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Saturday, December 29, 2007
clearing cobwebs, bed bugs and all the things thats im supposed to do.
12:39 PM LOOK! its a blahdy friggin update. Thankx to my readers who pester to update, haha.. life's been great. Yet tiring these past few days due to preparation for Countdown 08 performance. Song had been done, great dope shit! lol! Routine left to polish up. Ohh, my fucktards are like finally seeing me often. Hahaha! Mas, it soo soon sia, soon aftr countdwn ill b bck with my busy wrk load. Damn it, but before dat, we'll reserve some space to club aite. From ghastly incidents in the dance studio, from the drama shits. -_-? lol! from the block66 to the breaking/tearing of arm muscles and vein; I STILL CANT TILT TO THE RIGHT!!! well. i got only myself to blame for attempting to do something i hadnt been doing for years. -__-" Soon, monday will be the big show.. woohoooo!!!! Please do come down aite peeps. Causeway Point dere, 6pm - 2am. wakakakakakaka!!!! Got firewrks, foam party and all soo dun worry.. (how i wish i cld go celebrate it at Sentosa or pub, wdlands? cmon man..) Yesterday, aftr prac met up with my chao chibai knn big time lepa mates. Haha.. Dat kental Arief and DAIN ZAR. lol! Its all laughter whn its with them, 10mins = 31 pics??? hows dat. lol!!! Ok now oni kental pl works on Saturday, and whos the kental one none other den Arief whilst me n Rina slps at home.. NOT.. damn, i got prac like on a few hours time, and i jus woke up. SOoo tarrahh people.. i'll catch u again soon.. till den.. "would you like to see my tits" <-- MASTURA ANNUAR'S LINE Tuesday, December 18, 2007
just you
9:50 PM FIRSTLY, i'm angry coz i motherfcukintootootly overslept, and when i woke up, read: JUST, its already 9+++pm, WATSON'S closed. ohh brother! tmr will be another not-so-stick-straight hair.. niwae, Mas' bdae bash/splash/smoke/outing/ton was supa dee doopa great, wonder company, great people.. great food? hmm ok la.. more of like great drinks. I'll post about it once this "21 year old" send me the pics to accompany the post with. I'm feeling still the same, very much the same.. I DO BABY, I REALLY DO love you like before, do you? missing you everyday.. =( Saturday, December 08, 2007
random shit
11:44 PM i guess when i say i do, or anything along the line, i really do. Well, i dun need others to believe, i dun need sick morons to give in.. i dun need flashers on the streets to say hi; coz all i need is you understanding. it may had last for jus mere seconds.. but knowing u are there, like there - oready made me go toot. sometimes i wonder why am i still doing all these.. i seriously wonder.. all i can say for now is, i wish the moments had to never end.. coz being close with you was the best feeling ever.. if only you knew.. Tuesday, December 04, 2007
hate that i love you
2:04 AM And I hate how much I love you girl I can’t stand how much I need you And I hate how much I love you girl But I just can’t let you go Lately, i've been thinking of you girl. I've been. Even if it isn't lately.. i've ben thinking of u sincewheneva and wherever. I tried to move on.. I even changed myself, but i know these all will mever work coz u already occupied dis heart. You took the key and never returned it. This heart will no longer open up to others coz only u have the key. And im still very sorry tht i hurt you before, and i will never forgive myself kaes. This is a just a post for you.. One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me And your kiss won’t make me weak But no one in this world knows me the way you know me So you’ll probably always have a spell on me.. I know this sentence soo much and its wad i'm feeling now. But the difference is dat youre magic still works and had always put u as top priority. And I can’t stand ya Most everything you do make me wanna smile Can I not like you for awhile Haha, i guess many know tht you're slightest presence be it sms, or in person.. i already go haywire.. haiz.. this is my story.. my only story.. p/s: i still treasure you as much as we ferst met.. =) *lyrics from Rihanna ft. Ne-Yo : Hate That I Love You*  and this is my 80's bond.. me and my brothers and cousin.. frm left to right: Eezad Rizzie Alfie Ayul  Labels: Amerie Monday, December 03, 2007
sometimes, it gets difficult.
9:14 PM Somewtimes, we always have this particular thing which wanna turn back time for. For these i hve. Had been feeling dumb the past weeks due to it. Confusions with someone, getting my name in it and all. like crap larh ok. Hopefully it doesnt affect me or anything.. or else.. i dun wish to come to that part tho. Niwae, i hope someone is ok. I mean i just wanna tell that particular someone dat i do care; i just can't bring myself to the front and show it. But that doesnt mean i dun care. I do, i really do; but i'll just wait for the time when you really open up your scope of vision to others, well i cant blame you now for your current actions.. then again, i'll still be here aite. Red is my color.. ;) I'm missing lepaking with Mas dey all due to my current wrk load and all. Arief had been busy also, and lastly, i jut cant even wanna go lepak coz i'm like still cashless.. hhahaha! so ya, i'm just waiting for pay day to do evrything.. lol! Den aftr that.. haha.. Claudie's M.O.S plans.. alot la.. Mas b'dae and all.. and clubbing wif Arief.. haha! Amcam? mau go ke per? lol! kla.. i dunnoe wad else to type.. lazy ar.. cya people k.. =) Saturday, December 01, 2007
i'm back
11:07 PM the dance crew is back together. we'll gonna gt ready for our biggest shocase, NO! i'm not talking abt da'shocase 4, i'm talking abt the countdown!!! hehehe! Life had been great. Its kinda relaxd now, for all i can noe.. i'm stress free. I now have a buddy which kinda replace Arif. Sorry dude, u kinda lost contact with me and went wit them. I'm gonna be honest to myself, u just kinda forget your true buddies. So welcome into my life Arief. Ahahaha!!! fcuk la. both ari/efs.. but an "E" make a difference. So almost every nite we've been hanging out.. ahakz! ooh, and yesterday, i kinda reminisce moments. Remembring someone i forced myself not to remember, but i can't stop myself from doing so. She had graced my heart once and her presence still lingers tho pysically she left. All i can say to readers, i dun care she hates, i dun care if she say bad things about me, i dun care if you ppl tell me dat shes wadsoever and wadeva.. coz all i noe is i gt my own mind to judge the best out of her and shes missed, soo to others who think im a wadeva. a BIG "W" back at you. Love life? Hah! complicated.. yet secondary. i noe past few weeks i've been like in some dreamland. But reality strike me yest, i dun really need it ryte now, i'm happy being single too. I dun chase ppl.. if i eyed you, it means u just catch my attention, LOVE is too strong a word which i seldom use except to the latter. so am i eye-ing someone now? the answer is no. simple eh? family? i had a bbq gathering over at west-side just now, it was great. I went there not for the food or makciks. I went there to spend time with my cousins. Smoking sessions with my cousins over the BBQ fire, amacam rock ar! Me and my bro's and cousin snap pics like haha!!! camwhore-blood. And daymn, we look good! Alfie bro in black Eezad bro in green Rizzie cuzz in brown Ayul in... .. .......... ... RED lol.. wad else ryte? and i was in lala with the family.. everyone seems soo homely today.. hahaha! and im glad i joind in the fun. lastly, i'm feeling not soo good in one thang. i'm getting those semi-third eye agian, and this time round its getting very sensitive. Spirits or wadsoever, haiz.. not in december when its the festive mth pls.. lol! den again. now, i wanna go wash up and all.. i smell like roasted chicken!!! hahaha!!! i hope you see this if you really want it. but you know i'll be dere if you need me.. k im talking crap. hahahahahaha! love? not! |
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