Ah-Yul Blogspot; Serial Confessionist

YEAH!!! PUTTING AWAY FARKING HATREDS N ENJOYING MY DAY WIF MY SMALL FAMILY..
MET BESTIE a.k.a BROTHER a.k.a ARIF AT PASIR RIS INT AT 10.20AM
MET PARENTS a.k.a MOM & DAD a.k.a FIZAH & AYEB AT CHANGI AT 10.45AM

we took a bumboat ryte to Ubin. haha.. 4yrs since the last time i went to Ubin. n guess wad, we just realised, Arif had never went to Ubin!!!! lol!!! soo we showed him around the place. first stop, the INFO centre to get the map. n den, we rent our bikes. all same bikes but diff price. lol.. mine n arif was $4 coz its old. but mom n dad was $8. haha.. coz dey r taking the new bikes. lol.. but its the same lor.. except the handle of the new bikes diff. niwae, its CHEAP!!! $4/$8 for WHOLE day!!!

hahaha... n u noe wad???!!! the expensive bikes giv mre probs to the inexpensive ones. hahaha.. asl my "parents" la.. haha.. we trekked half of the island, passing by stupid unleashed hounds, ang mohz seeing "kampong-singapore" n young scouts wif no aim in wadever dey doin. dey jus follow wadeve dats instructed to dem. hahaha.. haha.. n ya.. we went to see wild boars n stuff.. mom screamed.. haha.. soo funny.. we went to hve light picnic.. smokin wen riding n guess wad.. i ride bike oso can light my stick!!! my lighter rox!!! visiting old malay n chinese graveyards which i believe shld be like 15-20++ yrs old.. coz most of dem are sunken n stuff.. abit of a scary atmosphere.. n abt the trail less travelled dat we nearly went in. well im soo lucky we nvr went in. the thing is, the place just NOT right!!

niwae, after cycling half the island, went to have a kool tropical break. haha.. 2 durians and a round of sweet thai coconut drink. i like!!!! evry1 likes!!! aniwae, at ferst noone agreed wif mom abt durians coz the weather is hot n durian is heaty. but mom jus bought 1 ferst n evry1 digs in, den its soo nice!!! sweet an CREAMY!!! soo we ordered anthr wan.. den smoke n drink again n again..

den continued hiking.. going up n down rocky trails whre mom fell n bruised her arms n legs.. haha.. den gt another slope whre we cyled up n down to twice jus to feel the wind in my hair.. n my cap flew off the ferst time.. the 2nd tyme.. haha... i took it off.. soo best la! soo fast i like..

the family pics!!!

my camwhore at Ubin wif advertisement of ChipsMore rainbow. Ltd Edition. Ubin oni.. $2

I dont need to be wanted, i want to be needed

den we went to cycle n complete Ubin b4 heading bck to main land to have dinner. The FAMOUS Nasi Lemak lor.. n a round of sugarcane juice.. hehehe..den went to shop fer mom's bikini whre she'll look hot in it!!! hahahah.. n den off to bedok to walk arnd n chit chat. butch abt ppl.. n ya.. duhh!!! im the bitchiest wan of all.. well.. ppl go str8 to the point while i bitch to the point.. hahaha.. sorry la!! haha..

den wen we were jus abt to head hme.. we met wif atok n nenek!!! n dey want to treat us fer supper at Simpang Bedok!!! soo ya la!! goo am hungry aniwae.. but sad arif went hme oready n we cant contact him lor. he blahdy offd his fone!!! hahaha!! den aftr dat went hme wif bapak.. supper was great! thx atok n nenek!!! lol!!!

Friday, July 21, 2006

feeling down n over 10:27 PM

relationships suck!!!
well,m mayb its jus me.. but i can see, im having prob dis whole mth. all abt relationships.. i jus hate it wen the real truth cme out. if its a gd wan, its ok.. as in like the expected kinda thing, but wen it cmes to liars n betrayers, it jus hits me hard..

but all i can sae, its nt jus me having relationship probs, guess in he mth of july.. ppl do have prob wof their loved ones.. n i can see dat very well.. alot of my frens broke up wif their gf/bf or dates/flings.

fer now.. all i can sae, i'm not seeking any1.. i'm jus waiting fer the right person to cme by. it just hurts me too much to luv n trust sum1 wen the person dun giv a damn on wadever im doing..
bleahz!

Thursday, July 20, 2006

fun life sad life 11:54 PM

had a great day in schl.. aftr schl lepak arnd at pondok. sorry la if abit lame...
REASONS:
my thots of remembering the day nt gud..
nt in a good feeling...

niwae ok BACK the lepaks was good.. den arnd 5pm, left wif mas to mit sum1. i guess its nice of me to mit tht sme1, in the end.. nvr mit. its ok la.. u dun wan mit me, i dun giv a FARK! live in ur own world of denial!

den met dil to chil. he gt probs wif his P3 project. so we just walk arnd town. tho he looks dead n sleepy.. very sleepy haiz.. den ya, we smoke at whichever smoking area possible. gt a milkshake.. heh.. dil says milkshake is fattening!!! please lor, if its not fattening, y would i buy it ryte??? zess!!!

walk ardn summore, den b4 going bck to PS to mit dil's fren. chatted fer awhile b4 leaving to tke the train hme. n in the train, we're feeling damn exhausted.. soo we slept. at Punggol Interchange we r trailed by 2 policeman. v scary la.. n we're asking did any of us do any wrong thing.. den obviously no la.. we're 2 slpy shit heads frm town n heading home. soo they trailed us, the moment we gt dwn frm bus dey screen us.. den anthr police car cme by wif a girl in distress, well.. all i can sae dey looking fer the suspects dat doo wateve thing to the girl..

n its not us OK!!! well.. adios..

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

edited pics 10:56 PM

well.. hello just a post to tell the readers; more of my FAMILY MEMBERS. dat i hve edited sme of the picnic pics. view my FRIENDSTER photos to see sme of dem. i can see most of my u guys wan edited pics, but dun really hve the nice tool. if u wan me to edit the pics, jus send it to me at msn. describe hw u want it to be.

p.s: oni fer picnic pic. and fer family member oni!

Sunday, July 16, 2006

family picnic at ECP 11:56 PM

WOOOOHHHOOOOO!!!!
FAMILY PICNIC AT ECP.. the whole family turnd up.
Mak - Fizah
Bapak - Ayeb
Short Bro - Min
Pisang Bro - Arif
Son Of the NITE - Botak
Son Of the LIGHT a.k.a Baby - Ayul = ME!
Makcik Mia - Mia

Neighbours dat NEVER made it:
Kimmy
Mastura

GOD!!! its a 12hr family outing.. hahaha.. longest ever fer a 1 day outing. i jus soo luv dis very dae, many fond memories dat i feel like watching the day like its a movie.

every1 was punctual dat morning.. more or less la.. the most PUNCTUAL gathering ever. i went to Bedok Intrchnge wif Mia. well.. by 10.30am.. all were dere.. except ayeb hu will join us abit l8r. took taxis to the ECP food Village.
*our campsite is smewhre near dere u see*

as soon as we gt dere, every1 started to get hyped n pitching of tents is in full swing. 1 blahdy BIG tent while the other a small tent. hahaha.. n ground sheets all pegged to the floor. breakfast is fried rice courtesy of nenek; hu woke up early to pack the stuff. if u can read dis fizah's mom.. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

den it was off to phototaking shots.. and a game of soccer+captain ball+rugby all rolled together.. 15mins n we r flt. the SUN showed no mercy. eat again.. n slack.. n tke pics again.. the other guys went to bird watch.. u can see in sme of the pics whre deres sme guys pointing up.. haha.. how lame of dem.

i'm the soo called cameraman. thus, u can see.. most of the pics gt me in it.. haha.. pardon me.. u gave the cam to a cam whore.. haha. went in-line skating wif mak, rif n mia.. all fell except me.. rif fall on the 2nd round. best fall goes to MIA who fell on her ass... *OUCH!!*

den aftrdat, went to fly kite.. fly it to the sky... hahaha.. den cam whore again.. family pic n all... n den sunsets, send mimin to bus stop fer he goin to Baybeats even tho without mak's restu..lol! n bought 40 stix of satay. n sme drinks as well as fruits fer desert. very complete ryt???!!!

n i frgt to mention our ciggarette brands.. we have lotsa brands dat day.
VICEROY
MARLBORO
SKYLITE

WELL.. den go hme ryt.. we wanna tke cab hme.. but hor.. gt inconsiderate ppl keep cutting us up. until me n arif need to kick in to full BITCH mode. fark la.. knnb ccb! farking inconsiderate losers. cut us like we transparent. sad to sae u suck.. !!! that fat old ah pek wif the whole dumb ass family outside ECP food village arnd 9.30pm.. n u r shouted n stared by a guy in Purple ringer tee, a guy in black n woman in green n white jacket. u noe hu r dey.. its us!! LOSERS!!!!

btw.. heres the pics.. cant tok more.. jus look at us!!! LOOK!!! LOOK!!!

me cam-whoring.. i hold to the cam 99% of the tyme.. wad u expect??

picnic moments wif family!!! i like!

Saturday, July 15, 2006

BOREDOM Saturday, except the part abt my hair. 11:24 PM

well.. DADDY BOUGHT ME THE NEW STR8NING CREAM.. WHICH WORKS MUCH MORE BETTER DEN THE OTHER ONE. but i can assure u, dis cream spoils the hair faster den ever.. haha.. haha.. but hu cres, it produce superbly GOOD RESULTS!!!

hell yeah it does!!! take a look/or a peek of the new me wif the hair.. its a sneak peak coz im gonna do mre stuff to my hair. up to ur imagination to think on wad im gonna do to my hair.

UBBER COOL RYT??? RYTE??? i noe! no need to tell me.. well aftrnoon is kinda draggy. met dil n fren.. den accompany dil to cut hair.. haha n of coz, flaunt my str8 hair oso.. lol. owh ya.. dil looks much mre neater wif his shrter hair.. haha.. niwae, went hme aftr dat.. to chnge n stuff before heading to youth park to mit jade n aziz to watch RE-MIX 06 (dance comp).. gt syamsi-nator's group. lol! ahaha.. kool moves.. cute ppl (dats wad yi wen/candy saes.. mit dem along the way).. and of coz hot bods n babes.. haha.. shrts skirts? i saw oni one. n its the opening dance.. wadev..

den walk arnd town.. wana buy crispy chicken but shop nt taking orders liao!! wahh!!! dey really duwan money lor!!! kanana!!! soo hang arnd.. walk arnd town wif dil.. den hang out at PS arcade.. watch dil's ex-coursemate play dunno wad dis candy game dat have jackpot prize.. lol!!!

n remember.. aftr dis point of time.. DIL GOT HI! kept toking abt clubbing.. dancing.. n den blast my hp mp3 in the train.. lol!!! so mrepek.. hahaha.. well.. mayb dats all fer todae.. tml i'll be having a "family" picnic wif my mak n foster dad as well as my brothers, arif, min & sala.. hehe.. find us at ECP.. oh ya, i frgt still gt As i think.. see ya ppl arnd..

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

lecturers? do dey do their job?! 2:12 PM

MORNING STARTED OUT VERY BAD!
Blahdy LHK!!! a stupid PRSP lecturer scold me in the morning fer toking in class wen.. im paying attention to his class la! not my fault sia!!! KNNB CCB!!!

REALLY SIA!!! wadde hell!!! i think he gt nuting to do. n YESH! im soo happy wen wan shouted back at him and deres WAR btwn blahdy LHK n wan!!! yesh!!! den aftr dat, i skipped my lecs, i cant b bothered.. nt in the study mood yet, hwever.. haha.. into hair styling.. lol.. created a very weird but nice hairstyle on Van.. hahaha.. n tried to do sme style on Watson's but his hair is jus too THICK.

went to have lunch wif class at design canteen. soo ouh soo perfect!!! fish n chips? ahahaha.. den went to resrvoir to smoke.. lol.. Razia's dere!!! hahaha.. soo cute lol... said my HIs n den went to continue smoking wif 3 of my other classmates. lol!

otw bck to ITAS fer dis stupid LHK Java class, haha.. met Dil wif sum1 i dunno.. but i think i noe. Dil's fren i guess.. haha.. den along the way met wif Hana Boobies! lol!! i keep bumping into ppl.. den at ITAS building bump into PTK gang! lol! bump again.. hw i wish to hang out nw la.. but im stuck in this blahdy lessons... 2pm all the way to 6pm.. the HORROR!!!

well.. mus go listen now.. l8r sme stupid LHK cme by i gt nuting to show.. knnb ccb!!! haha...
u suck! i rule!

Monday, July 10, 2006

love? what's love? 11:57 PM

L.O.V.E? LOVE? is dere really such thing called love? well.. i was heartbroken a week b4.. quite recent.. n please dun ask me why.. i dun want to tell u ppl ok.. its part of my personal stuff called LIFE .. but nonetheless i'll be right here waiting..

the reason fer dis particular entry is dat, nw.. alot of my frens are hurt by dis idiotic thing called love.. LOVE exists mehx? freak la.. nw i realise smetyms to b single is better, but to be loved is a nicer feeling, to be heartbroken totally sux.. soo wad issit? wad i wan? well.. i jus wan *U*.. but i cant.. i noe i cant.. n i noe the reason..

ppl cme to me crying.. i SOO understand the feeling.. well.. im not sum1 hu nvr falls in love b4. well i excel in cheap thrill love, but wen i t cmes to dream relationships, i suck. number of failure in dream relationship = ALL.. and its only 2. see hw pathetic i am? hmph.. hope all love birds, dun giv up wadever the obstacle be strong. ders nuting stronger in the wrld den u urself. ur trust btwn ur partner will overcme evrything. if hings dun or nvr wrk well, NEVER.. i repeat NEVER blame urself..

niwae hres pics of me wen i was heartbroken. jus feel like taking picture dat day. i wanna capture my ugly sad face.

p.s: I DO LOOK HORRENDOUSLY HORRENDOUS!

Saturday, July 08, 2006

OMG.. i haven been updating!!! 11:24 PM

OMG!!!
i realise i haven been updating my blog for quite sumtym. like serys man. last time i used to update like almost everyday; but nw.. well.. guess i was soo happy being in schl. dat by the time i reach hme.. i will b damn tired to put my fingers on the board n type an entry. anyhoos, well.. i've been in a series of ups n downs. dats all i can sae. my close frens shld noe wad i mean.

anyway... recently had been hangoing out at skool more coz tests are over, n nt many assignments lately. made frens wif dil's.. tell u smething.. dey're a bunch of WACKY people.. haha.. n woohoo! i'm soo happy.

i gt took alot of pics recntly, yeah.. pics of me, myself n i and also my classmates. n ouh ya! i forgot to sae dis.. i hate to see geeks wearing PINK top! dey jus ruin my signature color.

niwae.. nt much to blog nowadaes.. haha.. coz i keep frgtting wad happen like in the NEXT day.. haha.. fer todae. well.. hang arnd punggol wif arep n dil..

arep met me at my hse.. n u noe wad.. ferst thing he msgd me was.. "ayul, i'm outside ur flat"
n wen i open the door, he's at the void deck.. n i go shouting at him "wad!!! my hse void deck or wad?!" lol..

haha.. he hang arnd at my place.. jus the 2 of us n my mom.. chat arnd using my comp n bitching abt ppl!!! hahaha.. lol.. den ate dinner b4 going out of the hse to chill...

BLAHDY mama shop!!! wen i wanna buy cigg!! ask fer my IC n in the end i cannot buy la! BUT WEN ARIF BUY CAN!!! KKN CCB!!!

SOO YA!! was damn pissed.. but bottomline is.. we have ciggs.. haha.. den waited fer dil to cme by n slack wif us.. haha.. chat arnd, bitch abt sec schl tchers!! haha.. well dey deserved to b bitch abt! haha.. den smoke.. n talk till 9.30.. haha..

soo we decided to gt ourselves each a bubble tea b4 separating our ways..
i ordered chocolate ice blended (DUHH!!!)
arep ordered honeydew milk tea
dil ordered oreo ice blended

den we went dwn n make our way hme.. haha.. soo fun todae.. haha.. tml is Sunday, feel like meeting my cousin.. its bee quite sme time since i met her.. soo ya.. haha..

p.s: i passed all my term test papers except MATHS!! haha.. niwae expected.. lol..

p.p.s: i changed the top of my blogskin if u haven noticed! WOLS!

Monday, July 03, 2006

weekend to talk about 11:58 PM

3rd July 2006
nothin much happen todae. basically i slept alot.. frm waking up late.. to slping in the bus.. to slping in class. to slping while waiting fer niki finish her grp discussion. all i noe is SLEEP. only having 1 tutorial. n ya, i dun go fer mondae lectures soo.. hmm.. ya, went off to mit Dil aftr niki left fer her class. wad i do? well sleep again. hang arnd wif dil n gang till dey finish my project n oh i miss her!! haha.. chatted wif her jus nw.. u rox! n ya Faridah is ubber CUTE la. mcm nak cubit-cubit gtu. soo ya.. arnd 10pm we left TP.. took bus till Punggol Main Rd b4 dil'd parents fetch us hme.. haha.. (i'm summarising evrything remember)

2nd July 2006
hahah.. todae is RAZIA'S BIRTHDAY!!! happy 19th b'dae Razia. haha.. fin the earlier aftrnn went to twn wif dil n fren to accompany him tke fotos fer research. we slackd at mc cafe n all.. n i nearly gt a drink frm iD. NEARLY!!! if nt fer her manager holding her bck.. sorr iD, i nd rush to arab strt by 7pm la. soo our main focus fer the day is seesha-ing. my 2nd time aftr soo long. last time was like oni a few puff seeing sme of my frens tke along the road. tke 1 or 2 puff den go... soo hmm, dis can b considerd as the real FERST time seesha.. niwae.. SKL ciggs tastes like seesha. soo shld be ok. we went to seesha at El-Sheikh Cafe. lzay to type.. shw u pics better..

Yul & Dil in train otw to orchard ferst.. haha.. cam-whores! lol!!! 1 + 1 = DISASTER

EL-SHEIKH

its me!!! jade!!! razia (bdae gerl) & Dil!!!

hmm.. minah tuds.. Jade n Syamsiah.. soo MENAWAN

chill n relax.. smoke n lepak!!!

seeing double of the double?

1st July 2006
haiya! nth much.. SYF 06.. lol.. competition is tough.. result? same as 2004. its soo obvious the results la hor.. anyway.. to the person dat noe dis
dun blame me n arif fer nt cming bck. its nt we tok big we nvr do ath. we gt do ok. its jus sme blahdy farkers.. sooo over-confident. nt me or our fault. dun believe ask the leaders. if we dun bother, we wun even cme out wif the steps in the ferst place. n SHIT!! i frgt..u owaes like to point ur blahdy fingers at others..

waiting fer Dzi to fetch me to Bowen.. haha