How much u cred when i din reply to ur msg coz i gt wasted over at my wrkplce BBQ. i doubt u still remember but i still do. Btw, do u still hve e red finger puppet?? i still hve my blue one.

Relationships, its nt abt being with someone, its mre of being attached emotionally. I missed the times i constantly talk, think and breathe abt u. Knwing tht each day, ill gt surprises frm u. Yes, 2yrs passed.. im trying to frgt, bt at times it haunts me back..

I'm still missing you, even tho im like a fcuktard. Doing things im nt supposed to. Perhaps mab sme of it embarass u.

yea,i noe.. we're very far apart now..

like very...

maybe if i cn gt things str8n out, we could talk?

i dunno, babe.. i dun mind nt talking to u.. sitting next to u watching the day go by would be a miracle. i'm still am sorry.. i still am angry with myself.. and to me, i still regard you as the Queen of My Heart. Remember the pic i made for u??? btw, the collage of the pic u made fr me, its still in my hp..

Missing you..

would you b damn angry tht ur mom thrw ur things??? this is wad happen..

Out in tekong for 1 wk..

back to home to relax.. oni to find out tht the stuff i put on the table was no longer der where i left it 1 wk ago.

When i ask momster, all she said was, i askd ur brother, he said its nt his..

wtf? soo not my bro's den cn throw ar? enough of this favorotism!!!

and stop lying u din noe u swept it away, cmon!!! u sweep using ur eyes!! im nt angry tht u threw it, bt trying ur way to lie out of a 21yr old?!! u crazy or wad?!!!

cibai.. very angry... lost my NUM tag jus like dat!!!

i noe its jus a dumb keychain, but ure lying piss me off!! wad mre wn i gt to no abt "not ur bro's" story!!!

fcuk it ar!!!

i smashed the medicine counter. din mean to break cough syrup bottles but.. well i accidentally did. this is wad i called accident. felt partly sorry, partly u deserved it when i see mom cleanin the sticky mess i created. but fcuk it!!!

cibai!!! wads mrwe!!! i fcuking angry when im feeling sad abt things i meant to b angry at.. am i being too caring for a mom dat kinda look dwn on me??

or am i jus failing anger management?

argh bingit!!!

Nonetheless, i had been playing my fren's NDS in camp; now im hooked backd to it. the only problem is dat; I SOLD MY NDS PRIOR TO ENLISTING LAST YEAR. BUMMER!! ok soo i'm planning to gt a new NDS next mth. hahaha! this time round im looking to gt the EUROPE Edition full RED. yea, Singapore dun hve it.. soo i gt to like search fr an export set. $220+ sia.. but nvm..aku sanngup.. or maybe, i thot of getting the limitd edition MARIO RED one.. fcuking nice ar, n very the unique. price wise to i need to think. its like $300+. ninahua.. if wrst cmes to wrst the price like v high, i think im jus gnna get bck the same old one. At least its new mahx.. hahaha!!!

My lappie is kinda dumb, no photoshop n remixer all.. need to install all these soon. Lemme find timeehx.. hahah!!!

okoko.. im gg off nw to watch sme tv,.. jus a reminder, this blog aint dead yet.. jus lazy to update.. hohoho!