RAINY WEATHER CONDITION!
I HATE THE SMELL OF THE RAINCOAT!
I HATE THE DUMB INSTRUCTORS
I HATE STUPID BIKE!

BUT..

I LOVE RIDING X-1
I LOVE IT WHEN I NOE RTT IS NOT THT SOON =
THE REST OF MY FRENS NEED TO WAIT FOR ME, SOME EVEN RTT AFTER ME!!! LOL!
SOO IT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE TO BE AHEAD OF ME NOW, I WILL CATCH UP SOON! I PROMISE!

Sunday, December 17, 2006

malacca ranting 11:15 PM

well. as some of you people noe, i went to malacca.. for a 3 days 2 nights leisure stay. haha.. beach resort. Yeay!!!! here roughly wad happens.. i need to re-call like damn alot ofstuff ok.

DAY 1
woke up early in the mornin in a stupid flat where people are rushing. GOD.. haha!! and i'm the one chilling tho i'm the last to pack my stuff. See!!! told you ppl to be cool; like me! went over to amk to tke the coach that will bring us all the way to Malacca. Oh wad shit it is to sit, on a 3hours long journey!

I hate sleeping in the coach, coz i'll wake up feeling tensed up n pain in my muscles EVERYWHERE. oh i hate customs immigrations too. cant we go each other country like as if passing through ERP gantries?

M'sia is full of flies!
reach resort, jumped onto bed!!! smoked away, goes to mummy's room and ask mummy to massage aching muscles. Instedi gt tight slaps on my back instead.. mummy! u suck!

ouh, n shld i add, deres anthr 2 teens apart from me n my elder bro. but oh well.. we haven break the ice between us.

night, karaoke-d.. lol! we went siao la.. my dad started singing, nice la.. den my elder bro... urgh, no comments.. den me.. well i gt comments from ppl, tht its nice.. woah!!! soo touched..
this wad i sang, all malay songs lah.. too bad.. and my comments to myself..
1. Pencinta Wanita/A Women's Lover - nice!!! the best man! they love it too!
2. Pulangkan/Return It - good that i can carry both parts, its suppose to be a duet..
3. Mengapa Harus Cinta/Why Love? - scrap shit rubbish crap!! shldnt had tried being like Vince, i cant maintain that high pitch

woo! kool la.. n i went legs-shaking for the ferst time. I mean, its a world premier man!!! i had never karaoked infrnt tht many ppl, open space!! and moreover, we barely noe dem.. like strangers la! dey oni noe my dad!!! all daddy's fren! not mine!

at nite, out of ciggs, den need to buy, 10+ oready. f.y.i e roads in m'sia hardly gt lights, and even if they do, it doesnt helps. then i forgt where the nearest shop is. stop a biker and he said the shop tht's still open is up ahead. and offered a ride. i gt up instead of my elder bro coz i noe he a lil bit afraid of bikes, and since i am the biker in the family, i deem fitter to be in tht position. bought the ciggs, n tht biker sent me back, how i wish i wasnt the pillion la. oh ya.. no need helmet.. lol!

DAY 2
started talking wif the 2 teens. BOY! we are crazy, like finally la.. i think their parents oso find it nice that their kids have frens also. They told us they were shy to approach us, n dey quoted tht i look very quiet. ME? lol! den i told dem how wild i am, and i am obviously not a mr quiet material.

ouh we went boat riding.. dis banana boat thingy being pulled by the speed boat!!! kool sht la! i went gleaming n beeming wif joy as i surfed through the see, facing the orange glow of the sunset. and got to admit, m'sians do look abit diffrent.

nth much la.. basically went shopping. split up wif my dad coz me n bro wanna do REAL shopping, not see see dun buy. or see see buy keropok!!! like wdf!! my bro gt 2 tops. a tank from Padini and a top from F.O.S.. cheap cheap!!! me? as you noe, my cash abit low la.. soo i found the shop, called my dad, and got a top for RM33.90!!! from Reject Shop!!! wee!!! soo nice!!

went down to starbucks. and their christmas drinks are stupid!! only ToffeeNut Latte!!
soo i ordered the Iced Grande ToffeeNut Latte. total = RM13.00++ lol!! n i flashed my starbucks card, and smiling like a crazy barista and i got 30% off.. woo!!! m;sian starbucks gives 30% off man!!! s'pore oni 20% cheap skate! soo its like RM9.60++ oni.. wee!!! n its a nice shot of espresso inside.. wee!!!

went back to room, slp.. till dinner time. As dis is the last dinner in the resort. we got a spread of oh-so-mouth-watering dishes. I mean dey serve good food everytime man!!! wiff BBQ smmre!!! wooo!!! ate like i've never ate before. den went to follow my dad n his frens for night coffee. haha! i drank coke la.. i dun dare drink shop-made-stuff. i think its safer n cleaner to have the pre-canned drinks.

went bck to resort. Smoke like siao. i mean i finish a pack in less den a day. and waited to for e 2 teens parents to slp before my bro can pass a stick to 1 of dem. lol! their parents din giv dem cash to spend on their own. sadded lor..

slep at 2am.. we did dat evryday!

DAY 3 (FINAL STAY)
woke up early.. damn.. ate my b'fast.. and off to the sight seeing of malacca n more shopping, but today, i was soo lazy t move my feet. grabbed my stuff, put into the bag n load up into the bus. bade farewell to the small but icy cold room.. and off in the bus. slept like a pig. and reach the A FAMOSA area. hates the place. i mean, hard to find a shop tht sells ciggs. i out of ciggs again. den summore, all sell like same stuff.. HANDY dunno wad shit and all those belacan!!! IT SOO DIN INTEREST ME AT ALL.

went to chocolate factory.. or soo we thot, but its jus a retail shop. wnna buy sme chocs.. but too ex!!! and its a rip off la!!! too ex for a m'sian brand.. BAD PACKAGING!!! even the plastic bag is cheap stuff la!!! my mom bought the chocs jus to waste her money. she duwan bring home RM notes. So its RM27 for 4 bars of chocs. yeah u heard me right, 4 bars.. ONLY!

went to honey/bee farm. due to rain, cant visit those flying insects, but instead jus taste/buy honey. I love royal honey.. haha.. i mean i love all honey, instead of jus tasting, i took a cupfull of royal honey, n eat it plain. wth no sugar added.. yumm!!1!

den after dis basically nuting much la.. bck to s'pore.. and when i reach my flat back, how i wish i was back dere again.. i love the relaxness staying over dere man..

well before i forgot who the 2 teens in the future, thy are
Fadly & Fadillah..

anyway.. chaoz..

Thursday, December 14, 2006

when you are 18 3:15 AM

well.. when i was 16, i always wished that being 18 will sound BIG. However, i was proven really wrong. Serious man. You might be thinking freedom and all is good, i had enough of freedom. I can go out any time i want, go home or nt isn't a problem. The thing that's troubling 18 yr old teens are trying to manage wrkloads and studies and leisure and yada3.. crap shits.. its hard i tell you.

well; duhh.. stop asking abt bikeys, my close frens already knew about it tho. *shrugs*
oh well, went to YAMAHA showroom smewhere in Macpherson, ITS A BLAHDY WASTE OF TIME!
yes, nice showrrom and all, a vast contrast against the ah pek shops in Ubi, Bt Merah or Jln Besar; however, service wise they suck. this what i went through.

1. Bck from ICA, walkd to Macpherson from Paya Lebar Methodist Church thinking its near.
2. Ate mee goreng along the way at 1 of the coffee shops at the side of paya lebar road.
3. I knew i was tired, but i kept on going; all the while thinking about the bike.
4. Was abit lost, but followed my heart.
5. Thought of taking the bus but continued walking.
6. 45mins frm starting point, i found the place.. YEAH!!! at first
7. Saw dream bike bhind the window.
8. Entered a showroom, with no salesperson.. OH WELL
9. walked around for near 8mins before saleperson come.
10. asked the prices for the bikes, YAMAHA X-1 & SparkZ (both are similar in most ways)
11. Salesperson din take me seriously.
12. The tone in her voice is putting me down.
13. Gives me impression that i wasnt serious.
13. And all these lasts for mere 5mins?
14. NOT MUCH HELP!

pissed! i cant understand it man, does dat mean, when i enter the shwroom not looking like a business expat's son, u think im a joke? no wonder no customer. What the use of G.E.M.S?

tell you sth, i AM NOT BUYING BIKE FROM THAT SHOP!
THE OLD AH PEKS IN OTHER RUN-DOWN BIKE SHOPS WILL TRY THEIR VERY BEST TO GET YOU AS THEIR CUSTOMER, WELL, THIS SHOP IS PLAIN STUPID.

MY 2 CENTS WORTH:
DEAR FELLOW RIDERS,
ANDIKA HERE ENCOURAGES YOU PEOPLE WHO LOVE YAMAHA BIKES TO STAY AWAY FROM THE SHOWROOM NEXT TO MACPHERSON SECONDARY SCHOOL. ITS A WASTE OF TIME, AND THE PRICES THEY CHARGE IS ORIGINAL RETAIL PRICES!!! YOU CAN GET AT LEAST $800 CHEAPER FOR THE SAME MAKE.

and some of you will know, when i hate sth, i really do.
in the mean time; i need help from readers:
1. get me the price quotation for YAMAHA X-1 and/or SPARKZ
2. give me their email if they have
3. location of shop
4. ask for any hidden charges

for the shop above, they thot i wasnt serious
so they said
"both are $4300+ like dat; you need to downpayment 30% and that is arnd $1.3K, instalment plans of 2 or 3 years, and thats a rough gauge, riders under 31 years old or less than 10yrs riding experience need pay abit more"

i dont think that helps alot!! you suck!
finished it off with looking at some papers, ignoring me..

priority gauge:
1. SCHOOL end of year exam
2. BIKE & WORK (no money no bikey)

//blog revamping soon..

Saturday, December 09, 2006

the going-to-be-quite-long entry 5:38 AM

hah!i'm sick of apologising, coz i know now that not many people is reading this blog of mine anymore. T.T.. the tagboard isn't moving.. its like, even if it does, its the usual people who i see or chat wif 24/7. Where's e random bloppers?? gggeeeeezzzeeerrrr..

any-o-how-away.. life is getting better. E sickening piles of assignments have shrunkd, and here comes exams...YEAY***
f.y.i: i'm prepared to fail for them. how pathetic, Java? are u for real. get a life la Java people!!! ONLY nerds take Java. Get it? People like me? DON'T TAKE/LIKE JAVA!!! but we're forced.

got my farking long-awaited, desperate-d pay!!! woohoo~
gonna be rich fer a few days only, reason being my "thrifty" spending and my generosity in helping others as well as increasing ciggs tax as well as stupid dumb pathetic bills with the plus ons of the MOTORBIKE. I'm only happy in investing my $$$ on the bike as well as being generous. waakaka! no joke!!!

wow.. ok, some people might already knew abou my "Pilot" helmet. ahakz! its S sized for me, due to having an underly-sized peanut head. Ooohhh.. but my brain isn't aite. btw, i need to have the mindset that i only have 50cents in my wallet and $1 in my bank to stop myself from over spending. CRIES!!!!
AND AS I"M WRITING THIS!!! my mom goes, have u paid ur debt to ur brother? and i'm like ya, and she said, he's angging away as he said u pay him a lil bit slow. FUCK LA!!! i onli get my pay on thursday!!! den i said i paid liao, den she goes on saying, dn whres my MONEY.. do i look like a bank???!!! fuck la!! i hate it when people demand things from me. i am more happy to give ppl on my own timing. Wads e point of giving to ppl when i see dey dun really need it. Im not being selfish. its jus BOILING! do i have the word ATM across my forehead??? get the facts right:
I AM NOT A BANK, AND I WORK MY ASS FOR THE MONEY!!!!

MY MOM owaes ask me why i wrk soo hard when i am still skooling; ask me whether i gt time to do assignments. at first impression i thot shes caring; now, gt my yusof ishaks and she goes talking about money. THIS IS WHY I HATE WRKING!!!

people are oh-so-fucking annoying la!!! for this matter, family members!!! they call themselves family, BUT that doesn't mean my money is for you ppl to use!! work ur ass out, handle multiple stress evrywhre and then tell me whether u want my money!!!
NOW I DUN GIVE A DAMN!!
I AM NOT GIVING MY MONEY TO MY FAMILY MEMBERS TILL I SEE THE NEED.

1 more thing; yesterday, i had gven my little sister $10 for her b'dae n PSLE stuff. and i saidl hope its enuff, coz that wad i cn afford at this moment. then she goes jumping. My MOM well, tell me why u give ur sister e money fist and not me. -_-"
NEXT morning, sister jumps to me and said, "i think the money not enough"
YOU THINK I GIVE A FUCKING CARE. IF YOU DON'T WANT THAT MONEY, I'D RATHER GIVE IT TO THE POOR. SHOO! SCRAM!!!
MONEY CORRUPTED HUMAN BEINGS!!!

I HAT EMY FAMILY WHEN THEY ARE PARASITING ON MY MONEY!!!
PARASITES!!! IF YOU ASK NICELY IS NEVERMIND.
you guys..
1. when i hold a debt, request to be paid ASAP
2. isn't contented with whatever is given
3. gets jealous when not given
4. treats nicely when deres money, not when dere isnt
5. aint supporting me well enough and still hae the cheeks
6. ask $$$ in a DEMANDING WAY.. I DONT OWE YOU PPL MONEY NOR I AM UR ATM
7. dun think of the things i sacrificed to earn my money
8. grumbles when i dun give the money
9. say i'm selfish
10. LASTLY put words in my mouth. MOM! i NEVER did tell you that i'm giving yu $$$, wad i said was if you need money, then ASK me. Firstly, i see you don't really need money currently, and the next u din ask, U DEMANDED!

THERES A FUCKING WHOLE LOT DIFFERENCE BTWN ASK N DEMAND
FUCK UR ASS OUT AND WORK PEOPLE. GOT LEGS RIGHT? HANDS RIGHT?
KNNB CCB!!! that farking old uncle can even wrk in his weak state why not u.
answers given: my body nt strong anymore, FUCK IT LAH! u jus plain old lazy!!!

p.s: i intended to type a nice entry, but i hate demanding ppl. esp when it concerns me the most and that will affect my routine.

LAST NOTE:
the money i wrkd for is for my license, coz i noe u ppl wn give me the money to tke it unless i wrk my own ass out. NEXT; its for the 'rainy' days. Start supporting me during rainy daes and make me feel secured and all my destiny's fulfilled den i'll be all happy to even share u my ATM pin number!

Monday, December 04, 2006

e last few mins before SLEEP time 3:50 AM

well hello.. yah, its me.. the cutey-boy-ayul n u ppl go puking... wadder..
soo oh well.. i'm soo hyped about motorbike again.. and how i wish its done adn over with. Gonna go to Kelantan Rd wif either boyfren or girlfren to buy helmet.. reddy one fer me.

its soo obviously obvious that im bored. and that farking addy which ppl claim to be LAME is because u guys askd fer a chnge. AND tell u wad.. I AM A BUSY BOY OK!!!my entire life now revolves around SKOOL -> WORK -> PLAY.. and boy, i realise evrywhre has problems. some frens having problems dat i wanna help but dun wanna help.. im stuck in btwn; its best they mke their own choices, wrk.. well.. thats classified info of my wrk place. HOME??? geez.. if only i'm a prince and skool? assignments? due this week? are u kidding me??? exams the next? r u really kidding me? and hols the week after? this is NOE FOR REAL..

niao niao chin chow, spastically, i'm left wif 6mins before 4am.. slp time before i'm SUPPOSED to wakey wakey at 6am to gt dressed in toyboy's outlook and off to meeting fer skool wrk; if u consider our meeting a meeting.. read in btwn e lines

will be wrking tml.. boy, it is sure FUN tml.. minus sme instruments.. will be wif them..and hell yeah, the loner guy again; haha.. i love chicks.. wajkakakaka!!!

woo~ and i see desperation in the eyes of O level grads.. applying jobs at retail stores such as NUM, TOPMAN.. etc.. all those BIG HU HA LABELS which i patronize. and they are so-yet-stupidly-confident that they'll get the job? harlow.. been there dne dat. fer this kid's info, they HARDLY tke in YOU people. and moreover, even f they do, its temporary as you are NEEDED.. not WANTED.. in this case, its a BAD thing. they jus need u fer the busy periods, n soon ure gonna gt terminated. experience frm frens wrkd b4 in this area. AND WHAT makes u think i want to wrk F&B again?? its because, retail ppl wun even hire us.. at least poly ppl hve sme chance.. duhh!!!

get it str8, i'm a SNAG-ish metrosexual guy that is all out unique fashionista n ppl find me dumb? god dammit..
i find meing mr metro has sme points. at least i put on pwder, which most guys nvr continue putting their powder when their mummy nvr dress dem anymore. THE LEAST I HEARD WAS, they put powder intheir amazon forest to well, mke it less sticky n STINKY!!! c'mon, grab the scissors and trim it man.. there isn't an IN thing about hving bushier-bushes-the-better. the IN thing is to hve it neat clean and looking good. duhh!!! dun luf its a fact, and ladies, u wanna hve a bear? or even cousin 'IT' as ur boyfie.. think about it.. soo bck to the topic on powders, why isnt it on the face..

many replied was..
its too girlish..
its a girl's thing..
its gay..

(-_-")
soo u're saying i'm gay? then when u're young, ur momma put it on u, soo u WERE gay before den now u're str8. oh well!!! be dirty den. powders, filter out oils frm collecting on the surface of ur face, look at atistes man.. they wear MAKE UP!!! worst la! and u guys wldn't want to mit hot chicks wif OILY prata faces. and ladies, imagine making love to a prata.. eeeewe..

bahhh!! metrosexualism.. its me.. hahax!!! love me for it..
ooh.. n aint i a gd guy for having all these baskets of, powders of diff types, face, body and bush..lol.. and erm moisturin cream for hand, as well as hair.. not mentioningmy line off hair products.. colognes and well.. the minutes or hours spending to mke my self look handsmely gorgeous n hunky.. walalala bamba!!!

u guys might nw be thinking ayuL is sick.. well not!!! if u think i am, dun go running tome fer the stuffs mentioned above.. and 1 last word before i sleepp.. dun spend too much time on dolling urself, u will tend to get EASILY DE-SATISFIED, i find tht styling less den 10mins will suffice, and it turns out nicer... P.B.E

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Sunday, December 03, 2006

guess its been awhile 2:13 AM

harlow dere dear bloppers; not forgetting the kpo regular ones. yeah.. i'm sick of skool and being sickly nowadays. BLAME IT ON THE WEATHERMAN.. argh! anyway, life is turning on the good side. I SAW THE GLIMMER OF LIGHT. actually, the flame from my lighter

skool had been very vbusy explaining the less-than-constant update ranting space of MINE!!! wooties!! christmas season is round-e-corner = shopping!!! NOT!! need to restrict my shopping stuff fer e mean time yea. will be getting my pay soon, hehe.. bt not telling u guys when to avoid e nasty "yul buy for me blah" crowd.

ouh!!! and before i forget. i scrap e idea of having a new hp. bleahx! i noe, my motorola hp sux to the maxiest max. BUT WAD matters now is how i am going to live my life to diet for the sake of X1.. yeah, the motorbike issue yet again. wanna buy a helmet first. hehe.. first BIG thing to buy once i gt my pay.. ehehehe.. can i find a red helmet??? lol.. and once i got the LICENSE, gonna pain stripes of white OR black.. waakakaka! certify my pass in riding. wootx!!!

then the money will be put in covering my bike license hehehe.. more to come man. I AM SOO GOING TO OVERTAKE THOSE OTHER BUGGERS DAT ARE IN PRAC WADEVER PRACS RESPECTIVELY. I ROCK YOU SUCK!

lol!!! anyway, i ahd already branded my stuff under a new founded brand name.
scrap wif NutingDzines and in wif K.I.D
INTS, you find it nice ryte??? i loike.. lol!!! annd hell yeah.. heres the logo..see below..

other den that, i've gt nuting else to say, chalo beteh (wani); ofsi dozi (arif); tke care dun tke drugs (e taxi drover).. aha.. bye lah!!!

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